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Forum: Eating Issues Support 31-03-2014, 08:33 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 562
Posted By controlfreak110
hating side effects...

i got put on a new medication about a month ago and since then my weight has gone up a lot. i'd rather be dead than have to stay on this med and continue to gain weight.:crying:
Forum: Eating Issues Support 03-02-2014, 02:59 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 845
Posted By controlfreak110
it's triggering because i use them at home to try...

it's triggering because i use them at home to try and help me lose weight along with restricting.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 03-02-2014, 03:26 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 845
Posted By controlfreak110
in the hospital again...

i'm back in the hospital. my brother in law brought me here friday night when i was having severe stomach pains. i've been stuck on a clear liquid diet and today i had to drink a huge jug of...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 27-01-2014, 01:38 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,326
Posted By controlfreak110
personally I feel that anorexia is a state of...

personally I feel that anorexia is a state of mind more than how someone looks. people can have very distorted thinking but their body may even be normal. but it can spiral out of control to where...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 05-01-2014, 05:20 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 613
Posted By controlfreak110
thank you for your support. i'm hoping that the...

thank you for your support. i'm hoping that the out patient team will be able to help me with my anxiety issues as well since they deal with that as part of the eating disorder treatment.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 05-01-2014, 03:04 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 613
Posted By controlfreak110
Important worse than ever...

i know i haven't been on here in a while. i was in the hospital for some time. i had to have another surgery on my stomach. while i was in the hospital i lost weight now i'm at an all time low. ...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 14-10-2013, 03:29 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 840
Posted By controlfreak110
all i have right now is a psychiatrist. i didn't...

all i have right now is a psychiatrist. i didn't want to let my mom know about all i took so i blamed it on food poisoning. i probably overdid it on the pills again tonight. i didn't take as many...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 13-10-2013, 05:28 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 840
Posted By controlfreak110
Important recently home from hospital...

i went inpatient for suicidal thoughts and my depression. while in there my ed started to spiral even more out of control. i didn't eat for _ days and lost quite a bit of weight. last night i od-d...
Forum: First Aid Advice 04-09-2013, 12:38 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 601
Posted By controlfreak110
eating disorders can effect your blood pressure...

eating disorders can effect your blood pressure especially when going from sitting to standing quickly, so can dehydration and some medications.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 02-09-2013, 11:42 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 515
Posted By controlfreak110
trying, but it's hard.

trying, but it's hard.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 31-08-2013, 06:44 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 515
Posted By controlfreak110
Important can't eat...

i just had back surgery on wednesday. for the first day or so afterwards i could only bring myself to eat minimal amounts, whatever my parents forced me to. now i can't eat anything. i have no...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-08-2013, 03:46 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 364
Posted By controlfreak110
Important too much to handle...

had back surgery yesterday. came home instead of staying overnight like planned. found out that my sister lied to everyone when she said she wasn't pregnant again. three kids, three different...
Forum: First Aid Advice 28-08-2013, 08:08 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,098
Posted By controlfreak110
protein will help along with omega 3 and you can...

protein will help along with omega 3 and you can also try biotin
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-08-2013, 06:04 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 2,054
Posted By controlfreak110
i don't know if it feels like i'm faking, but i...

i don't know if it feels like i'm faking, but i can kind of relate. i feel like i'm not sick, or at least not sick enough to need the help of other people. i feel like i'm bothering people that...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 29-07-2013, 09:27 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 593
Posted By controlfreak110
thank you! feeling a little better today. let's...

thank you! feeling a little better today. let's hope it sticks!
Forum: Eating Issues Support 29-07-2013, 05:19 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 593
Posted By controlfreak110
Important i told myself i'd never...

i told myself i'd never be this weight again. that i would kill myself if i ever saw that number again. there it was, again this morning. now what? :crying: ...
Forum: First Aid Advice 27-07-2013, 05:57 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 545
Posted By controlfreak110
i have issues with my back too and have been...

i have issues with my back too and have been getting injections. let them know how you feel when you go into see them. if it gets worse don't feel bad about calling them before then.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 12-09-2012, 07:55 AM
Replies: 94
Views: 3,528
Posted By controlfreak110
My sisters keeper, seven pounds, and facing the...

My sisters keeper, seven pounds, and facing the giants
Forum: General Support and Advice 09-09-2012, 10:41 AM
Replies: 2,836
Views: 96,649
Posted By controlfreak110
please don't do it :(

please don't do it :(
Forum: Eating Issues Support 11-08-2012, 11:32 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 530
Posted By controlfreak110
yeah but a referral doesn't mean they'll work...

yeah but a referral doesn't mean they'll work with me and i had one place said my weight got too low
Forum: Eating Issues Support 11-08-2012, 11:13 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 530
Posted By controlfreak110
it's really hard to find someone willing to work...

it's really hard to find someone willing to work with me because of my history :s
Forum: Eating Issues Support 11-08-2012, 11:08 AM
Replies: 29
Views: 984
Posted By controlfreak110
yeah, i know how that can be. i use to obsess...

yeah, i know how that can be. i use to obsess over them too and i guess i kind of still do but for me it's a good thing. i use to highly overestimate the number of calories in something so that...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 11-08-2012, 10:58 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 530
Posted By controlfreak110
i have had this though/feeling/belief for over...

i have had this though/feeling/belief for over half of my life. i'm tired of it and so is my family, they have told me many times.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 11-08-2012, 10:52 AM
Replies: 29
Views: 984
Posted By controlfreak110
i try to stick to my safe foods too, but if i'm...

i try to stick to my safe foods too, but if i'm really craving something sweet i'll have a couple bites. i use to buy a lot of sugar free cookies and candy but it didn't help at all cause i would...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 11-08-2012, 10:33 AM
Replies: 29
Views: 984
Posted By controlfreak110
ditto to the feeling! it sucks cause you think...

ditto to the feeling! it sucks cause you think 'well i ate this much already might as well keep going' then it feels like crap. instead of purging i went to the gym. but i did it again, now i'm...
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