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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-04-2016, 10:33 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,206
Posted By Marko
Your not alone. I'm not sure when I last sh'd,...

Your not alone.

I'm not sure when I last sh'd, several years or so I guess but there's not a day goes by that I don't think about it. Every day free is an amazement to me as sometimes the urge is...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-01-2016, 11:22 PM
Replies: 6,781
Views: 261,041
Posted By Marko
Hello strengers. I just read a post I made in...

Hello strengers.

I just read a post I made in 2008 on here regarding my dissociation... 2008. thats 8 years ago and its still here. Plus note I was given a diagnosis of dp/dr in about 2009 and have...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-12-2015, 11:22 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,162
Posted By Marko
So apparently I wrote this over 8 years ago......

So apparently I wrote this over 8 years ago... Still the same. They call it depersonalisation / derealization disorder (DpDr). It sucks.
Forum: General Chat 14-07-2011, 12:58 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 514
Posted By Marko
Thanks everyone, great that I'm still remembered!...

Thanks everyone, great that I'm still remembered!

The tinnitus sometimes absolutely drives me insane but most the time I'm able to cope with it.



Ha it is crazy hot at the moment!
Forum: General Chat 13-07-2011, 03:36 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 514
Posted By Marko
Just checking in

Hey, I don't get on here too much any more for a number of reasons, very busy, travelling a lot, health pretty stable etc....

Just thought I would stop by and see how everyone is doing, see how many...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-10-2010, 04:57 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 604
Posted By Marko
just thought I would bump this, I've JUST got an...

just thought I would bump this, I've JUST got an appointment with the, i don't know who. someone who apparently specializes in this stuff. Its on wednesday. i've only been waiting a year. joy.

Not...
Forum: General Support and Advice 12-02-2010, 04:40 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 732
Posted By Marko
managed to find an old letter, unfortunately...

managed to find an old letter, unfortunately theres STILL 14 people before me on the waiting list so that puts it at least another few month, it will be over 12 months since I was referred!!
Forum: General Support and Advice 11-02-2010, 11:28 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 732
Posted By Marko
cant find it on the net, its on the little...

cant find it on the net, its on the little letters they send me but they are not available now, i cant find them!

stupid me, ill find it eventually
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-02-2010, 08:27 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 604
Posted By Marko
Im only driving when necessary, in fact im only...

Im only driving when necessary, in fact im only doing anything where necessary. just hate this so much.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-02-2010, 08:14 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 604
Posted By Marko
WTF, I wrote this like 3 weeks ago? I was certain...

WTF, I wrote this like 3 weeks ago? I was certain I wrote this in like November. ah hell.

I still havent seen new doc person and things have gone from worse to worser, if that makes sense?

I...
Forum: General Support and Advice 11-02-2010, 08:04 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 732
Posted By Marko
anyone have number for mental health team in south tyneside?

I need to chase up a refferal but cant find their number :(

I know they are based at boldon near asda, does anyone have their number?

thankenyooo
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-02-2010, 08:03 PM
Replies: 6,781
Views: 261,041
Posted By Marko
emma. your.not.alone i give up a whilst ago,...

emma.

your.not.alone

i give up a whilst ago, things have only got worse and there sure aint no light at the end of this tunnel
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 16-01-2010, 12:23 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 604
Posted By Marko
Tamo - honestly do not know what I will be...

Tamo - honestly do not know what I will be gettig, all I know is it's with a guy who specializes in disasociation and it's retry long term. Minimum 5 months o weekly visits!

Ami - wasn't aware of...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 14-01-2010, 09:04 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 604
Posted By Marko
Penguin Sick of feeling out of it

Not sure yet if this qualifies as a post or a rant but wanted to post it anyway.

Over the years have been treated for depression, anxiety, self harm, schizoaffective and most recently disasociation....
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 31-12-2009, 05:38 PM
Replies: 6,781
Views: 261,041
Posted By Marko
Mister Hyde, sounds similar to what i suffer...

Mister Hyde,

sounds similar to what i suffer from, psycs refuse to make an official diagnosis but have said that im basically suffering from disasociation. by this I think they mean...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-11-2009, 12:34 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 436
Posted By Marko
Just don't wish to discuss it. I've seen the...

Just don't wish to discuss it.

I've seen the lads I was with at the time but when this happened they were all outside having a smoke so can't verify it.

I next see my councellor on Friday and yes...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 21-11-2009, 07:13 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 436
Posted By Marko
lost grip on reality

Im not going to get into details, basically I'm suffering some form of disasociative disorder, depersonalization has been mentioned.

For as long as I can remember I have had difficulty telling what...
Forum: First Aid Advice 20-10-2009, 07:30 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,302
Posted By Marko
Sorry for breaking rules... Again! Cheers for...

Sorry for breaking rules... Again!

Cheers for the pointers, it's settled down a fair bit today and is starting to be sore so I guess sensation is returning. I'll keep a close eye on it and if it...
Forum: First Aid Advice 19-10-2009, 10:19 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,302
Posted By Marko
Burnt my arm on the oven

Completely by accident managed to push up against the oven shelf at 220c and as one would predict it has left it's mark.

Anyhow, it's clearly second degree burning. It's blistered forthe entire...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-10-2009, 10:11 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 379
Posted By Marko
How do I get past this?

Don't know where to start so here I go, head first with my legs bound.

Me, I started a new course of humanistic therapy last week for my detachment issues. Don't know if it's going to work, honest,...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-10-2009, 07:48 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 424
Posted By Marko
Any recommendation on good places to hide?

Any recommendation on good places to hide?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-10-2009, 06:44 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 424
Posted By Marko
not really of any help no. things are not looking...

not really of any help no. things are not looking good here, especially for my grandad. he is now on a ventilator and we (the family) have been asked if he has a DNR :'(

as for my session today....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-10-2009, 06:24 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 424
Posted By Marko
Down and out

Don't really know what I'm doing on here, you lot can't help on this one.

Ok, I'm strugglig worse than I have in a long time, off to see new shrink tomorrow who specialises in depersonalization...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 04-10-2009, 09:41 PM
Replies: 6,781
Views: 261,041
Posted By Marko
Bb, no support yet, waiting game comes to an end...

Bb, no support yet, waiting game comes to an end 9am on Friday 9th... Gt first session with someone who specialises in this crap. No idea what to expect and after so long of living like this my hopes...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 04-10-2009, 06:29 PM
Replies: 6,781
Views: 261,041
Posted By Marko
I was only made aware of this group of issues...

I was only made aware of this group of issues about 4-5 month ago.. after apparently suffering DPD for most of my life...

its not a widely known area of psycology, a lot of pros are strangers to it...
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