Thank you everyone for your lovely comments, I
really appreciate it.
Originally Posted by
Zombie.
what if i wanna hurt them..
Then, you have to think about why you want to hurt them, and what you would gain from that. Especially why you would want to hurt them so massively - but remember you wouldn't just be hurting the people you didn't like, or who hated you - you'd be hurting everyone, and that includes the people you care about and who care about you.
Quite frankly, if you're dead, what good is it anyway? Logistically, you'd hurt them.. but you can't see it. Same goes for revenge, it's an oxymoron. You kill yourself to get revenge you'll never actually
witness what you've done to them.
Which is why so many people can find this eye-opening. Suicide has such a huge affect on everyone and that is something that at the time when we feel so low, can be easily forgotten or dismissed. But I know myself no matter how difficult it is, there's nothing more painful than someone else taking away any chance you have of helping them get through this, when depression & feelings of helplessness can be overcome.
*group hug*