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Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 29-12-2014, 08:58 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 870
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you for all the hugs, and Tig & Little...

Thank you for all the hugs, and Tig & Little cloud for the encouragement. Over the week I spent in Finland with my family I succeeded in keeping the rules for some of the time, and failed other...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 19-12-2014, 07:15 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 870
Posted By Muruluisku
Muru's rules for Christmas

I'm going to my mum and dad's for Christmas against my therapist advice...She doesn't think I'm strong enough yet, but I just want to be like everyone else around me and spent the Christmas with...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 15-11-2014, 08:42 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 575
Posted By Muruluisku
I start with a Christmas poem as that time of...

I start with a Christmas poem as that time of year is approaching. I hope you like it (all comments welcome):


Prayer on the Holy Night:

Tonight Thy kindom come
Tonight Thy will be done
On earth as...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 15-11-2014, 08:40 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 575
Posted By Muruluisku
Heart Little Muru's poems

Hi everyone,

I've only just discovered this creative corner here. You guys are SO creative , wonderfully talented people!

When I was visiting my parents at my childhood home I found my old book of...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 09-11-2014, 09:10 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 825
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you JustC for explaining all that to me...

Thank you JustC for explaining all that to me *reaching to hold your hand if okay*

I think he did have some kind of abuse experiences himself as he somehow seemed to be on a same wavelength with me...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 09-11-2014, 08:46 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 1,164
Posted By Muruluisku
Hi Snow White, I hope that last message you...

Hi Snow White,

I hope that last message you wrote above has helped with sorting out your conflicting emotions.

I agree that you did show reluctance very clearly and that should be enough of a...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 02-11-2014, 08:19 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 825
Posted By Muruluisku
About my ex-boyfriend - Muru's story

How to get rid of this feeling of dread? It just comes and goes for no reason, especially when I'm alone. Luckily Ash, my darling boyfriend is around most of the time..but that also makes me wary at...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 02-11-2014, 07:53 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,293
Posted By Muruluisku
<3 ((((Duckling))) <3 *reaching for your...

<3 ((((Duckling))) <3
*reaching for your hand and sitting with you through these horrible feelings*

<3: Muru
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 26-10-2014, 07:27 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 709
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you lovelies for all the hugs *feeling...

Thank you lovelies for all the hugs *feeling cared for*

<3: Muru
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 26-10-2014, 07:25 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,293
Posted By Muruluisku
Oh Duckling <3 I know how hard it is to...

Oh Duckling <3

I know how hard it is to separate your good, kind and loving self from the monster that you feel. Maybe the monster and ugly feelings are at the forefront of your mind as you are...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 19-10-2014, 07:51 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 709
Posted By Muruluisku
Heart Update on Muru - Living despite of the abuse I've suffered?

Hello again,

I am sorry that I haven't been around for all this time. So much has happened I don't know where to start...

I made another almost successful suicide attempt when I stopped writing in...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 24-07-2014, 09:14 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you lovely Duckling, and Ziva for being so...

Thank you lovely Duckling, and Ziva for being so understanding.

I've been hiding again... After the thunder storms I couldn't handle how it felt and so I dumped my body and escaped out of my head....
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 18-07-2014, 03:33 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you for listening Ziva, and Duckling for...

Thank you for listening Ziva, and Duckling for staying with me <3

Tonight has been really bad with thunder storms. Lightning makes my body hurt and I can't sleep (I explained the flashback here:...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 15-07-2014, 11:23 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you Ziva for listening, and helping me feel...

Thank you Ziva for listening, and helping me feel I'm real, not a ghost. You're good with your words *shuffling over to sit by you* If you want to know about the bad stuff I've written about them...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 13-07-2014, 08:08 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you Duckling for the hugs and being so...

Thank you Duckling for the hugs and being so understanding <3

Now that I'm an in-patient out of "free will" and not under section anymore I have been able to get my phone back for when Im in my...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 12-07-2014, 12:24 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 605
Posted By Muruluisku
Nerve - Muru's poem

NERVE (it's a song... shame I can't share the melody..imagine fast pace, angry melodic rock..)

Sometimes I catch myself thinking
Wishing I could beam into your brain
The knowledge of how you hurt...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 09-07-2014, 08:57 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you for being so supportive Duckling...

Thank you for being so supportive Duckling <3


I'm so tired of this and tired of everything...I feel like I just want to sleep, nothing else.

<3: Muru
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 01-07-2014, 04:25 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,085
Posted By Muruluisku
Thanks for listening if anybody's reading...

Thanks for listening if anybody's reading this...

I wrote this song to my friend and gave it to him on Sunday in a card with box of chocolates as a thank you for everything. I also recorded it on my...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 28-06-2014, 08:35 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you for staying with me Duckling and Katie...

Thank you for staying with me Duckling and Katie <3

Im off section now :) So I'm kinda free to go, but not properly because I agreed to treatment. I'm going to have to stay for another three weeks...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 23-06-2014, 07:48 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you for being so supportive <3 I have...

Thank you for being so supportive <3

I have showed my therapist sections on my writings here, especially about things that trigger my flashbacks. She says I'm brave sharing with her even though I...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 18-06-2014, 10:24 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
Thank you so much for writing back and for the...

Thank you so much for writing back and for the comfort hug, and for helping me feel like you are out there thinking of me waiting for me to get better :)

I asked about an advocate from somebody here...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-06-2014, 09:20 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,472
Posted By Muruluisku
I'm in trouble - Muru's story

Hey,

Sorry I haven't been in touch for a while.. Im not doing so good at the moment. In fact, I was taken to a mental health hospital last month and been here for three week now. I got lost in a...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 08-06-2014, 10:55 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,085
Posted By Muruluisku
RESCUE ME I can say "thank you" in ten...

RESCUE ME

I can say "thank you" in ten different languages
I can say in Chinese "happy new year"
But though I try, I try, I don't know
how to get away from way down here.

I can face...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 17-05-2014, 03:35 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,085
Posted By Muruluisku
Thanks for listening guys :) I have found my...

Thanks for listening guys :)

I have found my words in therapy... A few words anyway, but I guess that's better than being completely mute.

My therapist asked this week about how I like to express...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 09-05-2014, 09:13 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,292
Posted By Muruluisku
Doesn't matter Ducklin, at least I know you're...

Doesn't matter Ducklin, at least I know you're here with me...*reaching for your hand* Thank you for that.
<3: Muru
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