RYL Forums


Showing results 1 to 25 of 46
Search took 0.01 seconds.
Search: Posts Made By: stmx_
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-03-2016, 10:32 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 879
Posted By stmx_
Recovery hiccups five years later

It's strange to be back here after such a long time, but I will always be grateful to this community for being there for me the last time I needed it. I was 17 then, I'm 22 now. Much has changed,...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 13-05-2013, 09:15 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,000
Posted By stmx_
There, There by the Wonder Years I'M SORRY I...

There, There by the Wonder Years

I'M SORRY I DON'T LAUGH AT THE RIGHT TIMES ...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-04-2013, 04:11 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 359
Posted By stmx_
I mean, you know how it is, whenever I'm in the...

I mean, you know how it is, whenever I'm in the shower or in front of a mirror or using a knife around the kitchen or sitting idly in my room where I've done so many negative things in the past,...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-04-2013, 02:18 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 359
Posted By stmx_
I had kind of a similar thing happen four or so...

I had kind of a similar thing happen four or so years ago after a year or so free and it just felt like I had stopped just so I could count days and not for any real reason to better myself and that...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-04-2013, 12:11 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 359
Posted By stmx_
Am I fine?

Let's just jump right into it:

I'm 19 and 8 months, this is my second year of college (part-time) and I haven't self-harmed in more than two years.

Most of my triggers have subsided, I wear my...
Forum: General Support and Advice 26-04-2013, 11:40 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 364
Posted By stmx_
You can always study art and go to school for...

You can always study art and go to school for something else. Art is a very personal experience and having a degree in it or not having a degree in it won't qualify you any less as an artist.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 29-03-2012, 10:54 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 720
Posted By stmx_
Love her. Maybe not so much the newer stuff, but...

Love her. Maybe not so much the newer stuff, but she's really cool.

Sorta miss when she was a weird 16 year old and liked metal and stuff, though.
Forum: General Chat 29-03-2012, 10:46 AM
Replies: 162
Views: 4,958
Posted By stmx_
Atheist-agnostic, but I'm only stopping in to...

Atheist-agnostic, but I'm only stopping in to mention that I'm not a dick and I accept every balanced faith structure.

Ping.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 27-03-2012, 08:32 AM
Replies: 633
Views: 44,342
Posted By stmx_
Bloc Party - Blue Light Man, this album's a trip.

Bloc Party - Blue Light

Man, this album's a trip.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-03-2012, 08:29 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 788
Posted By stmx_
I think there's a point you'll reach where you're...

I think there's a point you'll reach where you're enough in control to be safe around blades, but until then it's totally a risk. Very interesting question.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 10-02-2012, 11:35 AM
Replies: 1,195
Views: 34,571
Posted By stmx_
First gig: Springsteen. Phoenix, Arizona. Worst...

First gig: Springsteen. Phoenix, Arizona.
Worst gig: Cheap Girls opening for the Flatliners, Chicago.
Best gig: Arcade Fire at Lollapalooza, The Wonder Years in Dekalb, Illinois.
Last gig: The...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 10-02-2012, 11:32 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 559
Posted By stmx_
Absolutely. Seeing them April 4 in Chicago, I'm...

Absolutely.

Seeing them April 4 in Chicago, I'm very, very excited.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2012, 10:18 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 422
Posted By stmx_
A joke of very ill taste, I guess. Definitely...

A joke of very ill taste, I guess. Definitely not mean-spirited or anything. My friends and I joke around, too, but they know what is and isn't funny with me.

Even though she'd know who wrote the...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2012, 09:48 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 422
Posted By stmx_
@finding_reason: it was insignificant, but my...

@finding_reason: it was insignificant, but my doctor said something along the lines of, "but I guess you wouldn't mind a couple shots" (while glancing over at my scars) .. very small comment but very...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2012, 11:45 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 422
Posted By stmx_
Had a bad doctor visit last week

Last week, a doctor made a pretty judgmental comment about my scars that just like, wasn't easy to hear from someone I trusted. I've been really shaky all week since then and broke down and cried...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 26-01-2012, 11:31 AM
Replies: 28
Views: 1,461
Posted By stmx_
There Is by Box Car Racer Box Car Racer is...

There Is by Box Car Racer

Box Car Racer is two-thirds of Blink-182 .. who are alright, but their one album has this one incredible song on it. It speaks to so many things I feel from day-to-day.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 26-01-2012, 11:29 AM
Replies: 633
Views: 44,342
Posted By stmx_
Say Anything - So Good It's on the new album...

Say Anything - So Good
It's on the new album (which leaked) ... goddamn.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 12-09-2011, 09:59 AM
Replies: 633
Views: 44,342
Posted By stmx_
Everyone Left by The Dangerous Summer Love Your...

Everyone Left by The Dangerous Summer
Love Your Friends, Die Laughing by Man Overboard
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 13-07-2011, 10:39 AM
Replies: 1,243
Views: 60,831
Posted By stmx_
Everton is the only right answer :)

Everton is the only right answer :)
Forum: General Chat 01-07-2011, 12:11 PM
Replies: 111
Views: 3,701
Posted By stmx_
problematic. ugh.

problematic.

ugh.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 01-07-2011, 11:58 AM
Replies: 84
Views: 4,596
Posted By stmx_
"...because I've been that...

"...because I've been that person"

Now-best friend threw that in at the end of a conversation we had about my self-injuring sophomore year. She completely opened up to me about her struggles, I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-06-2011, 11:29 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 444
Posted By stmx_
You're not alone man, happened to me.. It's not...

You're not alone man, happened to me..

It's not a matter of numbers, you know, all they do is make you think. It's about how you want to feel, and that's up to you, regardless of anything that's...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-06-2011, 11:23 AM
Replies: 31
Views: 1,459
Posted By stmx_
I don't know if I want to do inpatient treatment...

I don't know if I want to do inpatient treatment or anything, I just want to formally deal with my problems. I feel like I'm just brushing it off temporarily, you know. Urgh.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-06-2011, 09:23 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 251
Posted By stmx_
I was at a friend's band's show a few months ago...

I was at a friend's band's show a few months ago and got a close look at my buddy's arm, which has been f'd up forever, but I had never really seen, yknow. I went home and just snapped,...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-05-2011, 03:52 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 941
Posted By stmx_
Answer: no. Those pick up material things,...

Answer: no. Those pick up material things, surfaces ... skin is smooth and doesn't get picked up, regardless any scarring.
Showing results 1 to 25 of 46

 
Forum Jump

Sea Pink Aroma
All times are GMT +1. The time now is 07:50 PM.