i can totally relate to you.
i havent cut for a few months, but when i did i never did it 'that deep', i cut alot, sometimes they were deeper than others, but never as deep as ones i have seen on other people/ on the net.
and i always felt afterwards that i was a bit of a fake.
but i have got to the point that i realise that it doesnt matter how deep or how many times or how often you do it etc. if you find it as a release then thats all that kinda matters. and in a way your better for not cutting too deep, if that makes any sence at all???
basically what im trying to say is your not a fake, and there are a lot of peopel in your situation....me for one.
PM me if you ever want to talk.
Em x
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