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Forum: First Aid Advice 07-10-2011, 07:19 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 788
Posted By Ivy
How deep is the cut? Are the edges gaping? There...

How deep is the cut? Are the edges gaping? There are brachial plexus nerves in your shoulder, when they are impinged the sometimes cause tingling in the fingers. If you have health insurance, see if...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-02-2010, 08:18 AM
Replies: 613
Views: 257,192
Posted By Ivy
I'm Kacey. I'm in massage school, and I hope to...

I'm Kacey.
I'm in massage school, and I hope to work in mental hospitals/rehabs to help people like me.
In the last year I have become what I call a "functionally crazy person". I'm almost at peace,...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-02-2010, 08:10 AM
Replies: 1,192
Views: 31,894
Posted By Ivy
**** you. :-)

**** you. :-)
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-12-2009, 09:33 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,009
Posted By Ivy
I'm sorry I cause awkward silences... people...

I'm sorry I cause awkward silences... people don't realize how hard it is for borderlines to learn social skills.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-11-2009, 09:43 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 142,184
Posted By Ivy
I've always known I'm ugly. Sometimes I try to...

I've always known I'm ugly. Sometimes I try to forget about it but it's true.

I have almost no friends. I'm so lonely.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-10-2009, 08:10 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 357
Posted By Ivy
Hurting people.

I've gone 6 months without cutting so far (yay!) and I'm having really bad memories I think I'd blocked out.
This is one:
The day before I lost it; in short, my arm was worst it had ever been.
It was...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-09-2009, 09:03 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 307
Posted By Ivy
Reasons to live

Hey everybody, please list reasons to live.

I'm in current need of them. (I'm okay, I just need to see some positives)
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 02-08-2009, 08:07 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,154,149
Posted By Ivy
I'm sad. I was at my friend's house, but then she...

I'm sad.
I was at my friend's house, but then she remembered that she told her boyfriend they were going to spend time together that night so I left. Which I'm really bummed out about because I have...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 26-07-2009, 07:31 AM
Replies: 6,491
Views: 681,497
Posted By Ivy
Yesterday, around 4 in the morning, I finished...

Yesterday, around 4 in the morning, I finished Skinny.
I really liked it, even though it seemed to rip out my insides during the end.
I'd recommend it.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 23-07-2009, 05:18 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 383
Posted By Ivy
Snippets

First, let me warn you the following is very triggering.

Now I have that out of the way, let me explain myself.
Years ago, I used to write a lot and I recently took it back up. But after everything...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-07-2009, 08:16 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,009
Posted By Ivy
Sometimes. when I think about you my heart...

Sometimes.
when I think about you my heart explodes and I'm overcome with how much I like you. And I can think of is your face and kissing you and cuddling with you.
I've never felt this way about...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-07-2009, 08:03 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 734
Posted By Ivy
You're right I overreacted. He just texted and...

You're right I overreacted.
He just texted and apologized for not texting sooner and told me he'd come.
I hate it when I overreact.
Thank you.
*hugs*
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-07-2009, 07:43 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 734
Posted By Ivy
I'm BPDing really bad right now. I think its the...

I'm BPDing really bad right now.
I think its the paranoia + fear of abandonment.
This guy I like said he'd come with me to get my dogs their shots tomorrow.. so I texted him a good 6 hours ago to see...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-07-2009, 06:56 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 8,223
Posted By Ivy
One point I forgot to mention.. Don't normal...

One point I forgot to mention..
Don't normal people get scrapes and cuts all the time?
I mean gosh, sometimes when I'm shaving my legs I accidentally cut my ankle.
I'm a klutz and I stumble around...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-07-2009, 06:45 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 386
Posted By Ivy
Yay! Awesome! Good for you!! Keep it up!

Yay! Awesome!
Good for you!!
Keep it up!
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 16-07-2009, 06:40 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,154,149
Posted By Ivy
Had a good talk with my dad today. He has...

Had a good talk with my dad today.
He has anxiety, my therapist thinks maybe he also has BPD like me, but whatever, anyway..
We talked about how far I've come, and I mentioned to him I have BPD.
He...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-07-2009, 08:52 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 8,223
Posted By Ivy
I've given blood 3 times and I've never had a...

I've given blood 3 times and I've never had a problem.
I usually come in in a jacket because
1) I get cold when I give blood
2) I don't want them to see my scars
But since the time before I almost...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 26-06-2009, 01:21 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,154,149
Posted By Ivy
I'm so empty and depressed. It's stupid to be so...

I'm so empty and depressed.
It's stupid to be so upset over a guy but I can't help it.
I hung out with the coworker I have a huge crush on (his friend told me that he liked me back) and he didn't...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-05-2009, 06:49 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 468
Posted By Ivy
My mother's day present...

One month free of self harm. :woot:
Time away from her in the hospital was long but it was so worth it.
We did it!
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-03-2009, 04:32 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 142,184
Posted By Ivy
I want to go back to the hospital. It felt like...

I want to go back to the hospital.
It felt like my home.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-02-2009, 07:43 AM
Replies: 44
Views: 1,166
Posted By Ivy
I'll never take it back. It gave something that...

I'll never take it back.
It gave something that was on the inside of me a face and a name. For once I had evidence that something was wrong.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-02-2009, 07:52 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,154,149
Posted By Ivy
I can relate to feeling defective. When my psych...

I can relate to feeling defective.
When my psych told me I have BPD I just broke down because I finally found out what was wrong with me.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-02-2009, 06:51 AM
Replies: 56
Views: 1,517
Posted By Ivy
The looks on my parents faces when they see my...

The looks on my parents faces when they see my cuts.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-01-2009, 07:54 AM
Replies: 50
Views: 1,143
Posted By Ivy
Oh I did so so much. I find a lot of self harmers...

Oh I did so so much. I find a lot of self harmers did as well when they were really young.
I picked at my skin since I was 5, and would burn myself even before then.
I would always pinch and hit...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 20-12-2008, 05:22 AM
Replies: 6,750
Views: 118,542
Posted By Ivy
I didn't have a good day. I lost it and cut with...

I didn't have a good day.
I lost it and cut with something we regularly use in my house, so I had to wash it. :\ (I know I can't tell the tool here)
I'm ashamed.
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