I completely understand this.
I got pregnant last year and at first, I thought it was going to be wonderful and amazing, but I ended up feeling very "eh" about it the whole time. Even after the baby was born, I felt absolutely no emotional attachment to the baby and holding them felt like a chore at one point...
I honestly believed that being pregnant was going to make my whole world change. It kinda did, but not in the way I was expecting at all.
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