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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-03-2012, 12:42 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 1,940
Posted By rara avis
Casey, I'm back now. Ash gave me a hug for you...

Casey, I'm back now. Ash gave me a hug for you too. I look forward to talking to you later.

Duck,
I'm looking forward to getting the remote control car, it will be fun. What your friend did sounds...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 24-03-2012, 11:12 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 278
Posted By rara avis
Niniane, I'm sorry you are struggling with...

Niniane,
I'm sorry you are struggling with voices. I have schizophrenia and I hear them too. It can be so incapacitating I know. I'm not keen on meds right now, but what have you tried in the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-03-2012, 07:48 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 1,940
Posted By rara avis
Duck, no need to apologise. I understand. My Dr...

Duck, no need to apologise. I understand.

My Dr thinks i have insomnia, i don't get much sleep at all. Even with sleeping tablets.
I could try some yoga, I've never done it before.

I'm ordering a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-03-2012, 01:27 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 1,940
Posted By rara avis
Thanks Duck for your continued support, I really...

Thanks Duck for your continued support, I really appreciate it.

My sleeping is poor, though slightly better than before, got two and a bit last night.
I know gpyou are right about the drinks, but...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-03-2012, 12:23 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 1,940
Posted By rara avis
I am behaving. They still have me on 15 minute...

I am behaving. They still have me on 15 minute obs. That's a good idea, I'll look at it like going undercover, I like that. Undercover.

I think you are ok too. I'm glad things are as they should be...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-03-2012, 08:38 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 1,940
Posted By rara avis
Thank you everyone. It's so nice to come back and...

Thank you everyone. It's so nice to come back and see all the messages. Much appreciated, thank you.
I'm on 15 minute obs at the moment, not allowed off the unit and getting my heart rate checked a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-03-2012, 05:35 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
Thanks Duck My Psychiatrist thinks I have...

Thanks Duck
My Psychiatrist thinks I have insomnia.
I'm trying to drink the drinks but I don't see the point. I saw my Psychiatrist and there is nothing he can do. I've had enough. I might be going...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-03-2012, 07:23 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
I'm worried that my Dr won't be able to do...

I'm worried that my Dr won't be able to do anything more. Then I'm screwed. I just can't go on like this, I don't want to do it anymore. I'm so tempted to run, go home and tell Ryan I love him and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-03-2012, 02:39 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
Thanks Duck, It's hard not to think of the rest...

Thanks Duck,
It's hard not to think of the rest of my life though. This will be with me forever.
It's difficult to watch tv at the moment with the voices so loud, I'm wearing my headphones all the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-03-2012, 01:34 PM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
Monday seems so far away. And I don't think there...

Monday seems so far away. And I don't think there is anything he can do. I'm already in hospital, on meds (that aren't working)
I just want it all to stop. I can't handle it. I want out....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-03-2012, 07:06 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
Thanks Casey, you're great. Thanks for the hugs....

Thanks Casey, you're great. Thanks for the hugs. I'm trying, I think.

It helped a little bit but I didn't get far as I am having a lot of trouble focusing.
I did draw that yes. I'm trying to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-03-2012, 01:49 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
I am so very grateful for the support and...

I am so very grateful for the support and encouragement, but I don't think I can do this.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2012, 08:30 PM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
Thank you Red riding Hood, for the depth of your...

Thank you Red riding Hood, for the depth of your reply.
I just feel so hopeless, and sort of believe things can get better, but i dont see it happening any time soon. I just don't know how much...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2012, 09:49 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
Thanks Oly and Red Riding Hood. Your responses...

Thanks Oly and Red Riding Hood. Your responses mean a lot to me. I thought no one would reply.

Oly, I will talk to my Dr about meds again. I'm off the chlorpromazine and back on the aripiprazole. So...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2012, 06:45 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 386
Posted By rara avis
I agree with what Tig said. The fact that you...

I agree with what Tig said. The fact that you slipped up doesn't negate he fact that you went weeks without self-harming.
Why did you discharge yourself?
Do you know what triggered you to cut...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2012, 06:41 AM
Replies: 3,720
Views: 130,998
Posted By rara avis
Hey Oly, sorry you are in so much pain, it must...

Hey Oly, sorry you are in so much pain, it must be awful. I hope you can manage to soothe the pain somehow. I've been thinking of you and hoping you are ok. How are you aside from the pain?
Rara
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2012, 06:38 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,399
Posted By rara avis
Hey Drew, We haven't spoken but I wanted to send...

Hey Drew,
We haven't spoken but I wanted to send you well wishes.
You deserve this thread and you deserve support.
I'm sorry you are struggling so much. You can beat this, you can.
Try to take...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2012, 06:35 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 990
Posted By rara avis
I've started thinking about suicide *update* Alex is in the cardiac care unit. Nearly stable

I'm sorry for posting again.
I'm struggling a lot with the Voices and being watched/monitored. I self harmed quite badly the other night and had to get quite a few stitches. I'm so tired and sick of...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 16-03-2012, 06:29 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,649
Posted By rara avis
The 'if you are feeling suicidal, post here' thread

I'm really struggling at the moment and for the first time am thinking about suicide. I saw the aforementioned thread and had a look. It makes me very worried because so many people are posting there...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2012, 12:46 AM
Replies: 74
Views: 2,527
Posted By rara avis
Hey Oly, I've been on Quietiapine, ziprasidone...

Hey Oly,
I've been on Quietiapine, ziprasidone and now aripiprazole?
I'm struggling. Don't know what to do with myself. Trying to stay busy and distracted.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-03-2012, 12:25 PM
Replies: 74
Views: 2,527
Posted By rara avis
I was panicking, the Voices were all saying...

I was panicking, the Voices were all saying horrible things saying i had to hurt myself or people would die, about the Spybots and how someone I saw on the street was a Spybot and I had to kill them...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-03-2012, 09:32 PM
Replies: 74
Views: 2,527
Posted By rara avis
I'm at uni, with my headphones in, don't know how...

I'm at uni, with my headphones in, don't know how it's going to go taking them out for class. I stole a knife from the hospital kitchen for protection, in case the Spies/Spybots that are following...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-03-2012, 08:37 PM
Replies: 74
Views: 2,527
Posted By rara avis
Last time I was going to in. But you may be...

Last time I was going to in.
But you may be right, I don't want the police to find me..
I feel so trapped, and watched and the Voices are horrible. I can't escape
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-03-2012, 01:15 AM
Replies: 74
Views: 2,527
Posted By rara avis
I might look into that. I am being controlled by...

I might look into that.

I am being controlled by the staff, the are sedating me and making me drink god knows what to make me docile and slow. The Spybots are involved. I've refused the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-03-2012, 10:15 AM
Replies: 74
Views: 2,527
Posted By rara avis
Duck and Oly, thank you. I have no idea how I'd...

Duck and Oly, thank you.
I have no idea how I'd even go about getting a support worker, I might look into it.
The only side effects I get are tiredness (although I'm still having a lot of trouble...
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