I love you to bits, but you're really starting to get to me.
Its great that you have me to lean on, everyone needs someone. But you have to understand that when you ask my advice, then throw it back in my face and totally ignore it, it really frustrating. And it makes me feel like shit. And I wish you just would leave me alone and stop asking for it. Which thus makes me feel worse for being a horrible person.
I wish you'd just take your meds and get some therapy. You have to realise you aren't a failure- every fucking shread of evidence points otherwise. The only person putting pressure on you is you, and if you're making yourself sick, its your own fault.
And stop trying to feed me bullshit. People love you; they want you around. We did invite you to get stoned that night, all 3 of us told you. We want you to come out Friday. But whether you do or you don't, I'm wishing you'd stop saying you'll do one thing, then just totally flake out on us. We. Want. You. There. Please believe us. Because you're making us not want you arond.
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