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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-04-2011, 06:12 PM
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Posted By Alyssa!
I woke up today and felt stronger. I realized it...

I woke up today and felt stronger. I realized it was because I stopped fighting it.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-04-2011, 08:38 PM
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Posted By Alyssa!
It's technically called "purging...

It's technically called "purging disorder..." even through it hasn't been diagnosed. Sorry, friend. I talk too much and can't tell you the straight truth. I hope you still care about me. I just can't...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-04-2011, 06:09 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I really think that I don't like you at all. I...

I really think that I don't like you at all. I don't think you were ever a "good" person. I think you're a manipulative untrusting liar...just like me. I tried. I'm going to let go of this now. If...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2011, 10:41 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I gotta get through this. I gotta get through...

I gotta get through this. I gotta get through this.

I have no idea what to do. How the hell do I get out of here!? I can't cope. I can't stay. I'm trying so very hard. I'm really trying. I hate him...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-02-2011, 09:24 AM
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Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I need you to see what I'm telling you, man. I...

I need you to see what I'm telling you, man. I need someone who gets it. Please, go back to being that guy. Be the friend that gets it. I promise, Aspen isn't an issue. I don't even want to think...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-02-2011, 09:11 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Run while you still can. This next three months...

Run while you still can. This next three months will. be. hell. You do NOT want to know me during this. I'm going to fall apart. You AREN'T supposed to be the person that has to go through this with...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-02-2011, 09:29 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Matt, I think I phrased it wrong. I'm not trying...

Matt,

I think I phrased it wrong. I'm not trying to ditch you. I just feel the end coming. I will miss you, but it's to be expected. People come and go. I miss them when they're gone and then move...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-02-2011, 09:45 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Revision: 4. When I first asked you about the...

Revision:

4. When I first asked you about the rubber band, you said it was to break a bad habit. The second time, you said it was a Taoist thing. Which one is true?

If you answer my questions, I'll...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-01-2011, 08:45 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I really need to ask you four questions. I can't...

I really need to ask you four questions. I can't bring myself to ask you so I'll put them here. If you read it (which I think you do) and feel like answering, go ahead and e-mail me. I won't judge...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-01-2011, 06:35 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
"Hate is a strong word, but I really really...

"Hate is a strong word, but I really really really don't like you."

I don't know what it is, but something feels different. Things have shifted.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-01-2011, 10:37 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Matt, So I've come to a series of conclusions...

Matt,

So I've come to a series of conclusions about you. Here they are...and probably none are right.

1. You're dead. If so, that sucks. I suppose that's putting it mildly. But to imagine that...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-01-2011, 03:26 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Matt, I miss you! Ben, It's getting easier

Matt,

I miss you!

Ben,

It's getting easier
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-01-2011, 09:16 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Better than yesterday. Tomorrow won't be easy....

Better than yesterday. Tomorrow won't be easy. For several weeks, coming home early on Mondays and chatting with you was my favorite thing.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-01-2011, 01:44 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Every day gets a little easier. The hole is...

Every day gets a little easier. The hole is getting smaller. I didn't dream of you last night. :) I feel stronger already. I know it'll be tougher tonight, but I'm handling it ok.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-01-2011, 12:09 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Ben, It's the hardest at this time of night. I...

Ben,

It's the hardest at this time of night. I remember just sitting here talking to you 3 weeks ago. Ugh.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-01-2011, 03:34 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I still miss you...but it's getting easier all...

I still miss you...but it's getting easier all the time. I dreamed about you the past two nights. Last night didn't hurt as badly as the night before. Hopefully the dreams will stop soon.

Please,...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-01-2011, 12:33 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I hate this. I did what was right. You always...

I hate this. I did what was right. You always told me to pray about things and then act on the prompting. I prayed and the prompting told me to take some time and detach from you.

If it's the right...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-01-2011, 10:11 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Dear Ben, I miss you. That is all. A

Dear Ben,

I miss you. That is all.

A
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-12-2010, 07:06 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
"I like him more than I...

"I like him more than I should."
"No, you like him more than your husband. It's nothing wrong. It's just an objective measurement of feeling"

Oh Michael...how I wish that wouldn't have sounded so...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-12-2010, 09:28 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I just thought you should know something... ...I...

I just thought you should know something...

...I think you're a spineless fucking coward. Your past can't be bad enough to run from. Honestly, I think you're just a slut. You don't want to commit to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-12-2010, 08:26 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I will forget you. I'm trying my hardest to right...

I will forget you. I'm trying my hardest to right now.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-12-2010, 11:14 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Success! I'm glad to see that you are dating...

Success! I'm glad to see that you are dating again. Now, I don't have to think about you. No, sir, I don't really want to talk to you anymore. You'll notice pretty soon. I hate myself.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-12-2010, 09:03 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Matt? Thanks. Glad to know you're ok. One day...

Matt? Thanks. Glad to know you're ok. One day I'll tell you about this guy I've had on my mind lately. You'd like him. I can't wait for graduation. (You'll never be able to prove I said that...since...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-12-2010, 09:14 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
Hey Matt? I know 2 weeks isn't long, but I do...

Hey Matt? I know 2 weeks isn't long, but I do worry about you. I know you're still alive and intact because Kristin mentioned you. But, if you could shoot me a little note letting me know you're...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-12-2010, 08:24 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By Alyssa!
I need someone to talk to. I feel so alone. :(

I need someone to talk to. I feel so alone. :(
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