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Forum: General Support and Advice 18-09-2017, 05:38 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 953
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Icon Question How to Increase Self-Esteem?

I literally have none, or am very close to having none. I pretty much hate myself and feel like doing nice things for myself is selfish, self-absorbed, and I constantly fear that I would come off as...
Forum: General Support and Advice 09-09-2017, 09:02 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 2,314
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Heart Hi. I don't have time to write a longer reply,...

Hi. I don't have time to write a longer reply, but I just wanted to say I can SO RELATE TO THIS. I'm 32, and I feel like a loser that's doing nothing in my life.....Or, more like I'm not at my full...
Forum: General Support and Advice 09-09-2017, 08:58 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 1,783
Posted By -Asphyxia-
I'm assuming you're young and sex ed in your...

I'm assuming you're young and sex ed in your school is crap. Yes to Pi's post...If she's a teen, teenage girls constantly have irregular periods. It's normal and eventually becomes more consistent...
Forum: Veterans Board 09-09-2017, 08:52 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 3,826
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Hi folks.......I'm back. I may start posting on...

Hi folks.......I'm back. I may start posting on here again, not really sure.

Loneliness......UGH. I live alone now, and I basically hang out in bars for my social life. Totally stupid, yes. Plus...
Forum: Veterans Board 04-07-2017, 08:07 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,671
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Heart YES!!! All of this, I agree whole-heartedly. You...

YES!!! All of this, I agree whole-heartedly.

You are not over-reacting or too rattled or anything like that; your feelings are valid and you really need to speak to him about this. Does he know...
Forum: Veterans Board 04-07-2017, 07:58 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 3,826
Posted By -Asphyxia-
I don't recognize your name, but I haven't been...

I don't recognize your name, but I haven't been on here in ages myself. I was going to make a similar thread, lol.

I'm just lonely tonight and at home by myself. It is weird to be on here and...
Forum: Veterans Board 04-07-2017, 07:24 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 2,623
Posted By -Asphyxia-
I can relate. Try going to a job resource center...

I can relate.

Try going to a job resource center and do mock interviews for practice. I don't think doing mock interviews with people you know would be beneficial because there's some sort of...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 14-02-2016, 01:28 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,126
Posted By -Asphyxia-
I guess my roommate...? But she's going to be...

I guess my roommate...? But she's going to be gone quite a bit in the upcoming weeks.

It's not something I talk about much, because most people would just think I'm crazy...
Forum: Veterans Board 13-02-2016, 04:53 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,485
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Hi, Sorry, I haven't been on here in ages. ...

Hi,

Sorry, I haven't been on here in ages. Well, some good news and some bad news.

I think this is good? After my last post, we decided to take a break from hanging out, keep things...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 13-02-2016, 04:20 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,126
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue Getting into old habits/took measurements today. (Not specified, of course.)

Okay...So, I had anorexia in high school (I'm 30 now), though I never was hospitalized or anything, but since then I have had "issues" with food. I guess recently I haven't gotten to a low enough...
Forum: General Chat 05-12-2015, 06:46 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,551
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Heart I'm obsessed, so feel free to PM me. My favorite...

I'm obsessed, so feel free to PM me.

My favorite is The Mental Illness Happy Hour.
Forum: Veterans Board 21-11-2015, 07:57 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,485
Posted By -Asphyxia-
We did talk about stuff, have been keeping it...

We did talk about stuff, have been keeping it platonic since the conversation...He was basically freaked out at how quickly our situation turned into an actual relationship, and he can't even handle...
Forum: General Support and Advice 21-11-2015, 07:28 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 774
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Since it was unpaid, you should have referred to...

Since it was unpaid, you should have referred to it as an internship...Maybe an LTE (Limited Term Employment) position or Temp job, though those are usually paid.
Forum: Veterans Board 26-10-2015, 10:12 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,485
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue I should just delete this thread b/c no one...

I should just delete this thread b/c no one cares, and it makes me sound like a terrible person.

He ignored me for a week to "think about things," and we are meeting up tomorrow. I'm thisclose to...
Forum: General Support and Advice 26-10-2015, 10:02 AM
Replies: 2,836
Views: 96,641
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue I don't hate you, I'm just too afraid to admit...

I don't hate you, I'm just too afraid to admit things to myself. I might care about you too much, and I don't think we could work due to my fears.

(Me): This makes me so sad...

:-(:-(:crying:
Forum: Veterans Board 18-10-2015, 06:56 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,485
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue So, he was distant last week. We hung out a few...

So, he was distant last week. We hung out a few days ago, and I asked he was mad at me...He wasn't, of course, and it turns out he just needed some alone time, but instead of *telling me* like a...
Forum: Veterans Board 16-10-2015, 06:12 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,485
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Well that's f*cking depressing. :-( I also...

Well that's f*cking depressing. :-(

I also asked him if he only cared about the physical aspect of things, and his reply was that, while he enjoys it, our relationship is more valuable...

I...
Forum: Veterans Board 16-10-2015, 09:18 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,485
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue Thanks for the replies; sorry I haven't been on...

Thanks for the replies; sorry I haven't been on in awhile.....I can't get into a ton of detail right now because I am tired (it's after 3 AM here, and I've been awake since 7 AM yesterday) and...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 04-10-2015, 07:48 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,250
Posted By -Asphyxia-
When I click "Enter Chat" it's just a...

When I click "Enter Chat" it's just a blank blue screen in another window. Is it a Java thing?
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 04-10-2015, 07:39 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,250
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Icon Question Is RYL Chat Down?

I click on Chat, but nothing shows up?
Forum: Veterans Board 03-10-2015, 09:46 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,485
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Core I'm "The Other Woman."

Has anyone ever been "The Other Woman?" I'm pretty much dating a married man...and part of me feels terrible about it, and part of me is indifferent. I've never met his wife, and their marriage is...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-09-2015, 07:11 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 524
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue Feeling Bad.

I'm feeling pretty crummy and triggered; there was a rape/homicide attempt blocks from my house. I've been raped before...I am even more afraid to walk alone at home at night.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 27-02-2015, 06:33 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 886
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue I have mixed feelings on the dating site stuff. ...

I have mixed feelings on the dating site stuff. I'm good at writing (when sober:ermm: profile writing, etc.), and my therapist figures it would be a better way to weed out people & less scary for me...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 27-02-2015, 04:58 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 886
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue I graduated college in '08. BFA. I thought I...

I graduated college in '08. BFA. I thought I would be in graduate school by now, but when I finished, the economy took a ****, and I am not an idiot. I am over-qualified for most things I apply...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-02-2015, 02:02 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 886
Posted By -Asphyxia-
Blue I tend to withdraw when I'm feeling like utter...

I tend to withdraw when I'm feeling like utter crap. My therapist has suggested I join a dating site?! Even to just make new friends... I just feel empty & alone most of the...
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