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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-06-2015, 02:12 PM
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Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
I know you fought so hard to live, and I know its...

I know you fought so hard to live, and I know its not your fault that you're not here. But I need you back. I just cannot stand her. Im sorry I know you'd be cross at me for saying that. But its...
Forum: General Support and Advice 16-06-2013, 11:32 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 783
Posted By *fallenangel*
Fathers Day

So this is my third Father's day without my Dad. Doesn't make it any easier being the third time its gone by without him.
The first time was written off when my ex took me out to 'distract' me.. but...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-05-2013, 12:42 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 453
Posted By *fallenangel*
I just wanted to add my own take on your...

I just wanted to add my own take on your situation. I hope you'll take it in the way its meant, I just wanted to offer you an insight in to the other side of the coin seeing as without knowing it...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-05-2013, 12:21 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 142,185
Posted By *fallenangel*
I'm so angry. Sometimes I just wake up angry....

I'm so angry. Sometimes I just wake up angry. Angry at everything that's happened. Angry at the bastards who killed my Dad. Angry at all the people who I would of given an organ too if they needed...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-05-2013, 02:40 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 142,185
Posted By *fallenangel*
I am so alone. That year or having you in my...

I am so alone. That year or having you in my corner was so nice, so nice not to feel in this alone. But its harder again now. Im tired of being in this alone.
Forum: General Support and Advice 04-05-2013, 10:27 PM
Replies: 1,431
Views: 80,610
Posted By *fallenangel*
There are no words. 'I miss you' just doesn't cut...

There are no words. 'I miss you' just doesn't cut it. It's not enough. It doesn't go anywhere near the depth of feeling. Its getting harder again lately. I guess watching another loved one die from...
Forum: General Support and Advice 18-03-2013, 12:11 AM
Replies: 1,431
Views: 80,610
Posted By *fallenangel*
Dad everyone goes on about time being a healer....

Dad everyone goes on about time being a healer. But its not true. Not for me
anyway. Its not healing at all, its just getting harder. Every event that you're
not here for. Every time I need your...
Forum: General Support and Advice 04-03-2013, 02:52 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,848
Posted By *fallenangel*
I lost my Dad two years ago. For me, I don't...

I lost my Dad two years ago. For me, I don't think it hasn't gotten any easier, not yet anyway. But it does change. I don't think of it as the pain getting any less (in fact, sometimes I think it...
Forum: General Support and Advice 04-03-2013, 02:38 AM
Replies: 1,431
Views: 80,610
Posted By *fallenangel*
Dad sometimes I miss you so much it hurts to...

Dad sometimes I miss you so much it hurts to breathe. How will I ever keep on going like this for potentially another 60 years? Its been two years and Im already not sure I can keep doing this much...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-02-2013, 04:06 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
Dad, now would be a really useful time to show...

Dad, now would be a really useful time to show back up, tell me its all been a mistake, that youre back and that everythings going to be okay now. Please.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-02-2013, 03:59 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
Everythings going wrong again. I cant do it...

Everythings going wrong again. I cant do it anymore. Every day Im more alone. Another day further away from those already gone. Another day towards losing those left. What if Im done. What if I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-02-2013, 11:12 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
I just want my old life back. The one where I...

I just want my old life back. The one where I could trust people. The one where I hadnt lost nearly everyone I love. The one back where I thought there was more good in the world than bad.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-02-2013, 03:42 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
It hurt saying goodbye to you. A lot. I've lost...

It hurt saying goodbye to you. A lot. I've lost so much, I just couldnt bare the thought of losing more. But do you know what having you in my life was just dragging me down and hurting me. You're a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-01-2013, 02:20 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
I should probably be used to it by now but it...

I should probably be used to it by now but it still astounds me how kind you can manage to be to everybody else, but how very very very cruel you are to me. Cant you find some other way to get your...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-01-2013, 12:34 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
I want my Dad.

I want my Dad.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-01-2013, 10:01 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
Do I keep trying? Am I actually getting anywhere?

Do I keep trying? Am I actually getting anywhere?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-01-2013, 03:37 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
Is it ever going to be better? Is life ever going...

Is it ever going to be better? Is life ever going to be anything other than a constant struggle against the tide? Am I ever actually going to find happy. Will the day come where I wake up in the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-01-2013, 12:40 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
Maybe I should of called you. It probably would...

Maybe I should of called you. It probably would of been innapropriate. But it would have made me feel better.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-01-2013, 10:56 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
I wanted to call you today, not because there was...

I wanted to call you today, not because there was anything you could of said to make it any better, but just because you would understand. I miss that so much, having someone who really does...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-12-2012, 06:33 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
I am trying to become a better person. I read...

I am trying to become a better person. I read somewhere that the only way to stop searching in vain for the qualities you want someone to bring to your life is to take up those qualities yourself. ...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-11-2012, 05:04 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
Im shattered. I feel like I could sleep for a...

Im shattered. I feel like I could sleep for a month. Its like life is trying to break me, Im still trying to get over the last of the ptsd things and life just keeps on piling stress upon stress upon...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 20-10-2012, 02:19 PM
Replies: 314
Views: 12,808
Posted By *fallenangel*
Sapphire hearts...thanks for your take on the...

Sapphire hearts...thanks for your take on the anger thing. It does make sense what you said, I agree. I always think if I can understand the 'why' something happens I should be able to stop it, but...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 20-10-2012, 02:10 PM
Replies: 314
Views: 12,808
Posted By *fallenangel*
Sapphire hearts...thanks for your take on the...

Sapphire hearts...thanks for your take on the anger thing. It does make sense what you said, I agree. I always think if I can understand the 'why' something happens I should be able to stop it, but...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-10-2012, 12:03 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
You were telling the truth. I'm sorry I didnt...

You were telling the truth. I'm sorry I didnt believe you. I'm glad you didnt know that I didnt believe you now. I wish there was something I could do. But I dont know what the right thing is to do....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-10-2012, 11:47 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,027
Posted By *fallenangel*
Im just sick of being surrounded by arseholes....

Im just sick of being surrounded by arseholes. Honestly is it too much just to have some nice genuine people in my life. But then when I do meet those people they dont hang around do they, or they...
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