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Forum: Veterans Board 07-09-2009, 02:01 PM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,750
Posted By Yellow
ive NEVER burned this bad. my tolerance is...

ive NEVER burned this bad. my tolerance is growing.

i dont know if that scares me or excites me?

i can do much more damage with such a high tolerance.

i have these 2 on my arm and they are...
Forum: Veterans Board 07-09-2009, 01:54 PM
Replies: 274
Views: 8,407
Posted By Yellow
i love you rowie bird. you sound like you are...

i love you rowie bird.

you sound like you are understanding yourself better. and your harming is less frequent, which is good. im happy that therapy is working for you.

i love you my sweet...
Forum: Veterans Board 07-09-2009, 11:01 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 1,373
Posted By Yellow
*hugs you close* darling. thinking of...

*hugs you close* darling.
thinking of you.
loves.
xxxx
Forum: Veterans Board 07-09-2009, 10:58 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 629
Posted By Yellow
*holds you close* oh hunni, i feel like a little...

*holds you close*
oh hunni, i feel like a little girl all the time. that vulnerable feeling where you just want to be wrapped in safety. you will be ok.

im so very proud of you becci. we've known...
Forum: Veterans Board 07-09-2009, 10:36 AM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,750
Posted By Yellow
i didnt get to see him. it wasnt me that was...

i didnt get to see him. it wasnt me that was afraid. it was my mom's husband. keith cant come to my house because my aunt doesnt agree with my "lifestyle".

"lesbians go to hell" so i hear....fuck...
Forum: Veterans Board 04-09-2009, 09:35 AM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,750
Posted By Yellow
:crying: :crying: :crying: i dont get to see...

:crying: :crying: :crying:



i dont get to see him.

he definitely has swine flu. it was sent off to a lab. his school and church have been closed. its running rampid over there. he is still coming...
Forum: Veterans Board 02-09-2009, 06:54 AM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,750
Posted By Yellow
*wishes i could cry* i will be seeing Keith...

*wishes i could cry*


i will be seeing Keith this upcoming weekend. i cant wait. i want to be "in my mind" when he's here.

he has the swine flu though!!! i just found out tonight. hes been ill...
Forum: Veterans Board 30-08-2009, 11:10 AM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,750
Posted By Yellow
*sobs* manda and rowie.....you both are so...

*sobs*

manda and rowie.....you both are so right.

kelly cant raise keleb on her own. its so sad for the little guy. and the grandparents arent that great for him either. they kepp him 2 hours after...
Forum: Veterans Board 25-08-2009, 04:24 PM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,750
Posted By Yellow
sorry for not coming back sooner. kelly and are...

sorry for not coming back sooner.

kelly and are at odds right now. i had to take her daughter to school this morning because after she took Kaleb, she said she wasnt fit...well no sh*t!!!

she's...
Forum: Veterans Board 20-08-2009, 05:37 AM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,750
Posted By Yellow
*sniffles* thank you guys. i missed you all. im...

*sniffles*

thank you guys. i missed you all.

im sitting here, cant sleep. and all i can think about is what i can find sharp enough to do something i can be satisfied with. i left a gaping wound on...
Forum: Veterans Board 10-08-2009, 08:56 PM
Replies: 274
Views: 8,407
Posted By Yellow
sorry i havent been here for you. i love you to...

sorry i havent been here for you.
i love you to pieces rowie bird
*snuggles*
Forum: Veterans Board 10-08-2009, 08:50 PM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,750
Posted By Yellow
I Need Help.

sorry ive been gone for so long.
i was doing much better and it seemed coming here made me worse.

well, now ive taken a turn for the worse.

im under so much stress. kelly's son started kindergarten...
Forum: Veterans Board 02-06-2009, 10:16 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 2,726
Posted By Yellow
rowie, this infection WILL get into your...

rowie,

this infection WILL get into your bloodstream causing sepsis or septic shock. this means hospitalization and as you will probably be unconcious, your husband will make these decisions. you...
Forum: Veterans Board 02-06-2009, 09:50 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 747
Posted By Yellow
thank you everyone. her funeral was yesterday. i...

thank you everyone.

her funeral was yesterday. i almost lost it at the beginning but got my composure back. problem is...i have no idea where to go from here. everything looks different, feels...
Forum: Veterans Board 30-05-2009, 09:26 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 747
Posted By Yellow
My cousin died.

she died yesterday of a massive stroke. she was older and more of a grandma to me.

and she was definitely like a grandma to my son. he is on vacation right now. i have talked to my aunt and we have...
Forum: Veterans Board 30-05-2009, 09:14 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 2,726
Posted By Yellow
*squishes close* i love you rowie bird. i agree...

*squishes close*
i love you rowie bird.
i agree with manda.
*more squishes*
Forum: Veterans Board 19-05-2009, 01:55 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 511
Posted By Yellow
very bad news....

my cousin has cancer. she is more like a grandma to me and Keith. i dont know how to tell Keith.

she is going to have a PET scan today. they found the first part on the top of her head and its...
Forum: Veterans Board 18-05-2009, 02:57 PM
Replies: 21
Views: 871
Posted By Yellow
hehehehehe.... thats really cute ,manda!!! tell...

hehehehehe....

thats really cute ,manda!!! tell him thanks!!!

im not really sure what im asking for. hugs, words of encouragement, etc.

im going through a really stressful time and i know i rarely...
Forum: Veterans Board 17-05-2009, 07:01 PM
Replies: 21
Views: 871
Posted By Yellow
please help me....

i just need some support.

and i dont know what else to say. im sorry.
Forum: Veterans Board 17-05-2009, 03:34 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 511
Posted By Yellow
yes, rowie bird...please pm manda if you...

yes, rowie bird...please pm manda if you will...or me.

i am so worried for you. i love you so effing much. and im beyond sorry that i havent been around. i miss our chats sooooooooo much. sometimes...
Forum: Veterans Board 16-05-2009, 04:14 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 511
Posted By Yellow
TO ROWIE WITH LOVE.

Special Considerations:

Complications from anemia can range from loss of productivity due to weakness and fatigue to coma and death. Some neurologic changes caused by anemia are irreversible.

i...
Forum: Veterans Board 04-05-2009, 10:47 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 429
Posted By Yellow
im scared.

my health is bad.
ive been running high fevers and awful headaches.
so so weak.

and i miss Keith so much. Mother's Day is coming this weekend. im so scared and sad. its always a hard day for...
Forum: Veterans Board 20-04-2009, 05:14 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 372
Posted By Yellow
i love you becci. maybe youre recovering and it...

i love you becci.
maybe youre recovering and it scares you a bit?
maybe youve never known how it really FEELS to be in recovery.
it can be extremely uncomfortable and stressful.
what i wrote is...
Forum: Veterans Board 20-04-2009, 05:09 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 483
Posted By Yellow
im here manda. thanks so much for the...

im here manda.
thanks so much for the concern.

but i am so very worried about rowie bird.
im trying to think that maybe she finally got sectioned. thats the best thought i can think of. i refuse to...
Forum: Veterans Board 20-04-2009, 05:06 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 519
Posted By Yellow
I NEED HELP.

im having so many intrusive thoughts. ways to kill myself thoughts....but i WONT kill myself. to me, its worse to be suicidal KNOWING you wont even attempt. that was my outlet. the thought of being...
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