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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 03:57 PM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
pushing it up again, sorry but im such an...

pushing it up again, sorry
but
im such an idiot.
this is my fault, obviously.
why would i do this?? why would i want this??
ashakes, vomiting, dizzy, out of it head...
no sense whining about it, i...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 03:17 PM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
ffs..add add add, sorry everything is so weird....

ffs..add add add, sorry
everything is so weird. started yesterday. up up uop. plus up iover 24 hours now.
it cant be real. they cant eb gone.

i start to realize it and feel like a chiold all the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 03:11 PM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
sick. i ahte the sick part...ugh.

sick. i ahte the sick part...ugh.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 02:17 PM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
thank you, i didnt say thankyou.

thank you, i didnt say thankyou.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 02:17 PM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
cooking. yes. cooking will help. good idea. used...

cooking. yes. cooking will help. good idea.
used to sew.
should asgain
have a machine now
a good one
oh soooo much right now
head exploding, all the things ive not been doing and its os easy to see...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 11:47 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
I dont thinK I can do this. I dont think I wznt...

I dont thinK I can do this. I dont think I wznt to.
Its just so easy, so fuckin easy.
just one more to rleax a bit more, ya know?

and there was no point putting this here, was there?
but im amazed...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 09-05-2013, 11:41 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 720
Posted By Merc
I was wondering how you were. So sorry to hear...

I was wondering how you were. So sorry to hear you have been feeling this distraught. Xx

Did something 'trigger' the need for you?

As above, is there anyone you are/can talk to? It doesn't sound...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 09-05-2013, 11:36 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 429
Posted By Merc
Grief affecting eating?

stupid title, sorry.
never had this before; where i want to eat and eat eat (and have been)....which has resulted in purging.
usually upset = loss of appetite.
Ive gained a bit already and..i hated...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 11:31 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
Or how much. Or if it's really fair to expect ppl...

Or how much.
Or if it's really fair to expect ppl so far away to care anymore than they have...
I havent been here in ages.
Ive given nothing lately.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 11:13 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
I don't know what to say.

I don't know what to say.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 11:02 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
want to be numbnumbnumbnumb forget that i have...

want to be numbnumbnumbnumb
forget that i have likely fvcked up the banking stuff.

sorry to ramble on and Im just bumping other posts down
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:51 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
I think the reality is finally hitting. I was...

I think the reality is finally hitting.
I was able to keep busy everyday; bringing her things, washing things, doctor things.
Now there is nothing.
it hurts os f ucking badly.
Knowing it was coming...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:39 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
if i did 'serious damage' then i would have...

if i did 'serious damage' then i would have another reason wouldnt i?

my head is stuck on what has just happened, both of them.
too soon.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:37 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
thx sketch darl.

thx sketch darl.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:36 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
so so much to do tomorrow. maybe this is why? id...

so so much to do tomorrow.
maybe this is why?

id say, "im scared'...might get replies/attention, but thats pretty shitty.
and im not.

oh im an ass.
what a socially awkward, jealous, insecure b itch...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:24 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
why cant i say it? ask for it?

why cant i say it?
ask for it?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:19 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
Maybe thats my cowards way out? Perhaps... A mix...

Maybe thats my cowards way out?
Perhaps...
A mix that should not be.
sounds like a harry potter reject line,

ok seriously.
i need to talk but am scared.

(If i request a name change, how long to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:15 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
Thx, Aimee. I hope you are ok lovely. Not here...

Thx, Aimee.
I hope you are ok lovely. Not here often but i thin you were struggling a bit...sorry to hear.
You are another that i wish could see what we see...
xox
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:12 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
Professional help right now (time wise) would be...

Professional help right now (time wise) would be admittance.
I did re-connect but things happened and ive not made a new appt. i like her tho. been thinking of it. at least trying, then i can say,...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 10:07 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
Thank you, Abbiee-123. Just the fact someone who...

Thank you, Abbiee-123.
Just the fact someone who understands ill listen/talk...much appreciated.
Thx youknowwho for pm...cant seem to see it/get into it tho...thx tho!

I always thought i could turn...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 09:46 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
i know my rep jhere...im sorry any help pls just...

i know my rep jhere...im sorry
any help
pls
just a bit of time
sorry
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 09:45 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
Thx Abbiee for the hugs!

Thx Abbiee for the hugs!
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 09:39 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
Thx Aimee. *phew* contact is...idk what. Thank...

Thx Aimee.
*phew*
contact is...idk what.
Thank you fro replying. You always do. No matter what you are facing, you still always reach out and mean it!
I tried that after 'recovery' but it wasnt...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-05-2013, 08:35 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,430
Posted By Merc
am so sorry...need some help

took forever to think a title, how sad.
I feel pathetic asking for help
unworthy annoying attention seeking pathetic

to be brief; have pills, wanting to take. not as a fatal, just a....break? a...
Forum: First Aid Advice 14-04-2013, 11:01 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 487
Posted By Merc
am thinking so, just again with chills then...

am thinking so, just again with chills then sick.either hot or cold no middle. blergh.
thought no lines was ok...
ah well own fault]\
thx all
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