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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-04-2012, 10:34 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 335
Posted By chaseitaway
Thank you so much for your responses. I don't...

Thank you so much for your responses. I don't know anyone else who self harms so it's good to hear that I'm not alone. I started seeing a counselor and it's been helping. We are working on some new...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-04-2012, 07:28 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,004
Posted By chaseitaway
You don't care. I get it now. It's ok, there are...

You don't care. I get it now. It's ok, there are people that really do. So you don't have to pretend to anymore. You're free of me. Congratulations.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-04-2012, 07:21 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 335
Posted By chaseitaway
SH to legitimize pain?

I think one of the major reasons I sh is to prove to myself that I'm actually hurting. Like it takes the buried stuff inside and puts it somewhere that I can see. I guess it proves to myself that I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-04-2012, 01:39 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,004
Posted By chaseitaway
All I need is one day. One conversation. One...

All I need is one day. One conversation. One chance to tell you everything I've been carrying with me for so long. You could take it, you're strong. I've tried to reach out and show you that I need...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 02-04-2012, 03:49 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 305
Posted By chaseitaway
And there goes one month. :/ I was so afraid I...

And there goes one month. :/ I was so afraid I was going to do something worse so I just did this instead. Ugh. I am going to try to talk to my teacher, but I feel like most important factor them are...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 01-04-2012, 12:10 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 305
Posted By chaseitaway
I've been having money problems and falling...

I've been having money problems and falling behind in school. I started a new job that I hate and I have to be up at 4 in the morning for it and then I have school all day after that. I literally...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-03-2012, 03:11 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 305
Posted By chaseitaway
I've never been this way before :/

Lately things have been rough. I haven't SH'ed in over a month, which I feel pretty good about. But I feel like other things are getting worse. Lately I've been having suicidal thoughts, and although...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-03-2012, 02:42 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 402
Posted By chaseitaway
This is amazing. Thank you very much!

This is amazing. Thank you very much!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-03-2012, 06:24 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 238
Posted By chaseitaway
Thank you guys! :)

Thank you guys! :)
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-03-2012, 01:32 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 238
Posted By chaseitaway
Breathing *Positive*

So I took up jogging recently. I used to hate it but I've learned when you're jogging that you have to control your breathing and keep it slow and steady. Now when I jog I don't have to stop and can...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 09-03-2012, 12:21 AM
Replies: 20,492
Views: 1,012,503
Posted By chaseitaway
Aftermath - Hillsong United

Aftermath - Hillsong United
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-03-2012, 11:01 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 355
Posted By chaseitaway
How are you feeling today? Did something happen...

How are you feeling today? Did something happen to cause the relapse? Do you have anyone you can talk to? Nine months is a wonderful achievement, and you should be so proud! One slip up doesn't mean...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-03-2012, 10:54 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 352
Posted By chaseitaway
It is not right for anyone to make you feel the...

It is not right for anyone to make you feel the way that he does. It is not right for anyone to ever put their hands on you for any reason. He says the things that he says to try to confuse you into...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-03-2012, 04:13 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 456
Posted By chaseitaway
Hey, thank you for responding. I went almost 2...

Hey, thank you for responding. I went almost 2 weeks and then gave in the night before last. My counselor is not helpful and I'm not sure what else to do.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-03-2012, 11:56 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 456
Posted By chaseitaway
Ugh having bad urges. I went for a run already,...

Ugh having bad urges. I went for a run already, and I have to be at school in an hour. I really just want to stay home.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-03-2012, 03:01 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 456
Posted By chaseitaway
Maybe you're right, maybe he's not the right fit....

Maybe you're right, maybe he's not the right fit. It took so much to finally see anyone though and Idk if I want to go through that again. I just keep thinking things were so much better when I was...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-03-2012, 02:33 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 350
Posted By chaseitaway
You should be very very proud of your one year...

You should be very very proud of your one year clean, that is amazing! Don't think this as a starting over in your recovery. One slip-up doesn't set you back a year. Take a deep breath and keep doing...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-03-2012, 02:27 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 456
Posted By chaseitaway
Thank you guys. I just feel like I don't have the...

Thank you guys. I just feel like I don't have the right to say what I want to say. People keep telling me I should just get over it, but I don't think it works that way. I started seeing someone, but...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-03-2012, 05:32 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,004
Posted By chaseitaway
I need you, but you are starting to look a lot...

I need you, but you are starting to look a lot like everyone else. And where are they? I can't pull my mask off for you, and I don't think you want me to. Can you really not see through it, or have...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 02-03-2012, 05:01 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 456
Posted By chaseitaway
Why can't support be for me, too?

Lately I've been struggling between what to do. I know I should deal with the monsters from my past, but it's hard when everyone looks at me and sees me being successful (even though I worked so hard...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 02-03-2012, 04:45 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 481
Posted By chaseitaway
I think you're doing great And I'm glad you're...

I think you're doing great And I'm glad you're feeling better. Well need friends to pull us out of our funk sometimes. You should be proud of yourself, 8 months is a long time! If you need to talk...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 01-03-2012, 11:59 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 481
Posted By chaseitaway
Hey hun.. How are you?

Hey hun.. How are you?
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-02-2012, 03:13 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 367
Posted By chaseitaway
Something like that happened to me as well. I had...

Something like that happened to me as well. I had my first meeting and afterward he told me that he used to sh. I didn't really react either, but I definitely want to tell him that it helped me that...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-02-2012, 03:26 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 284
Posted By chaseitaway
I can't get an appointment with her until next...

I can't get an appointment with her until next week, which will be too late. She emailed me back once but didn't answer my question. I feel like until she does I have to just keep going with my...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-02-2012, 04:55 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 284
Posted By chaseitaway
Exhausted.

I'm sorry post in here, I just need...I honestly don't know what I need anymore. I want to be done with this so bad. I am just so tired. I have a ridiculous course load and I'm trying to drop some...
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