i wrote it out, an actual honest to fuck-me note. and it just goes to show how piss poor i've become. i have so many regrets, there's nothing i wouldn't not change. i'm just a lost thought in the back of someone's mind, trekking nowhere. i mean that's where i see it right now. i don't see my life getting anywhere, i don't see the improvement that i worked so hard to hold onto. all i see is a wasted education, bills, and a twenty year old living in the attic of someone elses home. how pathetic. so, alright yeah, i'm getting tired of this. and i'm getting so sick of your bullshit. you're constant, revolting, nail biting, hair splitting bullshit. just shut the fuck up already. and wait.. am i complaining about me now, or you? hm.. it's always about you, isn't it? lol. god even when im talking to myself, you somehow get in. honestly, fuck off already.
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