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olliemoose · 15-06-2014, 03:32 AM

I'm generally not an angry person, and I actually think of anger as more or less a waste of energy. I feel that it's more of an intrusive situation, since the thoughts are sporatic but intense. I do feel guilty when I come to my senses a bit more after the thought and wonder why I'm thinking like this.

I'm on 2 relatively strong medications at higher doses, but I just don't feel like they're working like they used to. I should be seeing my doctor soon, so do you think it would be best for me to mention these thoughts to see if there's anything he could prescribe to help?

Again, thank you all for replying. It really means a lot!

15-06-2014, 03:32 AM	#8
olliemoose Join Date: Mar 2014 Location: somewhere between the moon and the sun I am currently:	I'm generally not an angry person, and I actually think of anger as more or less a waste of energy. I feel that it's more of an intrusive situation, since the thoughts are sporatic but intense. I do feel guilty when I come to my senses a bit more after the thought and wonder why I'm thinking like this. I'm on 2 relatively strong medications at higher doses, but I just don't feel like they're working like they used to. I should be seeing my doctor soon, so do you think it would be best for me to mention these thoughts to see if there's anything he could prescribe to help? Again, thank you all for replying. It really means a lot!
	"The man in the song tries to love the girl, but she's not really there, not all the way. She's running from something inside of her that he can't see. I think that there's something like that inside of me." - Laurel, Love Letters to the Dead