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Old 24-08-2011, 11:15 AM   #27
lonely_hope
I'm not worth the air I breathe
 
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Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: US
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Do you love yourself more than the person your with?
Not officiall with anyone, but even if I was- No.

Is there someone who when they call you drop what your doing to see them?
Sorta...

What's your favorite song right now?
Currently, "Alone"- Smile Empty Soul

Is it your favorite song because it reminds you of someone?
No

Tell us your favorite lyric of that song:
"I'm not worth the air I breathe"

Do you believe in marriage?
Yes?

What's your favorite kind of music?
Generally, rock

Do you ever hear a song and think it was written to explain your situation?
Several

Do you have kids, what are their names, or what will their names be?
Don't have kids, and if I do, I'm not sure about names.

Have you ever been to the beach?
Yeah

Where is your favorite place to vacation?
It wasn't for vacation, but, the Dominican Republic :)

Have you ever dated someone who was married?
No

Do you feel like your the one who gives the most in your relationship?
I would think it should be a fairly equal amount of effort on both sides.

Do you go to school, if so where, and what are you studying?
In high school still... so just the general things.

What do you think serenity means?
se·ren·i·tyNoun/səˈrenitē/

1. The state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled:


Do you often think you would be better off alone?
Yes. It would teach me a lesson about trusting people again. And that way nobody would have to deal with me.

How often do you drink alcohol?
Never

Do you smoke cigarettes, what kind?
Nope

Is there someone in your life you know you couldn't live without?
I'd have a hard time living without Owen- though I wouldn't be surprised if he left.

What do you do when your bored?
Computer stuff, draw on myself, watch TV...

Is their someone that you think about more that 10 times a day?
I'm not sure...

What's your favorite kind of shampoo?
Just whatever works

Favorite bodywash?
Don't care

What kind of perfume do you wear?
Don't often wear perfume.

Do you like your hair? What color and style is it?
My hair is ok sometimes. It's brown, and kinda long, parted on the side, with some shorter parts in the front. Naturally wavy/curly, but I straighten it...

If you could tell someone something right now what would it be?
You should just say your goodbyes and get it overwith. Don't care about how it'll make me feel.

Who would you tell that to?
Owen :/

Do you think you will be sucessful with what you want to do with your life?
I hope so

Whats something that keeps you going when you feel like you're falling apart?
My sister, cats, Owen, music.

Do you have a close relationship with your parents?
With my dad- yes. After what my mother's done to me- I don't think I'll ever have a good relationship with her.

Whats your favorite food?
Not sure

Do you read very often?
Yeah

How do you unwind after a long day?
Do computer stuff or just chill on the couch.

Do you believe you can love someone you hardly know?
I guess... you can have feelings of love for them. But I think that's more like an infatuation.

What's your favorite kind of soda?
Nearly anything I guess.

Do you watch alot of t.v?
Not really

About how long does it take you to get ready in the mornings?
Depends on how much sleep I got the previous night.

Where do you stand on body piercings and tattoos?
Your decision.

How often do you get sick?
Not too often. Though I'm having various health issues right now.

How long have you lived where you live now?
Only about a month and a half.

If you were granted one wish what would you ask for?
For the war in Uganda to be over :(

If you want something bad enough do you believe it will happen?
Not really

How often do you get what you want?
Meh... periodically?

Do you like name brand things?
Don't really care

What do you put on when you want to feel beautiful?
I normally just put on some fresh clothes and take more time to be careful with my makeup.

What are your favorite kind of shoes?
Some cheap ones I got with my cousin at Target.

Do you get compliments alot?
Sometimes

Do you believe in yourself, do other people believe in you?
I don't believe in myself. Yet there seem to be some people that do... which I don't understand.

What did you want to be when you were a child?
First a cowgirl, then an astronaut.

What do you want to be now?
Missionary or abolitionist :)

Is there something that means more to you than anything in the world?
There's something that's very valuable to me, even though it's very destructive and I need to get rid of it >.<

Have you ever been looking for your cell phone while you were talking on it?
Yes- today, in fact.

Whats your favorite word?
"Special"

Is there a word you say too much?
Probably

What did you do today?
Slept a lot, called my sister, did online stuff

Do you think you can handle life on your own?
I try to

How are you feeling about the way your life is going?
I'm really not sure.

Do you think more than 5 people love you?
Not sure about that either >.<

Have you ever know someone whos actions honestly made you sick?
Yes- my mother.

Do you still talk to that person?
I try to avoid her as much as possible. But my dad makes me talk to her when she calls.

Do you think that sex is over-rated?
Not sure?

What was the last movie you watched?
Something with my dad...

What was the last c.d. you bought?
Simple Plan

Do you think a friend will screw you over faster than anyone?
He has the potential...

Are you more outgoing or shy?
Shy

Have you ever been in a pagent?
No

Do you have unrealistic expectations?
At times, I guess.

Do you get let down alot?
Oh yes

If you could go back and redo your life would you?
Some things, maybe.

Is there something you feel strongly enough about to die for?
Yes.

How many texts do you send and recieve a day?
Don't text

Do you have to keep your phone hidden or delete your messages?
N/A

Has someone ever hurt you so badly that you can't forgive them?
Yes. Though I want to be able to forgive her someday. Just not now.

What did your last text say?
N/A

Who was it from?
N/A

Have you ever been to the beach?
Yeah

Have you ever contimplated a career your family wouldn't approve of?
Not really

Do you cuss alot?
Only in regards to myself. Otherwise, not at all.

When was the last time you got mad enough to cry?
Mad enough- I'm not sure. Sad enough- very recently.

How about the last time you were sad enough to cry?
Ooh, here. A few hours ago.

Who were the last people you rode in the car with?
My dad

Where did you go last?
To get groceries

Did you drive more than 30 minutes one way today?
No

When do you think you will have your life together?
Good question. I don't have the slightest clue.

Do you pay your bills or do your parents?
Parents

Whats your oppinion on Paris Hilton?
Bleh.

Have you ever liked someone you know you shouldn't?
I don't know if I shouldn't like him... it's just a bit weird because of age difference...

If your parents knew all your secrets how disapointed would they be?
Extremely.

What song are you listening to right now?
None at the moment.

Whats something you do just for yourself?
Do a better job with makeup.

What time do you normally go to bed?
When I'm in a school routine- around 10pm.

Whats something you do every night before bed?
Brush teeth, wash face, etc.

Do you listen to music or watch tv before or while in bed?
Normally listen to music.

What kind of underwear do you wear most?
And you want to know why?

Are you more of a comfy dresser or do you dress to impress?
I want to look presentable, but also want to be comfortable.

How often do you wear high heels?
Not often.

How often do you go out and not tell anyone where your going?
Rarely

Do you ever feel like you give more than you recieve?
Sometimes, though I also feel that I deserve less.

Have you ever fallen going up the stairs?
Nearly

Who is your favorite actor?
Not sure

How many times have you said what was I thinking in one day?
Again, not sure

What pieces of jewlery do you wear everyday?
Earrings and a cross necklace.

Do you get your nails done or are they natural?
Normally they're just natural. Sometimes I'll put on some black nail polish though.

What plans do you have for tomorrow?
Sleeping, and trying not to get too emotionally involved in things.

What are you going to do now that this survey is over?
Probably take another survey, because I have no life.



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