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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-03-2011, 09:57 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
What quote? Something I wrote? Now I feel like...

What quote? Something I wrote?

Now I feel like sharing quotes, I don't remember where I found them...

"When you stopped wishing things wouldn't fall apart, you'd stop suffering when they...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-03-2011, 09:06 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
Thank you...today was a little better. I got a...

Thank you...today was a little better. I got a lot of sleep but I skipped school. I got my last test back and I got 28%. Lovely. I went from a 92% to a 75%.
Ug. But I only have one test left in that...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-03-2011, 02:39 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
Thank you. Therapy was a waste of time today. He...

Thank you.

Therapy was a waste of time today. He asked me what I want to talk about and I couldn't come up with anything. I just let him talk about what he wanted and small-talked the whole...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-03-2011, 04:49 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
talaiporia: Yes. I think about it practically...

talaiporia: Yes. I think about it practically every night and tell myself "tomorrow" because I know that tomorrow I'll have changed my mind enough to get me through the day...but last night I just...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-02-2011, 09:08 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I cut...but so I wouldn't do anything else so...

I cut...but so I wouldn't do anything else so it's kind of a good thing. Today was going to be it...so I guess I'm proud that I didn't? I don't know - I still want it I'm just a coward.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-02-2011, 12:30 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I just want to give up so then at least I could...

I just want to give up so then at least I could stop thinking...
At least I could know that I can go there.

I swear every night I do this.
I just want to give in so I don't have to fight anymore....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-02-2011, 09:24 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
Yah...I wish I could sleep forever.

Yah...I wish I could sleep forever.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-02-2011, 03:31 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I've been sleeping all day. The moment I wake up...

I've been sleeping all day. The moment I wake up I start bawling so
It's just better to not wake up. My head hurts a ton...I don't know what to do, I'm so empty.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2011, 12:44 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I used to love the night. Being awake in the...

I used to love the night. Being awake in the quiet and getting things done and being left alone.

But now I just hate it. I stay up so I don't have to go through the action of falling asleep and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2011, 09:09 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I need options. That's all i can say right now....

I need options.

That's all i can say right now. I just need options.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-02-2011, 09:43 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
The hospital was so horrible...I really don't see...

The hospital was so horrible...I really don't see how that could help right now (or ever). Plus I don't really have A plan (but have plans...which are different if that makes sense) and that was the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-02-2011, 08:33 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
Oooh you don't want me to get into what's the...

Oooh you don't want me to get into what's the worst that can happen regarding that...it's bad.

- - -

I'm so sorry...I'm wasting everyone's time and I hate it.

travled.
it doesn't matter how...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-02-2011, 05:27 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I'm going to fail the test...I already know that...

I'm going to fail the test...I already know that much. And no, I'm in college and don't really have that kind of relationship with my professor.

Things with my therapist are the same - not good, not...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-02-2011, 01:07 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I can't sleep but I have to get up in 3 hours for...

I can't sleep but I have to get up in 3 hours for an exam at school so I guess I have to try harder...don't worry about me. I'm safe enough at the moment.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-02-2011, 01:01 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
There's no one left to tell. Thank you for the...

There's no one left to tell.
Thank you for the support.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-02-2011, 12:20 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I have nothing left.

I have nothing left.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-02-2011, 11:46 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I'm on my iPod so I'm going to keep it short. I...

I'm on my iPod so I'm going to keep it short.

I can't do this. I really can't fight. It's not worth it. I'm falling apart more and more and nothing helps. I just need a break so so bad.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-02-2011, 11:57 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
You're seriously amazing for still...

You're seriously amazing for still commenting...really: thank you so much.

It's not that I'm not honest...don't really know to explain...I just avoid, or I shut down and literally can't say any...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-02-2011, 10:16 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
Thanks Work was fine...I felt really horrible the...

Thanks
Work was fine...I felt really horrible the whole time. It was really slow so I wrote a lot...but I don't think I should share it.

Therapy is going to be a fail tomorrow especially after last...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-02-2011, 09:31 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
Because I don't have anyone to tell...I can't...

Because I don't have anyone to tell...I can't tell them or they'll freak out like last time.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-02-2011, 08:53 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I can't tell anyone... I'm going to work soon so...

I can't tell anyone...
I'm going to work soon so I'll be safe there. Sorry...I had a really bad night. I think I finally got to sleep at 4:45am.
Just all night I had really bad urges and I was...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-02-2011, 12:30 PM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I know I've said it before...probably a millions...

I know I've said it before...probably a millions in fact.

But I don't know how much longer I can do this.
Really.
I'm getting closer and closer to not having any control over what I do and what I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-02-2011, 03:18 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I email him every week actually...I know he...

I email him every week actually...I know he doesn't really mind, but still it's a whole lot to read and I just go on and on ranting about things. My next appointment is Tuesday. He's actually told me...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-02-2011, 01:37 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
Thanks for the support you two. I definitely said...

Thanks for the support you two. I definitely said a lot of things (it's SOOOOO long...I kind of feel bad he has to read all my my word-explosion).

I'm not really friends with my other co-workers. I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-02-2011, 10:53 AM
Replies: 135
Views: 3,413
Posted By byemebyeme
I'm writing my therapist an email right...

I'm writing my therapist an email right now...that's definitely very honest. (it won't probably be brought up during the session though...I get "sidetracked" meaning I avoid anything important).

And...
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