I feel awful. I feel so guilty. I don't know what you expect from me. But chances are, it won't turn out how you'd hoped. I wish I'd just told you that I'm the 8th person on that list. But it's too late now. He never said no when M mentioned me. He just said that he'd only known me for as long as he'd been with her. What's worse is that I want more from him. I'll get it too. He said he felt guilty when he found out how much you liked me. But that's ridiculous. He doesn't feel guilty about cheating on her! I'm almost relieved that you're gone now. I'll talk to you soon.
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