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Eir · 26-07-2016, 03:00 PM

I'm in a similar boat to your original post. Been back and forth with RYL since ruin days.
I keep waiting for a day when I'll be normal. When my first impulse when I'm struggling isn't to carve myself up. I don't act on that impulse the same as I used to, nor as often. But its still the first thought, however fleeting.
Haven't any advice, I just keep plodding along because its whats expected. Just didn't want you to feel alone.

26-07-2016, 03:00 PM	#7
Eir ignoring the cacophony Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Australia I am currently:	I'm in a similar boat to your original post. Been back and forth with RYL since ruin days. I keep waiting for a day when I'll be normal. When my first impulse when I'm struggling isn't to carve myself up. I don't act on that impulse the same as I used to, nor as often. But its still the first thought, however fleeting. Haven't any advice, I just keep plodding along because its whats expected. Just didn't want you to feel alone.
	...I try to outsmart him, but somehow he knows, Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer Why is the path unclear, When we know hope is near Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear ~~Margo is my penguin 🐧!!! ~~