[MoNo]

Doom.

Towards my

Shuffling feet and

As I step forward with

Agitation, handholds shake

Whilst hands and arms quake in

Every thought I have about you; stop

Holding me down, my hesitation brings up

What is left in my stomach, thoughts that are

Memories I can't forget— as dreams I regret keep

Forcing my feet forward, climbing the stairs forgetting

Whether or not my arms will swing side by side next to me,

Just as you used to swing by my side, but I push myself ahead.

Trying to forget the pain and misery, to search for thoughts I'd left–

And I make my final decision to meet my doom, walking up step by step


btw read it down-up once you're done, if you didn't get that from the last line
i had this thought in my head of a story you read down the stairs, but the story is actually going upstairs
who knows lol