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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-08-2020, 05:31 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 904
Posted By Ahimsa
So much love for you. There's nothing for me to...

So much love for you. There's nothing for me to say that I haven't said on WhatsApp - but be kind to yourself, and message me any time you need x
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-05-2020, 11:24 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,149
Posted By Ahimsa
things are hard.

Things are just feeling really hard, I don't know what there is anyone can say but I'm reaching out anyway.

I've been put on propanalol, but I don't trust my Dr at all so I"m not taking it until...
Forum: General Support and Advice 20-10-2019, 01:08 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 3,558
Posted By Ahimsa
Hey lovely, I just wanted to check in with you x

Hey lovely, I just wanted to check in with you x
Forum: General Support and Advice 14-09-2019, 11:50 PM
Replies: 954
Views: 87,153
Posted By Ahimsa
drunken mess

drunken mess
Forum: General Chat 05-08-2019, 07:34 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 4,240
Posted By Ahimsa
Katiee

Hi there,

I'm posting with some sad news this evening. The wonderful Katiee (http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/member.php?u=17110)has passed away.

I'm in touch with her mum and boyfriend who...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-07-2019, 08:52 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I'm sorry I'm so toxic

I'm sorry I'm so toxic
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-07-2019, 09:47 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I don't have anyone. I'm sorry for sounding so...

I don't have anyone.


I'm sorry for sounding so negative, I do really appreciate you replying x
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-07-2019, 02:20 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I'm avoiding my GP at the moment, I live in a...

I'm avoiding my GP at the moment, I live in a small village so I can't go see someone else, but they refused my meds without a med review (which is fine and I have no problem with) but they have no...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-07-2019, 09:45 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
She’s not actually a therapist, she’s a sexual...

She’s not actually a therapist, she’s a sexual health counsellor but I say therapy as it’s easier. I only have 6 sessions left and I need to focus on what happened really x
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-07-2019, 02:41 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
This week was a really hard session and I said...

This week was a really hard session and I said the thing for the first time. It sent me into a fully dissociated state. m not always aware that its happening until afterwards, which is sometimes...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-07-2019, 08:55 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I said it. It wasn't okay.

I said it.

It wasn't okay.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-07-2019, 12:36 AM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
Not really :/ My writing is my distraction - I...

Not really :/ My writing is my distraction - I write poetry - and so I don't want to let him have any part of my writing, that's my safe thing and I don't want to intentionally think/write about what...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-07-2019, 07:42 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I mean its not like I know his family or will...

I mean its not like I know his family or will ever bump into them, its a completely different city.

It just won't achieve anything
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-07-2019, 08:20 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
He admitted it in a text. He knows what he did....

He admitted it in a text. He knows what he did.

And then only reason hes not away with it is because I didn't want to hurt his girlfriend or his mum or dad or brother.

I want to tell them now....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-07-2019, 08:20 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I'm shaking now. idk why.

I'm shaking now. idk why.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-07-2019, 08:19 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
Well she didn't understand about me not being...

Well she didn't understand about me not being real, but then I wrote down his name and what he did.

It's clear to us both that I'm struggling to connect the definition to the word. I wrote it down...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-07-2019, 07:59 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I don't need to. The last one broke me.

I don't need to. The last one broke me.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-07-2019, 07:44 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
Not really, I mean I'm very anaemic and on iron...

Not really, I mean I'm very anaemic and on iron tablets so I used to nap every day, usually twice - but I feel like I'm slipping there again too.

I don't have therapy til next week as she's been...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-07-2019, 07:08 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
so so tired, of everything. I missed my class...

so so tired, of everything.

I missed my class this morning cos I was asleep, went to see my friend briefly, came home and slept again and missed another class I was planning on going to.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-07-2019, 03:32 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I went to a yoga class yesterday, I was meant to...

I went to a yoga class yesterday, I was meant to go today as well but I felt really unwell last night and slept all morning and missed it.

I work in the yoga studio though so its okay
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-07-2019, 11:37 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I went to the BBQ, my director was even more...

I went to the BBQ, my director was even more drunk than I was and we had a really deep chat, she said she'd noticed my newer scars but my openness (even though I don't discuss it at work) was part of...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-07-2019, 11:08 PM
Replies: 19
Views: 1,797
Posted By Ahimsa
So proud of you beautiful <3

So proud of you beautiful <3
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-06-2019, 10:12 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
well I'm real and existing today, I haven't been...

well I'm real and existing today, I haven't been unreal since that Saturday night. I told my therapist but she didn't really understand.

I have a work BBQ on Saturday, and so I'm drinking at home...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-06-2019, 05:26 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
I've met 3 people in the past 24 hours, they all...

I've met 3 people in the past 24 hours, they all had the same name as him.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-06-2019, 09:42 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 12,100
Posted By Ahimsa
Last Saturday, when I wasn't real. It's not that...

Last Saturday, when I wasn't real. It's not that I didn't think I was real, I wasn't! I know I wasn't.
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