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Forum: Eating Issues Support 30-05-2014, 01:57 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 551
I suppose I should give some background: When i...

I suppose I should give some background:
When i was 20 I met the girl of my dreams, I knew from the third week of us dating that she was the one. Two months ago she left me for another guy, we had...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-05-2014, 07:05 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,154,192
do you think its acceptable for a male to be...

do you think its acceptable for a male to be diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder?
Forum: Eating Issues Support 29-05-2014, 07:02 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 551
I hate this *possibly triggering*

my ED first started when i was 18 or so, now Im 24. At one point I was entirely consumed by my ED, I let it rule my life.Then I got better, but now Im relapsing. Terrible events have happened and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-02-2012, 09:28 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,064
You know...its been such an incredibly long time...

You know...its been such an incredibly long time since we have talked. I tried adding you on facebook awhile ago but you didnt add me. its ok though, im still incredibly grateful to you for teaching...
Forum: General Support and Advice 27-05-2011, 08:34 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 442
yeah...i guess ill add them and see what...

yeah...i guess ill add them and see what happens?

wont know unless i try right?
Forum: General Support and Advice 27-05-2011, 05:39 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 442
Kinda silly, but its really bothering me

ok so i found a few of my old friends from on here on facebook. I want to add them but the thing is: most of them were made when i was in a really bad place with anorexia.

They were all really...
Forum: General Support and Advice 06-11-2010, 09:03 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 421
oh and i cant visit her grave, she was cremated....

oh and i cant visit her grave, she was cremated. i usually go to the place we spent most of our time together
Forum: General Support and Advice 06-11-2010, 09:01 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 421
ive considered the possibility that they might...

ive considered the possibility that they might want to make amends....i just dont know. I have never expected an apology from them, they dont like me, never have. they blame me for al killing...
Forum: General Support and Advice 06-11-2010, 06:56 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 421
Seriously Confused....advice appreciated

so a bit of a back story first.........

8 yrs ago my first gf killed herself, her name was alexis marie green. her parents never liked me, they took out their anger about me and alexis being...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-10-2010, 03:40 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,064
I think im finally doing ok....alot of work has...

I think im finally doing ok....alot of work has been done, but things are finally not looking so freaking terrible. im actually smiling now.

its weird. but i like it
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-08-2010, 05:16 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,064
I miss you Nats, I miss you alot. ive been...

I miss you Nats, I miss you alot.

ive been listening to your songs and your voice recordings lately too.

I hope you see that ive posted this, maybe then you will contact me.

I never...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-12-2009, 09:14 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,064
im starting to not eat again.....scary part...

im starting to not eat again.....scary part is....im excited.

i cant wait to get thin again and to not waste money on food.

fuck im messed up, im a failure
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-12-2009, 08:00 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,064
Dear B, im tired of you using me so your not...

Dear B,

im tired of you using me so your not lonely. Im tired of you abandoning me the second you get a better offer. Im tired of being in love with you. it only hurts me. I want to hate you so...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-11-2009, 08:55 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,064
hey al, ive been thinking about you so much...

hey al,

ive been thinking about you so much lately, way more than normal. Maybe its cuz im in love with jasper? i dont really know how news gets around after your dead, in heaven, wherever you are...
Forum: General Support and Advice 10-11-2009, 08:09 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 407
advice please

1st off im in the United States.

i have gotten four speeding tickets within the last three months, in Missouri at least if you get eight points on your license within 6 months you get a 30 day...
Forum: General Support and Advice 02-10-2009, 06:44 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 525
shes 16. and ya i know about the dangers of us...

shes 16. and ya i know about the dangers of us being in a relationship since shes a minor and im not. ive talked to her mum and she isnt sure what shes gonna pick.

i mean on one hand i understand,...
Forum: General Support and Advice 02-10-2009, 06:01 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 525
i need advice badly guys

me and my gf are in love (sort of a duh i know). she currently lives two and a half hours away from me. ive no problem with that, i visit as often as possible. we are in the United States just so its...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-09-2009, 08:09 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,064
god al i miss you so much. i told bri about you...

god al i miss you so much. i told bri about you today

it was n a restaurant and i started crying. i could barely get anything out.

i still remember how devoted we were to each other, we were so...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-08-2009, 08:42 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,154,192
anyone in a long distance relationship? i have...

anyone in a long distance relationship? i have borderline and i cant help those stupid thoughts. like when she doesnt text back i think i did something wrong or she hates me. when she goes out with...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 27-08-2009, 06:44 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 734
you werent harsh, honest. and your all...

you werent harsh, honest.

and your all right...i need to get looked at. i just....idk im freaking the f*ck out about this. wat if they make me go back into the ward? i am NOT going back in there
Forum: Eating Issues Support 26-08-2009, 08:37 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 734
to minty: id like to say thank you, you made me...

to minty: id like to say thank you, you made me smile. you remind me very much of myself, logic truly is the only key to finding answers isnt it?

here in america i suppose the "drop in center" you...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-08-2009, 09:17 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 734
you guys are worried? i dont...

you guys are worried? i dont understand.....

this is getting harder to hide too. i almost puked blood at work today. well almost in front of people anyways, i made it to the bathroom in time.

im...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 21-08-2009, 05:21 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 734
what if the bleeding is no big deal though?...

what if the bleeding is no big deal though?

when i had becky she'd ask me all me sorts of medical questions and last time she narrowed it down to an ulcer in my stomach or an organ failing.

is it...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-08-2009, 08:07 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 734
Opinions?

so uh...havnt posted about me in what seems like years...but i need some opinions.

ok well as some of you remember a few months back i almost died due to my anorexia. i recovered (kind-of). well a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-08-2009, 07:37 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,064
Im not eating, I havnt eaten for days I WILL be...

Im not eating, I havnt eaten for days

I WILL be skinny

Ill be skinnier than any girl

and btw, Im a guy
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