Z, I'm genuinely scared to see you again in case you yell at me and intimidate me. I'm not scared of two things next week; Monday and Tuesday, in case you come along and shout. If you do, I'll not only have you to deal with but my father, too, who will go insane. I can't deal with all of that and not come off badly. I can't. I'll overdose, I know it. I'm actually frightened and shaking and feel like crying.
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