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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-04-2009, 09:36 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,759
Posted By amaurosis
I thought I had finally come to terms with...

I thought I had finally come to terms with it.
You, living with him.
But then I saw that picture where you kissed him
and I cut for the first time in 8 months.

I hate how wrong everything is.
Forum: Fun and Distractions 06-04-2009, 09:27 PM
Replies: 586
Views: 10,645
Posted By amaurosis
The Nightmare before Christmas. "All this...

The Nightmare before Christmas.

"All this I can forgive, but Debbie, pastels?"
Forum: Fun and Distractions 29-01-2008, 03:20 PM
Replies: 159
Views: 7,856
Posted By amaurosis
Starting...

Starting time
15.09

Name:
amaurosis

Sisters:
none

Brothers:
Forum: Fun and Distractions 29-01-2008, 03:04 PM
Replies: 168
Views: 7,388
Posted By amaurosis
If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you...

If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh.
Total the number of things in each list you've done.

[x]...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-12-2007, 04:35 PM
Replies: 607
Views: 18,695
Posted By amaurosis
When I was little (7-8ish) I used to throw things...

When I was little (7-8ish) I used to throw things and remember getting a satisfaction when they broke. Don't know how that all of a sudden turned into starvation and cutting, but it did.

I was...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-12-2007, 12:07 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,759
Posted By amaurosis
You don't have to accept everything I do, you...

You don't have to accept everything I do, you don't have to tolerate that I disappear out of your life for weeks without a word and then come back like nothing happened. You don't have to tolerate...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-09-2007, 09:24 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 876
Posted By amaurosis
No one can tell you how to feel. Relapsing...

No one can tell you how to feel. Relapsing shouldn't be a big deal, you've heard this a million times - it's part of recovering.

Three months is great. I hope you find strenght to keep going, even...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-09-2007, 04:48 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 588
Posted By amaurosis
This is exactly what I've been doing, most of my...

This is exactly what I've been doing, most of my life. Putting everyone else first. It hasn't necessarily been friends, but I've lived with a mother who has had both suicidal episodes, paranoia and...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-09-2007, 12:24 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 708
Posted By amaurosis
I'm not much help here... just wanted you to know...

I'm not much help here... just wanted you to know I talk to myself too. I've never considered it to be a mental issue, just something I do to vent things. If I'm concerned about something, or if...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-08-2007, 06:41 PM
Replies: 51
Views: 1,826
Posted By amaurosis
My parents haven't got a clue, and now I don't...

My parents haven't got a clue, and now I don't live with them anymore, so that makes it easier. Mom thinks I'm ashamed of my body since I keep myself covered up all the time. And sure, I don't like...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 07-07-2007, 06:06 PM
Replies: 274
Views: 11,373
Posted By amaurosis
I had been looking forward to last weekend for...

I had been looking forward to last weekend for months, you said you'd come live with me for a couple of weeks. Instead you came home for three days and spend the first couple of hours sulking because...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-06-2007, 11:39 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 686
Posted By amaurosis
I'm sorry things are so sucky atm. Is there no...

I'm sorry things are so sucky atm. Is there no way to see another counsellor if you explain that she's not helping you at all? I mean, really no point in going to see someone who makes you feel...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-06-2007, 04:35 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 1,841
Posted By amaurosis
I didn't know about it and it took at least 2...

I didn't know about it and it took at least 2 years before I could admit to myself that it even was self-harm and that others were doing it aswell. I was totally in "there's no one like me"-denial.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-06-2007, 11:31 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,162
Posted By amaurosis
Very well done on not giving in to the urges in...

Very well done on not giving in to the urges in the heat of the moment. Remember this if(/when) it happens again, remember how strong you are.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 15-06-2007, 09:20 AM
Replies: 6,521
Views: 687,705
Posted By amaurosis
I spent all yesterday reading The dogs of Babel...

I spent all yesterday reading The dogs of Babel by Carolyn Parkhurst from cover to cover. It's one of the best books I've read tbh. Absolutely devestating, beautiful and sincere. It's the kind of...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-06-2007, 09:37 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,112
Posted By amaurosis
Your boyfriend is most probably concerned for...

Your boyfriend is most probably concerned for you, but at the same time probably doesn't know how to handle your SH. Do you feel that you can talk about why you did it and how you felt, with him?...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 11-06-2007, 06:57 PM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,854
Posted By amaurosis
I can't speak for everyone where I live, but the...

I can't speak for everyone where I live, but the way I see it, it's not the emos that cut, it's the cutters that become emo.

I know of several self-harmers (it's a small country after all, everyone...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-06-2007, 12:47 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,199
Posted By amaurosis
I'm so sorry everything is going wrong right now....

I'm so sorry everything is going wrong right now. I know how stressful and completely devestating financial problems are. It's like the foundation of your safety after all. Especially your house.
...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-06-2007, 12:15 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,407
Posted By amaurosis
You're not alone. I used to bite my nails, which...

You're not alone. I used to bite my nails, which is common, I know, but then I stopped and started picking the skin around them instead. I do this when I'm bored, nervous, whatever, just to keep...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 09:40 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,837
Posted By amaurosis
Just remember that you haven't let those triggers...

Just remember that you haven't let those triggers get to you for the past five months, which means you can at least do another 5 :)

No, but seriously, absolutely fabulous work!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 09:38 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,949
Posted By amaurosis
I do this too. Whether I'm taking a bath or a...

I do this too. Whether I'm taking a bath or a shower I always use a little warmer water than I can really stand. But I've never even considered it being SH, it's just... I don't know, but it doesn't...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 06-06-2007, 09:35 AM
Replies: 811
Views: 214,546
Posted By amaurosis
10:36 and honestly it feels like I could sleep...

10:36 and honestly it feels like I could sleep for another day or two.... zzzz.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 09:34 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,302
Posted By amaurosis
Well, depending on how the cuts look, maybe no...

Well, depending on how the cuts look, maybe no one will suspect SH at all? If they're on your lower arm, use an arm-warmer?

Oh, I'm really bad with covering up, since I never have.
Or maybe you...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-06-2007, 03:53 PM
Replies: 97
Views: 3,912
Posted By amaurosis
I voted yes. Saying I don't regret it would be a...

I voted yes. Saying I don't regret it would be a lie. But I also know that at that time, and with the coping skills I had (or rather, didn't have), I wouldn't be alive today without it. I regret...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 05-06-2007, 02:57 PM
Replies: 1,690
Views: 333,985
Posted By amaurosis
Water.

Water.
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