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Forum: General Support and Advice 02-12-2016, 04:21 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 1,923
Posted By sunshine100
This was just what I needed to read. Thank you ��

This was just what I needed to read. Thank you ��
Forum: Veterans Board 09-11-2016, 09:09 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 4,490
Posted By sunshine100
Hi all, I too find myself back after a few years...

Hi all,

I too find myself back after a few years and returning to SH.

Sorry to hear so many people are in a tough place too

J X
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 09-11-2016, 07:59 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 855
Posted By sunshine100
Baby steps. It took me years to get my teaching...

Baby steps. It took me years to get my teaching qualification, but you will get there. The most important thing is that you recognised something was wrong and you've taken steps to help yourself-...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-11-2016, 07:16 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,073
Posted By sunshine100
When GPs get it right *positive post*

After posting here yesterday I then disassociated for several hours and had the worst urges to SH I've had in years.

I was terrified about seeing my GP today as I've been dismissed before when I...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 06-11-2016, 07:29 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,231
Posted By sunshine100
Heart When your survival instinct kicks in

I've been a user of RYL for over 10 years but have, fortunately, not really needed to post for the last 4 or so years.

My anxiety is through the roof and I honestly do not know what's triggered it....
Forum: General Support and Advice 10-03-2015, 08:02 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 445
Posted By sunshine100
First post in a year

I've been doing really well, and controlling my bpd without medication. Something I never thought I'd be able to do.

However the last week I've been getting increasingly low, and have even had...
Forum: General Support and Advice 09-02-2014, 11:07 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 418
Posted By sunshine100
Penguin Feeling very sad

I recently split with my boyfriend of 3 years, whom I also lived with. It was my decision and it's the right thing (he's like a brother. I love him but it was in no way a romantic relationship for me...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-02-2014, 12:10 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,158,873
Posted By sunshine100
Hi.....I've been on RYL for some time now, but...

Hi.....I've been on RYL for some time now, but I've recently started complex needs for BPD in the UK so thought I'd drop in and say hi.

Sorry to hear so many people are struggling at the moment....
Forum: General Support and Advice 06-02-2014, 02:44 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 632
Posted By sunshine100
Your current girlfriend may be a good person, but...

Your current girlfriend may be a good person, but isn't treating you well. You need to get out of that relationship.

The other girl is going to need FRIENDS around her. Be there for her, and if...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-12-2013, 09:24 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 749
Posted By sunshine100
Thank you guys. This has happened once before,...

Thank you guys.

This has happened once before, although much nastier. I was manipulated, got drunk, and found out afterwards the guy had lied to even get in my house in the first place. I got a lot...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-12-2013, 07:53 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 749
Posted By sunshine100
Thank you for your support. I don't really know...

Thank you for your support. I don't really know where to go with this next but it's nice to know I'm not alone. X
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-12-2013, 12:40 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 749
Posted By sunshine100
When does saying no become rape?

Ok, it sounds pretty alarming in the title. I've been seeing someone, he came over, I didn't want anything to happen. He knows this, and I repeatedly said it for 4 hours. Until he took my trousers...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 13-12-2013, 09:14 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 432
Posted By sunshine100
Oh I know no one was doing it deliberately. It...

Oh I know no one was doing it deliberately. It just exemplifies what's wrong with attitudes in MH in the NHS. And a lack of understanding.

It wasn't just unwillingness, I get a bit agoraphobic when...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 13-12-2013, 07:50 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 432
Posted By sunshine100
Apparently because I wasn't prepared to go to the...

Apparently because I wasn't prepared to go to the surgery in person I wasn't being co-operative enough to warrant the crisis team so now I'm left to call 111 for the out of hours GP if it gets...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 13-12-2013, 03:58 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 432
Posted By sunshine100
A bit of a rant...

I've had some fantastic experiences with the NHS and mental healthcare teams. This is by no means me damning all people who are involved. However...

Late last night/this morning I reached crisis...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-12-2013, 02:39 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 413
Posted By sunshine100
I don't even remember posting my original...

I don't even remember posting my original message. I think I completely disassociated.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-12-2013, 02:37 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 413
Posted By sunshine100
Thank you. I called this morning, which is a huge...

Thank you. I called this morning, which is a huge thing for me. I got sent on a loop around MH facilities, who are either out of office or didnt pick up and ended up calling rethink who told me i...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-12-2013, 04:32 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 413
Posted By sunshine100
Icon Question I think I'm reaching crisis

I'm going to therapy, I take my mess, I'm fighting so hard to keep up going to work.

But it got so bad that I didn't feel safe last night. I don't know how to keep going anymore.
Forum: General Support and Advice 27-11-2013, 12:28 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 545
Posted By sunshine100
Look in to whether EDS (ehler-danlos syndrome)...

Look in to whether EDS (ehler-danlos syndrome) explains a lot of your symptoms - my sister was told she had fibromyalgia and ME...she doesn't.

Have you thought about trying to go in for one...
Forum: General Support and Advice 18-11-2013, 10:07 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 419
Posted By sunshine100
No, I think it was exactly what I needed to...

No, I think it was exactly what I needed to hear!

I have told her straight out how worried I am, and she knows it's coming for an experienced point of view!

Ex-gf is in Canada, no idea what the...
Forum: General Support and Advice 15-11-2013, 07:08 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 419
Posted By sunshine100
Icon Question A friend in need, but resisting help

Hi,

I've got a long history of being on this site, SI and depression - but I'm here to ask about a friend of mine.

She's Canadian, over in the UK doing a PhD, bisexual (her parents are Christian...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 10-11-2013, 06:57 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 814
Posted By sunshine100
I couldn't agree more. Situational factors can...

I couldn't agree more. Situational factors can exacerbate symptoms, but (in your words!) occasionally i'm irrationally insane too.

It's like have an open wound, and either you, the doctor or someone...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-11-2013, 11:26 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 778
Posted By sunshine100
Heart Promiscuity and a surrogate for self harm

Having SH'd for 8 years. I realised back in January it wasn't doing anything anymore. All the feelings I'd had that made me keep doing it never came anymore. And I was just sore and ashamed and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-10-2013, 01:12 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 520
Posted By sunshine100
Icon Question Waking up distressed

I don't know what's going on, but I've just woken up feeling incredibly stressed out, sick, worried....like I've done something horrendous wrong and with a massive sense of impending doom.

I realise...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-10-2013, 10:36 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 534
Posted By sunshine100
It's great that things were so positive in the...

It's great that things were so positive in the meeting, and that you're looking forward to getting help.

I worried a lot about being an inpatient, but when I was I found I could focus on getting...
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