I have a similar story and I won't go into it now but I can relate a lot. And I don't know if I'm the best person to answer because thinking about it now I find it hard, if I'm honest, to imagine reaching a nice weight and not feeling that pull again to go lower and lower.
I'm not sure of your exact history but I think, for me, I have to keep in mind how utterly horrible most of that life/existence was. All the things I missed out on. All the horrible health side effects, but most of all, I was miserable and obsessed.
Like said, you may have to moniter it. I think that's a good word. Just keep a check on it, and if you don't have professional help it would be such a good idea to try and get some. If you do, use it and talk as much as you can. Especially explore the reasons behind you bingeing. You might discover it's nothing/little about food but a sign of something else.
It's about finding a good balance and being happy.
Take care and keep posting, if you like. :)
xx
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