I feel like i'm falling apart, i know im falling apart.
There's so much that you, that everyone doesnt know. All apart from her.
She's the only one who knows and it almost feels like she doesn't care.
I have 10 assignments to do in a week and I know I cant do them, I can't even bring myself to look at them..
You're birthday is in a week and I have NO money, I had to lend it all to him to keep him out of trouble so I can't even afford that.
I'm getting sick of him, I love him but every 2 weeks when he gets paid he just wastes it, and then IM the one to help pick up the pieces and help pay his way.
I have no money to do anything in half term with my friends, no money for your present, no money which will only cause problems.
I have no much on my mind right now and I cant tell anyone.
Ive gone back into old habits, my arm and stomach hurts and it's all my fault. fuck this..
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