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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-12-2019, 03:50 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,286
Posted By washedoutdreamer
What do you tell kids who ask questions about your scars?

My left arm is heavily scarred from cutting.
Tonight at dinner, my three year old nephew Allen for the second time, "what happened?" pointing to my scars.
He also asked at Thanksgiving dinner. My...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 28-09-2014, 03:51 AM
Replies: 36
Views: 1,741
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Learning how to be around people again when...

Learning how to be around people again when you're so used to being alone with your rituals is hard. But I've been on the med you mentioned and it helped me a lot. If you do decide to go off it ever...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 27-09-2014, 11:54 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 758
Posted By washedoutdreamer
I can't I'm going right before work and I don't...

I can't I'm going right before work and I don't think I'd want to have anyone there either.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 27-09-2014, 07:51 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 758
Posted By washedoutdreamer
I think I'm going to try to mention it on...

I think I'm going to try to mention it on Thursday. But I doubt I'll say a lot....actually I'll probably end up saying I don't want to talk about it yet, knowing me. And it might be in the last five...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 26-09-2014, 03:24 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 758
Posted By washedoutdreamer
I'm not exactly concerned and wanting help. I''m...

I'm not exactly concerned and wanting help. I''m wishywashy at best. Mostly I just feel like I should tell someone not like I want to. I guess that makes it all the more difficult. Because I feel...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 26-09-2014, 04:37 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 758
Posted By washedoutdreamer
you're right. I may never feel like it's a real...

you're right. I may never feel like it's a real problem. I guess I'm going to try and mention it to my counselor Thursday....but it's just going to be really hard because I feel like I'm at a point...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 25-09-2014, 03:15 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 758
Posted By washedoutdreamer
It's still only muted feelings but I think that...

It's still only muted feelings but I think that with the pressure of a new job is probably the cause.
I guess I just have trouble taking myself seriously when it comes to this. I'm good at...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 25-09-2014, 12:33 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 758
Posted By washedoutdreamer
A lot of that makes sense. I guess the new job...

A lot of that makes sense.
I guess the new job doesn't feel like a lot of pressure because I'm excited about it and really enjoy the training we're doing now.
But I don't feel so much like I have...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-09-2014, 05:30 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 920
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Remember that mental health problems can also be...

Remember that mental health problems can also be caused by a chemical imbalance in your brain. This means that you can be depressed, anxious, etc because your brain is telling you these things...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-09-2014, 05:19 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 432
Posted By washedoutdreamer
It sounds like you're in a really hard spot right...

It sounds like you're in a really hard spot right now. It is wicked frustrating to have to start over again but remember that you can do this. You've proven that to yourself in the past. I hope you...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-09-2014, 03:23 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 758
Posted By washedoutdreamer
I guess the hardest thing about it right now is...

I guess the hardest thing about it right now is that I did gain some weight over the summer so it doesn't feel like such a big deal right now. I know that's an excuse....but it feels like anyone I'd...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 23-09-2014, 06:27 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 758
Posted By washedoutdreamer
new job and feeling the pull of ed

I just started a job.
Training actually began Monday.
I'm excited and loving it.
But.
I'm also feeling the pull of ED.
I've been in sort of a dormant period with my ed for a few months now.
I...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 28-12-2011, 04:13 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 256
Posted By washedoutdreamer
alone.

I move back in to my apartment for school in 24 days.
I'm so excited.
But I'm so scared.
Because I'm still struggling with denial.
And I feel like everyone's just going to expect me to come back to...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-12-2011, 04:13 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 337
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Hope,

I love the movie Pheobe In Wonderland...
There's a line that always sticks in my head though.
At one point Pheobe asks
Are you always supposed to feel hope?

It always gets me.
Because are we?
I...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-12-2011, 03:11 AM
Replies: 84
Views: 3,465
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Stepping on the scale doesn't make you dumb. It...

Stepping on the scale doesn't make you dumb. It means you went back to what you're used to and feels comfortable. It doesn't make you dumb. You're not dumb love. *hugs*
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-12-2011, 12:53 AM
Replies: 84
Views: 3,465
Posted By washedoutdreamer
babydoll, I'm reading all this and right now I...

babydoll,
I'm reading all this and right now I think it's not helping. I understand where you're coming from and your frustrations and I understand why other people are defending what they're saying....
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-12-2011, 12:36 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 369
Posted By washedoutdreamer
I just. I'm so frustrated with everything. I over...

I just.
I'm so frustrated with everything.
I over drew my bank account.
I'm conflicted about Christmas.
And I don't know what to do anymore.
It like exhausts me to even try anymore.
And today my mom...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 19-12-2011, 01:37 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 369
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Right now...it doesn't even feel worth it anymore.

Right now...it doesn't even feel worth it anymore.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-12-2011, 04:25 PM
Replies: 84
Views: 3,465
Posted By washedoutdreamer
I don't know if this would work for you but it...

I don't know if this would work for you but it did for me sometimes. Put all the laxatives and dieuretics and that in a box. Tape it shut. The next part you can do or have someone else do for you if...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-12-2011, 04:05 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 369
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Next appointment is Tuesday. I'm just so scared...

Next appointment is Tuesday.
I'm just so scared to say anything.
Because I mean...
When I was in the hospital last year...
My mom actually said it was because I said something dumb...
She didn't...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-12-2011, 08:24 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 537
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Eds are a coping mechanism. An unhealthy coping...

Eds are a coping mechanism. An unhealthy coping mechanism, but a coping mechanism. It makes sense that grief would trigger you.
I don't know if that helps. To know it's not weird or anything.
You're...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-12-2011, 08:17 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 561
Posted By washedoutdreamer
it's just. It's so hard. So hard to have loved...

it's just. It's so hard. So hard to have loved Christmas and everything about Christmas and then to have it make you so unbearably sad that you want to hate it. I want to skip it but I can't and it...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-12-2011, 08:02 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 319
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Depression can diminish appetite. Could it maybe...

Depression can diminish appetite. Could it maybe be something along those lines? And if you eat better when your girlfriend or family are around....maybe your being lonely or feeling alone could be...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-12-2011, 07:54 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 531
Posted By washedoutdreamer
Your ed isn't a sign that you don't appreciate...

Your ed isn't a sign that you don't appreciate what you have. What is it that makes you think the two are related? Is it maybe that you think if you told your folks they'd be mad because they did...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-12-2011, 07:32 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 369
Posted By washedoutdreamer
I just don't understand how I can know and not...

I just don't understand how I can know and not know at the same time.
How I can be in denial and realize I'm in denial and still not recognize that this is a problem.
I stepped on the scale today
Not...
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