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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-05-2022, 01:08 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 3,462
Posted By butterfly hearts
Important Shocked and confused with myself

I’ve had two sessions of SH in the last 3 days, both resulting in a hospital visit. I’m left feeling perplexed, confused, ashamed.
I think I’m self sabotaging because deep down I think I’ll never be...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-05-2022, 01:00 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,927
Posted By butterfly hearts
Just want to say I can relate. Really word to...

Just want to say I can relate. Really word to word I’ve just shared your experience recently. It’s so confusing and hard. Sorry I don’t have any advice. Just know you’re not alone.
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 18-02-2022, 12:58 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 7,586
Posted By butterfly hearts
Thankyou! I found it today and I was shocked to...

Thankyou! I found it today and I was shocked to see I’ve posted over 1000 times on here.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-02-2022, 12:54 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 4,972
Posted By butterfly hearts
I know this feeling of being scared but then...

I know this feeling of being scared but then Wanting more, deeper. It’s very much an addiction thing I think, well that’s how I understand it in myself. I recently also cut after a long...
Forum: General Support and Advice 18-02-2022, 11:59 AM
Replies: 4,870
Views: 433,476
Posted By butterfly hearts
1) I had a puppy curled up on my feet not long...

1) I had a puppy curled up on my feet not long ago, soft and warm.

2) this post has inspired me to do my 5 things I’m grateful for that I do on Instagram sometimes
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-02-2022, 11:44 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 3,662
Posted By butterfly hearts
Thank you. It’s true the slip ups are not...

Thank you. It’s true the slip ups are not the be all and end all.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 18-02-2022, 11:42 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 3,268
Posted By butterfly hearts
People keep saying I’m doing so well and...

People keep saying I’m doing so well and achieving so much, but I’ve never really listened. It’s hard because I have an internal critic that is so strong, SO loud. I can imagine if...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-02-2022, 11:51 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 3,268
Posted By butterfly hearts
Relapsing in my 30s…getting older…lost everything…

I feel like one day I woke up and I was 30 yeas old. I had a lot going on, positive things like study, volunteering, working, running a house, even getting the guts up to run my own online course....
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-02-2022, 11:52 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 3,662
Posted By butterfly hearts
Thanks everyone. I was and I still am proud of...

Thanks everyone. I was and I still am proud of myself. I had a slip up, and then I got very drunk last night. I think I was just exhausted from fighting. But in saying this these slip ups are quite...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 11-02-2022, 11:26 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 3,662
Posted By butterfly hearts
Growing pains, new coping

I’ve had a terribly hard day. I went back to bed in the morning to sleep because my anxiety was so bad. This is how I escape it. I was woken by my housemate in need of a lift so I got up. Once I was...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-11-2021, 02:06 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 3,757
Posted By butterfly hearts
Thanks for reminding me there are still people...

Thanks for reminding me there are still people here. 15 years ago RYL was such a lifeline to me and really helped me deescalate and get support when I couldn’t talk to any friends. These days I...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 24-11-2021, 02:14 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 3,757
Posted By butterfly hearts
Sick and tired

TW: suicide

This should probably go in the rants section because it feels like one big rant. I feel sorry for myself at the moment, I feel angry and fed up and like I’m sick of trying. I just spent...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 18-07-2021, 03:27 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 7,586
Posted By butterfly hearts
Icon Question History of interactions

Is there a way to see a list of posts you have engaged with? Or a record of what you’ve written? I know it’s an older platform but I’m also not very tech savvy so it may be me lol
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 06-06-2021, 10:00 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 3,202
Posted By butterfly hearts
Life feels empty, I feel lost

Just over a year ago I had two housemates I loved, a job, I was studying, volunteering and in a relationship.
I became mentally unwell again after many years, starting about a year ago, probably...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 06-06-2021, 09:22 AM
Replies: 21
Views: 5,309
Posted By butterfly hearts
I wrote a long reply to this and somehow it...

I wrote a long reply to this and somehow it disappeared :/
In summary I wanted to say this is very common behaviour and something I used to do all the time. I’d SH until needing stitches just...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 29-05-2021, 01:20 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 6,675
Posted By butterfly hearts
Remember wrist bands?

I was having a look around the site and it seems that wrist bands are no longer a thing! I remember getting them to celebrate milestones. Anyone else remember? I don’t know where they are now but I’m...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-05-2021, 01:11 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 4,583
Posted By butterfly hearts
It’s taken my poor dr 15 years to get me on...

It’s taken my poor dr 15 years to get me on board to really accept I need meds and get onto a good regime. I feel resistance because I want to feel ‘free’, ‘myself’ even...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 29-05-2021, 12:55 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 8,806
Posted By butterfly hearts
It’s a shame but understandable. As people...

It’s a shame but understandable. As people move onto other platforms of social media. But I’m sad it had to go.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-05-2021, 04:27 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 3,015
Posted By butterfly hearts
I can relate with the relapsing after 5 years. I...

I can relate with the relapsing after 5 years. I too didn’t cope with changes that were positive on the outside but... relapsing is so scary because I’d forgotten how bad it feels to be...
Forum: General Support and Advice 29-05-2021, 01:22 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,729
Posted By butterfly hearts
I think it’s great that he knows you care...

I think it’s great that he knows you care as you keep on trying. Even if staff get in the way this will make an impact. And you hold his secrets too, that’s really special. He’s...
Forum: Veterans Board 29-05-2021, 01:16 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 6,548
Posted By butterfly hearts
Best-ever-man-girl-lover what does this even...

Best-ever-man-girl-lover what does this even MEAN? Lol
Thanks for the welcome back. Yes this is the safest online place I ever found - and it’s still here AND not through Facebook. Amazing. I...
Forum: Veterans Board 27-05-2021, 02:33 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 6,548
Posted By butterfly hearts
Heart Hi after 12+ years!

After much struggle recovering my old email address (couldn’t work out that secret question) I got in, which led me to be able to get back in here. I had NO memory of username or anything. It feels...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-04-2010, 07:25 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 895
Posted By butterfly hearts
bump. sorry. :((((((((((

bump.

sorry.


:((((((((((
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 14-04-2010, 01:39 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 5,778
Posted By butterfly hearts
Flames, there are a couple of things i can think...

Flames, there are a couple of things i can think of that you can do.

Firstly - I understand it's scary when you notice these signs...especially when people don't believe you that they mean something...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-04-2010, 07:23 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 895
Posted By butterfly hearts
How do you all live with this!?!? It is so so so...

How do you all live with this!?!?

It is so so so so so sooooo painful, i don't know what to do! :(

I want to be held by someone the whole time because i feel it's so painful i can't cope with...
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