-I'm too scared to see you right now, it's not fair. I know you need me.
It's selfish. But everytime I see you my mood plumets and I just can't let that happen right now, I'm too low myself, to help you.
It better not be true. If you are pregnant, I don't know why, but I will be fuming with you. I know I need to ask you, to talk to you... But I don't think I could control the anger.
You have just been put on anti-depressants. You recently talked about suicide, you have no job, very little money, an unstable house and a BF who doesn't care about you, he cheats on you and uses you for sex.
If you bring a baby into this world, I just can't help it, I'll be angry at you.
- Help.
- I'm not getting better at all, I'm just can't seem to shut up anymore. So, you know I'm ill? So you know pretty much everything? It doesn't mean I'm well or even half-way there.
I'm frightened, and there is nothing worse than somebody saying "I've noticed a difference in you, you are deffinetely a lot better". When you keep dropping and dropping.
- I'm sorry for letting you down, I just don't think I can do it.
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