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Forum: General Chat 16-05-2018, 02:24 AM
Replies: 127
Views: 34,870
Posted By Cazki
I am very rarely here these days but i tend to...

I am very rarely here these days but i tend to pop on once in a while. I had various usernames, atlantica, monsoon, shadow and avalanche. Not sure if you remember me but my name is Ian :)
Forum: General Chat 23-06-2016, 03:11 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,734
Posted By Cazki
Hey everyone :)

Hey Its Ian :) i don't know if you will remember me but i was a member for quite a while before leaving in 2014, i returned briefly in 2015 and again in 2016 but i have been around from time to time...
Forum: Veterans Board 23-04-2015, 02:05 AM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,831,656
Posted By Cazki
I'm back kind of after leaving about half way...

I'm back kind of after leaving about half way through the middle of last year. I'm feeling **** about everything right now. In need of hugs.
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 26-09-2014, 11:40 PM
Replies: 128
Views: 10,413
Posted By Cazki
I have read through the whole of this discussion...

I have read through the whole of this discussion as i found it very interesting and there are lots of good suggestions. I agree with two people (whose names i won't mention) they stated that ryl...
Forum: General Chat 31-07-2014, 09:59 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,154
Posted By Cazki
Goodbye

Just thought i would say goodbye to everyone before i go. Some of you may not know but others do if you read this thread http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/showthread.php?goto=newpost&t=224588

It...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-07-2014, 09:52 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,019
Posted By Cazki
Goodbye :)

Sorry to bump my thread up i just wanted to say thank you to each and every one of you. It has been a pleasure to have been part of ryl for seven and a half years. As most of you know i am now...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-07-2014, 01:48 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,019
Posted By Cazki
Thank you everyone :) i really appreciate all...

Thank you everyone :) i really appreciate all your support and for just being there for me in the 7 and a half years that i have been here. Even though i did have a bit of a rough time after i posted...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-07-2014, 12:16 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
Oh dear i frel fucking stupid. aeter feeling...

Oh dear i frel fucking stupid. aeter feeling better im sliding back in again. I will be doing voluteering soon at a care home. Tyee other day i ended up getting dunky in the park, something i never...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-07-2014, 12:05 AM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,049
Posted By Cazki
Sorry only just seen this sweety....

Sorry only just seen this sweety. Congratulations! I'm so proud of you that is awesome. Your such a strong person and you have helped lots of people of the years. I really hope that you carry on...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-07-2014, 05:14 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,019
Posted By Cazki
six and a half years free

I just worked out that i am six and a half years free from self harm. I have had a couple of attempts in other ways but not how i used to. I did also just make a huge thread about this bu tlost it as...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-06-2014, 12:06 PM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
I'm just so fed up with everything right now. A...

I'm just so fed up with everything right now. A different company which offers counselling said i did not need there services, i told her i sometimes struggle quite bad. I am currently having...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-06-2014, 02:08 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
All i ever wanted was to be happy a good job and...

All i ever wanted was to be happy a good job and friends and look whats happened! Totally ruined. Oh well i tried no point anymore. I have been discharged from the crisis team. They were poor apart...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-06-2014, 01:57 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
oh shit just realized the part i left out was...

oh shit just realized the part i left out was when i said i dont see myself being here much longer is because i have another.... im sure you know what i mean
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-06-2014, 01:52 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
I did write a big post or what ever its called...

I did write a big post or what ever its called but lost it and now i cannot be bothered typing it all out again so lets just keep it short. I cannot see myself being around much longer :nono: im...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-06-2014, 01:50 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
I cant live like this i really cant. I can't keep...

I cant live like this i really cant. I can't keep going :nono:
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-06-2014, 01:41 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
Feel really rough, but trying so hard. This is...

Feel really rough, but trying so hard. This is just to much. I cant keep doing this. I keep myself busy most the time.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-05-2014, 01:33 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
Sorry for not updating. I have the crisis team...

Sorry for not updating. I have the crisis team coming round my house everyday at the moment, they are rather useless to be honest although some of them are ok and more caring and understanding. I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-05-2014, 01:24 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 2,074
Posted By Cazki
Hey im so sorry that your struggling so much. I...

Hey im so sorry that your struggling so much. I can tell that you want help its just that you are scared and dont know what to do and how to go about getting help. Almost like you dont quite know...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-05-2014, 12:37 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
Why did i choose that stupid method, i should...

Why did i choose that stupid method, i should have chose the other method. It would have been a guarantee then that i'm not here. Oh this is so shit! Dont know how long i can keep going. Its so...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-05-2014, 12:33 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
Just wanted to update you i was discharged monday...

Just wanted to update you i was discharged monday afternoon. I have support with the crisis team. The hospital told me i was very lucky, i havent done any serious damage to any organs. I had to have...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-05-2014, 12:04 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
Not very good I should have just used a bridge....

Not very good I should have just used a bridge. That way I wouldn't be here. So fed up.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-05-2014, 09:55 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
hey just to let you know i am in hospital. have...

hey just to let you know i am in hospital. have been in since friday evening. i took a fairly large overdose
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-05-2014, 01:01 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
I know that when i do die it will be very bad but...

I know that when i do die it will be very bad but i cannot continue with life and i cannot live like this.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-05-2014, 12:51 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
I think i am beyond being able to be helped. I'm...

I think i am beyond being able to be helped. I'm just not worth the hassle.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-05-2014, 06:40 PM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,859
Posted By Cazki
No they didn't. I didn't tell her the whole...

No they didn't. I didn't tell her the whole truth. All i really said was that i feel like giving up. I have been collecting tablets to.
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