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Why is life so crappy?
I love being married. First, I have to say that.
But nothing but crap has happened since then. This latest bout? My husband was made redundant in december last year and hasn't found work. He applied for benefits (because he has no money and we're living off my student loan), and has been waiting for 7 weeks for news, and in that time my dog was put down and we've been told to leave our house.
We found a new place to live, but he got a letter today saying he isn't entitled to benefits. He's worked for the last 22 years for fucks sake! They say it's because of my student loan, but how can I support a family on my student loan which is already half-gone.
I've been nearly 6 months SI free and just want to hurt myself so bad. Maybe then they'll take some pity on us and fucking help us. I just hate life, it's not fair and it's just completely pointless even trying. All you ever get is crap in return, no matter how nice you are or how hard you work.
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