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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-01-2017, 05:59 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,547
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
The mental health services around here are...

The mental health services around here are shocking. There's a twenty week waiting list, I don't even know how to fix myself any more. I know I need help, but I also know I'm not going to get it from...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-01-2017, 06:56 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,547
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
I've been to the GP, and was signed off work for...

I've been to the GP, and was signed off work for the past 8 weeks but I'll have to go back to work soon :( I asked my partner to leave the house for a couple of days. I really don't feel like he...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-01-2017, 12:38 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,547
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Red Pregnant and Depressed - potential triggers- Struggling with dark thoughts

It's been many years since I properly posted on here... I just don't feel like I've anywhere to go for help.

I am almost 20 weeks pregnant, and have been struggling with depression throughout this...
Forum: Introductions 04-07-2014, 09:57 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 600
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Should add that although my join date on this...

Should add that although my join date on this account as 2007, I had another account before that lol :)
Forum: Introductions 04-07-2014, 09:55 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 600
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Old member returning after over 2 yrs? (Vague SH Mention)

Hello - my name is Rainbow Angel - I used to hang out here for years... first joined almost ten years ago if my calculating is right?

Anyway... I've not logged on here for years... not self harmed...
Forum: First Aid Advice 18-11-2011, 08:29 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,106
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
In UK: Suicidal thoughts and A&E

What will happen if I go to A & E and tell them I feel like I'm not safe anymore. NHS Choices advise A & E but i'm scared. Help please?
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-04-2011, 06:29 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 834
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Hey Libz :) I don't really know why I still want...

Hey Libz :)

I don't really know why I still want to restrict and take laxatives anymore - it just feels *that* out of control. The persuit of numbers is like a persuit of grade - it's about the...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 17-04-2011, 01:36 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 834
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
CPN/Specialist: Told me my BMI...

Soooo after avoiding knowing what my height was for so long the specialist I went to see for the first time blurted it out as if I should know it.... I thought I was shorter than I actually am so I...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 31-03-2011, 12:37 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 599
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
I used to struggle with whether or not my eating...

I used to struggle with whether or not my eating problems were Selfharm or not. I've always had eating problems but have gone through periods of recovery for self-harming (which was cutting). When I...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 31-03-2011, 12:31 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 677
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
PS. I do know how it feels, I had to stop driving...

PS. I do know how it feels, I had to stop driving when I had fainting episodes last year... hope you find a way to cope without it but I understand it just makes you feel so lost when you can't hop...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 31-03-2011, 12:30 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 677
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
I don't normally loiter over here - usually on ED...

I don't normally loiter over here - usually on ED thread but just saw this and wanted to send hugs...! I'd be gutted and it's understandable you're upset - especially when you've taken care to make...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 31-03-2011, 12:27 PM
Replies: 53,393
Views: 1,482,333
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
*loiters*

*loiters*
Forum: Eating Issues Support 31-03-2011, 09:46 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 536
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
:) Thanks sweetie that makes me smile. Argh I...

:) Thanks sweetie that makes me smile. Argh I just feel like I've lost my feisty fighter side at the moment... I used to fight against anything that was bad now I just don't seem to care how much it...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 31-03-2011, 12:25 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 536
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
hell and beyond

Well hmm... I'm back from the family event I'd been dreading, and it was as abusive as I expected. I didn't really struggle too much, I just smiled through all the photos until I could go back home...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 22-03-2011, 10:08 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 616
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Not around - sorry

Hi guys - I'm not going to be around here for a while. I've got a lot going on, and lot's of doctors appointments, so I'm generally feeling like things are a bit risky at the moment. I decided I just...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-03-2011, 07:20 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 555
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
found this that I thought I'd share for anyone...

found this that I thought I'd share for anyone else who might be going through similar thoughts about GPs/Confidence... not totally relevant to my specific situation but might be helpful to someone...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-03-2011, 04:24 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 555
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Thank you shadow-light... that was my...

Thank you shadow-light... that was my understanding too so I was kind of hoping that would be the case, especially since I'm no longer a minor and there are no children around these people/at risk...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-03-2011, 09:42 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 555
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Important Questions - reference to abuse (but vague).

I've spoken before on RYL about my abusive past to varying degrees. I don't really want to go into that now. But I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment. I have some stressful times coming up,...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-03-2011, 03:10 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 811
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Bleurgh now I want to go to sleep >< I'm...

Bleurgh now I want to go to sleep >< I'm tired :'(
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-03-2011, 02:39 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 811
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
I think I will feel very proud if I don't start...

I think I will feel very proud if I don't start to increase again before this wedding next week... as the stress of being around my family gets worse so does my disorder so I've got to work really...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 20-03-2011, 02:30 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 601
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
I am starting slowly now, but nope the essay is...

I am starting slowly now, but nope the essay is not done yet. I'm passed even being stressed about it now.. I'm too drained to be stressed about it. Lol Smarties is such a mini person its...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 19-03-2011, 11:53 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 811
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Starting with a big :-) :-) I might give the cats...

Starting with a big :-) :-) I might give the cats a hug in a minute... lol. I find it hard to smile but it does come not entirely as a bad thing. I do want to be helped it is just so scary.

The...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 19-03-2011, 11:22 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,040
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Please do try and get some help like Lyddie...

Please do try and get some help like Lyddie suggests (hugs)



Is there no one who is covering the CPN's duties at all that you could be in touch with before you go away? Hang in there, and keep...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 19-03-2011, 11:13 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 601
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
They say thank you... Smarties has been very...

They say thank you... Smarties has been very naughty though - she decided to destroy the boots that I bought my sister for her wedding day (a week before the wedding) but I kinda found it funny too...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 19-03-2011, 02:56 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 811
Posted By Rainbow-Angel
Referral Letter Arrrrrrghhhhh!

Ok, I knew it was coming, but I just got my referral letter today... my psych warned me softly on Thursday but the letter today just reads so abrupt and yucky. I'm a bit scared now. Thank goodness...
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