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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-09-2019, 05:46 PM
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Posted By Natsy2512
Not again

So i haven't posted here or logged in in awhile. Things have been ok recently. I haven't self harmed for just over 3 months. Out of the blue the urges are back. I'm finding it really difficult to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-05-2019, 09:25 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
Well things have really gone down hill fast. My...

Well things have really gone down hill fast. My nex appointment is still 2 weeks away and i'm really not coping. My self harm has got worse and i feel like i'm constantly fighting to remain in...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-04-2019, 08:26 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
My next appointment is in 3 weeks. I'm willing to...

My next appointment is in 3 weeks. I'm willing to try anything at this point. Starting afresh isn't going too well but I'll keep trying.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-04-2019, 11:08 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
I'm going to forget yesterday and start a fresh i...

I'm going to forget yesterday and start a fresh i didn't cope well. The appointment today was ok. I found it exhausting and feel like I was pulled apart. Their talking about a form of CBT so we'll...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-04-2019, 07:23 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
Thank you both. I'm so nervous about tomorrow...

Thank you both. I'm so nervous about tomorrow I've just been out and brought what I call proper blades. I'm not sure if I will use them or not.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-04-2019, 06:44 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
thank you for all the advice. If I can talk i...

thank you for all the advice. If I can talk i will read it but if not i will give it to them. I know it is important for me to say what I need to so I will do whatever i need to.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-04-2019, 01:43 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
Whenever I need to talk about my self harm i go...

Whenever I need to talk about my self harm i go blank and sit in silence struggling to find the words so I will definitely be writing some things down. He's working now so can't come with me so...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-04-2019, 07:48 AM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
I was considering having him there but he's just...

I was considering having him there but he's just found out I'm still cutting and thinks i need to be in hospital so I think I'll go on my own. if I'm going to get better i need to be honest with them...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 18-04-2019, 09:17 AM
Replies: 5,384
Views: 315,819
Posted By Natsy2512
Harley Merlin and the secret coven. I'm a massive...

Harley Merlin and the secret coven. I'm a massive Harry Potter Fan and these books are meant to be good if you like HP.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-04-2019, 08:29 PM
Replies: 1,848
Views: 101,374
Posted By Natsy2512
It's really good you went I can only imagine how...

It's really good you went I can only imagine how hard it must have been. And I'm glad talking to the crisis team helped and you managed not to self harm. Constantly fighting is tough but you keep...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-04-2019, 08:22 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
Yes maybe if he heard it in a professional...

Yes maybe if he heard it in a professional environment he might find it easier to understand. And I find it very difficult to talk about my self harm so having someone else there might help.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-04-2019, 08:12 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
With my partner? I'm not sure. I think I do but...

With my partner? I'm not sure. I think I do but if he knows I've started again he will expect me to stop and I don't think I can at the moment. I think what I want is for him to accept it as a coping...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-04-2019, 07:28 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
I'm worried about him hearing the extent of my...

I'm worried about him hearing the extent of my self harm and how I feel about it. He's very good at dealing with my panic attacks and depression but the self harm he really struggles with. It's one...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-04-2019, 06:42 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
Thankyou! Everything you've said makes sense! I...

Thankyou! Everything you've said makes sense! I will try delaying it and see what happens. I tend to find that I can delay it sometimes for a couple of days but then it's game over I can't function...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-04-2019, 07:21 PM
Replies: 1,848
Views: 101,374
Posted By Natsy2512
I hope the class goes ok tonight. Compassion for...

I hope the class goes ok tonight. Compassion for other people is good but you have to have it for yourself too. It isn't your responsibility to take on everyone else's heartache and fix it. I wish I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-04-2019, 07:14 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
When I self harm it turns all the emotional pain...

When I self harm it turns all the emotional pain into something physical I can control. My appointment today was good. The Dr upped my anti depressants and I have an appointment with the CMHT next...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-04-2019, 08:37 PM
Replies: 1,848
Views: 101,374
Posted By Natsy2512
I would like to say something useful but I'll...

I would like to say something useful but I'll send u a hug instead. I really hope you find something positive in your life and I'm also sure your brother is better for having you with him.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-04-2019, 08:22 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
Thank you both for your replies. I don't know...

Thank you both for your replies. I don't know what has triggered me today. Drawing cuts makes sense maybe seeing them will be enough. I have my partner and we've been together 11 years he knows...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-04-2019, 05:18 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 2,208
Posted By Natsy2512
Really struggling

I am really struggling today. All i want to do is hurt myself. I'm trying so hard to keep it together but everytime i look at my arms i can see the cuts i so desperately want to make. I'm surrounded...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-04-2019, 08:57 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,543
Posted By Natsy2512
Thankyou. I have been referred to the CMHT. I had...

Thankyou. I have been referred to the CMHT. I had a phone call from a mental health nurse and i'm waiting for an appointment. It's all a bit too real now.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-04-2019, 07:57 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,543
Posted By Natsy2512
Whats the point

I was referred by Gp to my local talking therapy service as a way of dealing with my depression and self harm. But after my initial assessment they have told me that because of my self harm they...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-03-2019, 02:35 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,713
Posted By Natsy2512
I'm 35 with an 8 year old and a partner of 11...

I'm 35 with an 8 year old and a partner of 11 years. I'm the same i've gone 12 years without relapsing but recently i've been really struggling. As Stellata said I don't think it makes you weak it...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-03-2019, 11:33 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,762
Posted By Natsy2512
I get you don't want your family to find out. I...

I get you don't want your family to find out. I felt the same 12 years ago when i first started self harming. I actively avoided going on holiday with my family and the thought of them finding out...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-03-2019, 10:12 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 2,263
Posted By Natsy2512
Thankyou. I hope your ok too

Thankyou. I hope your ok too
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-03-2019, 10:09 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 2,263
Posted By Natsy2512
Your right on both points Stellata. We're going...

Your right on both points Stellata. We're going away this weekend so it would be a good time to tell him. I'm going to try really hard to tell him. I don't want to keep lying to him. Thankyou
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