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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-11-2015, 07:41 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 598
Posted By Essy
Icon Question Scars

Hi i'm back. I am actually doing OK, mostly i am able to control my urges now :-D
My question is about scars. In my darkest time a few months ago i cut my breasts a lot, they are all healed now but...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-08-2015, 05:52 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,031
Posted By Essy
I had to sign a guarantee not to self harm, I...

I had to sign a guarantee not to self harm, I still had heaps of urges, i just had to go talk to the staff instead when I felt them coming, there was someone there 24 hours a day and i could talk...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 04-08-2015, 09:07 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,031
Posted By Essy
Hey, I am still in respite and I am feeling a bit...

Hey, I am still in respite and I am feeling a bit better. I may be going home on friday.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 31-07-2015, 11:04 AM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,922,042
Posted By Essy
Thanks guys.

Thanks guys.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-07-2015, 11:03 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,031
Posted By Essy
Thanks so much. I am in a respite house until...

Thanks so much.
I am in a respite house until Tuesday and i had to sign a guarantee that i wont self harm.
But am allowed to smoke so thats good.
Taken extra meds so im going to try to get the first...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-07-2015, 10:21 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,176
Posted By Essy
Thanks :)

Thanks :)
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 30-07-2015, 10:12 PM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,922,042
Posted By Essy
I just want someone to care that I am trying...

I just want someone to care that I am trying really hard.
I can't handle the meaness of the world and my so called 'friends' anymore.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-07-2015, 10:09 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,031
Posted By Essy
Overwhelmed and Over Life *Graphic*

I am over feeling like this.
I have been cut 4 times this week.
I had a big disclosure moment at counselling this week on Tuesday and have been stuck in a really dark place since then.
It is...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-07-2015, 10:01 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,030
Posted By Essy
Thanks for letting me vent on here. Love your...

Thanks for letting me vent on here. Love your poem, check mine on here if you want to.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 30-07-2015, 09:58 PM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,922,042
Posted By Essy
Sorry about being such a pain. I feel like every...

Sorry about being such a pain.
I feel like every time I come on this site there is no one else here.
I go on chat and no one want to go serious, everyone knows each other.

So i came here, for a...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-07-2015, 09:52 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,030
Posted By Essy
I have a son who is 7 with a maxed out...

I have a son who is 7 with a maxed out attitude.
I have bills coming out my ears.
A car that is trying to fall apart.
A house to maintain.
And my facade of 'OKness' to uphold around my family.
While...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-07-2015, 09:45 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,030
Posted By Essy
Seems like the more I need people, the less they...

Seems like the more I need people, the less they are there.
So sick of being misunderstood.
One 'friend' (who is a ****ing psychologist) said to me "its been a year now, you have been depressed long...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-07-2015, 09:38 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,030
Posted By Essy
So understand this right now. All I want to do is...

So understand this right now. All I want to do is lie down and never wake up, but my responsibilities are tying me here for now.
For now, but we will wait and see.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 30-07-2015, 09:33 PM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,922,042
Posted By Essy
Hey. No i'm not.

Hey.
No i'm not.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 30-07-2015, 10:31 AM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,922,042
Posted By Essy
This sux.

This sux.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 30-07-2015, 10:15 AM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,922,042
Posted By Essy
Anyone here tonight?

Anyone here tonight?
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-07-2015, 07:12 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 913
Posted By Essy
Yea I have rung up and have an appointment...

Yea I have rung up and have an appointment tomorrow. Everything has gone to hell since then, I had two really good weeks then boom, straight back to hell.
I have cut every night since friday and im...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 29-07-2015, 01:10 PM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,922,042
Posted By Essy
Is anyone here? I tried to find someone to chat...

Is anyone here?

I tried to find someone to chat to butt no one wanted to.

Feeling really triggered.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 29-07-2015, 12:47 PM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,922,042
Posted By Essy
Can I have a blanket? I want to hide in the...

Can I have a blanket? I want to hide in the corner and cry.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 29-07-2015, 12:31 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 913
Posted By Essy
To me giving in feels like failing in that i...

To me giving in feels like failing in that i failed to stop myself. I have been so stressed lately, feels like everything is too overwhelming and cutting is the only out let i have. I am a smoker but...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-07-2015, 01:21 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 913
Posted By Essy
I'v failed again

That's me, a failure. When people show me they care I want so badly to make them proud, but I always fail.

I have cut again and found a new favorite place to cut. I am glad to get away from my arm...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-07-2015, 01:12 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,478
Posted By Essy
YES! I also struggle most at night. As soon as...

YES!
I also struggle most at night. As soon as everything is quiet and its time for bed my mind begins to whirl and self harm and sometimes suicidal thoughts flow in.

I don't really have any...
Forum: Introductions 28-07-2015, 09:35 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 690
Posted By Essy
Hi. Welcome. I have been here for a week and i...

Hi.
Welcome. I have been here for a week and i have found it a really good place to come for support. I live in NZ and im a single mother of 7 yr old boy :)
Essy
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 28-07-2015, 07:29 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,176
Posted By Essy
This is a lovely song I found on Face...

This is a lovely song I found on Face...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 27-07-2015, 09:23 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,371
Posted By Essy
Thanks for your replies. I am still going to...

Thanks for your replies.
I am still going to counselling but we have not actually delved into the abuse much because we seem to spend all our time with week to week stuff. But believe it or not i am...
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