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Forum: Fun and Distractions 17-02-2013, 04:27 AM
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Posted By cowgirl_2418
Algebra

Algebra
Forum: Fun and Distractions 18-01-2013, 07:11 AM
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Views: 899,805
Posted By cowgirl_2418
Nothing

Nothing
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 07-07-2012, 02:45 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 803
Posted By cowgirl_2418
I'm sorry Books About Squirrels for what happened...

I'm sorry Books About Squirrels for what happened to you. No One deserves that! And thank you for sharing. It's always kind of comforting to know you're not completely alone, ya know?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-07-2012, 02:29 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,060
Posted By cowgirl_2418
There's a feeling growing inside of me and I just...

There's a feeling growing inside of me and I just know I'm plotting now
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 18-06-2012, 01:58 AM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,908,594
Posted By cowgirl_2418
*turns off lights and dives under covers* *turns...

*turns off lights and dives under covers* *turns light back on*
Hug anyone?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-06-2012, 01:53 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,060
Posted By cowgirl_2418
I don't know what i want anymore.

I don't know what i want anymore.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 17-06-2012, 09:14 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 803
Posted By cowgirl_2418
*bump*

*bump*
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2012, 09:13 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 672
Posted By cowgirl_2418
at first i kind of felt a little relieved cuz...

at first i kind of felt a little relieved cuz it's like oh so there is a name for what's wrong with me but then i just felt i dont know just kinda sad. It's like a curse. that sounds stupid but I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2012, 12:28 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 672
Posted By cowgirl_2418
Well today i saw my therapist. and what do ya...

Well today i saw my therapist. and what do ya know apparently they diagnosed me as bipolar and borderline. That was news to me. Nobody ever told me I had a diagnosis.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2012, 04:11 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,218
Posted By cowgirl_2418
I used to not be able to say it at all. but now...

I used to not be able to say it at all. but now when i feel safe and usually only when i'm talking to a therapist do i ever use that word.
But there are other words I still can't say. Like names of...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2012, 04:07 AM
Replies: 154
Views: 11,981
Posted By cowgirl_2418
Dad, I don't know anymore. I just don't know.

Dad,
I don't know anymore.
I just don't know.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2012, 04:05 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 656
Posted By cowgirl_2418
Flashback vs. Memory?

So I started having what i call Flashbacks a while back. Well when I went to my treatment center, they decided that it wasn't a "true" flashback. instead they said i was like stuck in a memory or...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2012, 03:58 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,164
Posted By cowgirl_2418
I can relate alot. I just don't want to be a...

I can relate alot. I just don't want to be a woman. I don't want to be seen as a sexual thing.
Are you going to go to the DBT group? I did DBT for eight months and it has really helped me.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2012, 03:54 AM
Replies: 534
Views: 23,222
Posted By cowgirl_2418
If you are hurting daddy, it's not my fault. If...

If you are hurting daddy, it's not my fault.
If you are killing yourself, that is NOT my fault.
If you feel guilty, it is damn sure not my fault.
IT. IS. NOT. MY. FAULT.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2012, 03:51 AM
Replies: 125,518
Views: 2,908,594
Posted By cowgirl_2418
Hi guys *picks up a stuff doggy and snuggles with...

Hi guys *picks up a stuff doggy and snuggles with it* I wish my mommy was here :(
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2012, 03:48 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,460
Posted By cowgirl_2418
This was really insightful. thanks for posting

This was really insightful. thanks for posting
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-06-2012, 03:37 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 672
Posted By cowgirl_2418
I just started with a new psychiatrist and with a...

I just started with a new psychiatrist and with a new outpatient therapist.

And thanks talaiporia :)
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2012, 03:03 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 803
Posted By cowgirl_2418
Does anyone else deal with this since the abuse stopped?

So after I stopped getting raped over and over again I started well pleasuring myself. I guess most people call it masturbating but i find that word dirty. well i kinda started getting like obsessive...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-06-2012, 02:49 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 672
Posted By cowgirl_2418
I was on like a happy binge...well pretty much a...

I was on like a happy binge...well pretty much a very high high... and i am going back down. I'm worried how hard i will go down. and how far. Does anyone else have problems with like ups and downs...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-06-2012, 02:45 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,060
Posted By cowgirl_2418
My happy binge is almost over

My happy binge is almost over
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-06-2012, 04:16 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,060
Posted By cowgirl_2418
On a happy binge :)

On a happy binge :)
Forum: Fun and Distractions 15-06-2012, 04:07 AM
Replies: 16,837
Views: 389,155
Posted By cowgirl_2418
You believe we produce our own realities

You believe we produce our own realities
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-06-2012, 04:06 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 672
Posted By cowgirl_2418
Thanks everybody. I think I'll try to write his...

Thanks everybody. I think I'll try to write his name with a sharpie for now. I seem to be on an upswing today. I'm just hoping that this happiness will last.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-06-2012, 02:18 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 672
Posted By cowgirl_2418
Important My therapist says I'm mixing up the ingredients for my recipe of disaster

I cut for about 4 or 5 days again. and then my new therapist wanted to send me to the psych ward. So of course i was like no i won't cut. that was monday. today is wednesday. i haven't cut again yet....
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-06-2012, 01:57 AM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 171,194
Posted By cowgirl_2418
When my dad found out i was cutting.......

When my dad found out i was cutting....
"Why are you being such a selfish little bitch?"
And then my mom referring to me saying I'm fine to my dad after he said that... "
"Oh yeah you're...
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