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Forum: Veterans Board 01-02-2018, 03:19 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,558
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Heart checking in after several years awol

Hey,

I used to post on RYL quite a lot, mainly whilst i was really ill and needed the support. The journals were a great source of venting for me. I've just read through all my posts. Back then i...
Forum: General Chat 30-01-2016, 03:19 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,092
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Penguin 3 years on (sorry if wrong forum)

I know there used to be a "moving forward" or something sub section but it doesn;t seem to be here anymore

I just wanted to update. It's been 3 years or so since i last posted on RYL. Back then for...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-08-2014, 04:29 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I am broken And I'm so scared of what might...

I am broken

And I'm so scared of what might happen.

I miss you and I'm so sorry it has ended like this, I never wanted you to see this side of me. I hate that you have.
Forum: General Support and Advice 25-04-2013, 12:02 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,162
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I took a bit of an unorthodox view to it, and...

I took a bit of an unorthodox view to it, and actually put it on my online dating profiles. Reason being i wasn't working because of it so from expereince the minute they asked the question of "what...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-04-2013, 11:52 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 432
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Bookmark 1 Year Free

As of today, i am officially 1 year free of self harm. :hop:

Yesterday i got a job. :woot:

And 11 days it will be my one year anniversary with my bf. :inlove:

So i am feeling pretty positive...
Forum: General Support and Advice 24-04-2013, 11:41 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 476
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Thanks for this, i just got a job yesterday and...

Thanks for this, i just got a job yesterday and need to make a claim but had no idea how to :cry:
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 01-04-2013, 02:08 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 681
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I enjoyed it

I enjoyed it
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 18-01-2013, 01:54 AM
Replies: 26
Views: 1,412
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I've long since wondered if my bad meory is...

I've long since wondered if my bad meory is related to my bipolar/depression. I hate the fact i just can't seem to remember things :( even stuff i've done recently. Its like it just doesn't get...
Forum: General Chat 18-01-2013, 01:32 AM
Replies: 80
Views: 2,470
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
My lip. I wanted it done since i was 16..but...

My lip.

I wanted it done since i was 16..but never actually got it done till i was 20. I love it so much. i want to still have it at 80 (and still have purple/blue hair)
Forum: General Chat 18-01-2013, 01:30 AM
Replies: 71
Views: 2,948
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I have limited experience as i live up North, and...

I have limited experience as i live up North, and haven't really been down south much, BUT the people in rock soc who are from down south and have moved up here have all told me at some point they...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 18-01-2013, 01:23 AM
Replies: 123
Views: 5,546
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Hmm not sure how i feel...where do you draw the...

Hmm not sure how i feel...where do you draw the line? My username could be seen as negative but i actually have it as that as its part of my fave quote (see sig)...and i am kind of messed up...but...
Forum: General Support and Advice 11-01-2013, 12:50 AM
Replies: 2,836
Views: 96,639
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
"We'd like to offer you the job.."

"We'd like to offer you the job.."
Forum: General Chat 23-12-2012, 01:34 AM
Replies: 81
Views: 3,208
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Film and Media Production Hated it by the end...

Film and Media Production

Hated it by the end and feel it was pretty useless looking back..wish i'd done something else tbh
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 20-12-2012, 12:59 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,320
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Not personally. If anything it helps stop the...

Not personally.

If anything it helps stop the mania. Usually one sign i am getting manic is lack of sleep/not sleeping so taking a zopiclone usually halts it in its tracks.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 20-12-2012, 12:58 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 931
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Zopiclone at times has been invaluable to me. I...

Zopiclone at times has been invaluable to me.

I have it as and when needed (usually if i feel my mood heading manic as when i do i tend not to sleep) and it is a massive help. Knocks me out and i...
Forum: General Chat 20-12-2012, 12:55 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,668
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I've always loved LP I would never for a second...

I've always loved LP

I would never for a second of imagined he might be capable of something like this. I really hope it's not true. But if it is i shall obv lose a massive amount of respect for him...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-12-2012, 11:01 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I am really not feeling well right now. I am...

I am really not feeling well right now. I am fighting this as hard as i can. I'm so scared i'm going to lose you. Please don't leave me :crying:
Forum: General Chat 01-12-2012, 01:20 AM
Replies: 54
Views: 1,815
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Nobody in my immediate family is mentally...

Nobody in my immediate family is mentally ill..i'm the exception.

Though i do have a great aunt who has some MH problems, and she once told me my great grandmother had depression-i have no idea how...
Forum: Veterans Board 28-11-2012, 11:17 PM
Replies: 21
Views: 1,259
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I sent every single letter i had from my psych,...

I sent every single letter i had from my psych, and a diary i'd kept over a few weeks to show what it was like on a day to day basis.

Oh and make copies of everything-makes it a lot easier when it...
Forum: General Chat 27-11-2012, 01:48 AM
Replies: 44
Views: 1,892
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Bf has on occasion worn eyeliner.....and it suits...

Bf has on occasion worn eyeliner.....and it suits him...mmm *goes into a gooey eyed horny dream like state*
Forum: General Chat 27-11-2012, 01:46 AM
Replies: 43
Views: 1,572
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
My flatmate leaving the toilet seat up. Grr why...

My flatmate leaving the toilet seat up.

Grr why can't he be like my bf and leave it down?

That and the fact my flatmate ALWAYS eats my cheese....nothing else..just my cheese.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-11-2012, 09:35 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 875,664
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
I do trust you. But i don't trust HER. Plese just...

I do trust you. But i don't trust HER. Plese just ignore her cos i have a feeling she will try anything to get you back.
Forum: General Support and Advice 18-11-2012, 10:57 PM
Replies: 2,836
Views: 96,639
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Just tell me she means nothing to you and that...

Just tell me she means nothing to you and that you don't still have feelings for her. Please. I need to know that.
Forum: General Support and Advice 21-10-2012, 04:32 AM
Replies: 2,836
Views: 96,639
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
"i love you for being you, fat or...

"i love you for being you, fat or thin"

"i believe you can do this"
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 12-10-2012, 11:04 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 770
Posted By xXMessedUpXx
Bookmark A few painting i've done

Starter Pokemon
https://fbcdn-sphotos-e-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/30758_733953706523_1034102805_n.jpg

Kermit and Miss...
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