I realize I keep saying pretty much the same things over and over, but that is because the story never changes.
They just want to throw me in the hospital over and over like a revolving door only to release me to no aftercare.
Sometimes I want to say its better to be safe but why?!?!
Its would've come down to acceptance and I doubt I would've ever fully accepted this set of circumstances I'm faced with.
Nobody had even pretended to have answers for me. I'm poor and the desire is not there to help a middle aged (+) man and waste resources with no hope of actually turning me into a functional member of society.
I really don't want to be hospitalized again honestly. It doesn't help.