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Do I even have a chance.
So much has happened in the last few months I can't comprehend it all. I've missed so much school I wouldn't be surprised if I had to repeat my freshman year. I've learned that people get close and when they see that I'm different they back away. Some people leave you and some are ripped from your life. She was always there for me and talked when I needed it. Don't thnk she cares anymore and it's so hard without her. What is it with me scaring off people? I'm never going to be able to fnd someone who loves me? Do I have a chance for someone to come along or am I a hopeless case? Is it because I'm so depressed now. I always hid it, maybe I should again. My therapist doesn't know what she's talking about. She's no help. I need help so badly right now. I'm so close to the edge.
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