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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-09-2018, 07:17 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,115
Posted By Rilic
I had to go to my GP, one of my cuts is infected,...

I had to go to my GP, one of my cuts is infected, and she said she'll try and get the cmht to move the appointment closer (it was set for January, which she said was ridiculous)
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-09-2018, 02:53 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,115
Posted By Rilic
A lot of alcohol and an awful CPN I hated. Being...

A lot of alcohol and an awful CPN I hated. Being able to be angry at someone helped me release a lot of the bottled energy, until it ended in a fight.

But now I've got no support at the moment. I've...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-08-2018, 03:25 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,115
Posted By Rilic
What's wrong with me

I went a year without self harming.

But now I can't seem to stop. It's all I can think about. I've done some very bad stuff, and it's in can't hide places, so I feel so uncomfortable going outside....
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-03-2018, 09:54 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,479
Posted By Rilic
I'm clean. I always clean, I'm just messy and...

I'm clean. I always clean, I'm just messy and don't tidy or organise. That only bothers me because mother used to be horrible about me being dirty, and I never was. Just messy.

Currently going to a...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 05-03-2018, 07:21 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,479
Posted By Rilic
Alcohol and mess

I've been a bit of a mess.
I started drinking about a year ago, and it's becoming a problem.
I started because without medication or psychological help, it was the only way I found to control my...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-10-2017, 02:40 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,596
Posted By Rilic
We had an actual, scheduled appointment for...

We had an actual, scheduled appointment for today, and he didn't turn up.
If he did, I'd have likely told to **** off, but it's more the fact that he didn't, on top of everything else, which is why...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-10-2017, 02:31 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,251
Posted By Rilic
Can you speak with the college, have a meeting to...

Can you speak with the college, have a meeting to go through what you need in place to study again.

I was in a similar situation, you could probably try apply for ESA, which is what I was on, and...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-09-2017, 12:24 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,880
Posted By Rilic
Looked into it, 2 different kinds. One is more...

Looked into it, 2 different kinds. One is more like a hospital, which I also hate the sound of. Others are much formal and friendly, less restrictions, I've seen them built out of old grand homes or...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 26-09-2017, 04:35 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,596
Posted By Rilic
Done with my CPN

I hate him so much.

Had psychiatrist to sort out anti-anxiety meds, and told her about my hallucinations getting worse, so she considered stopping my haloperidol if itn' not working before I told...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-09-2017, 05:59 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,781
Posted By Rilic
There's an event in Germany, Spiel Essen, and...

There's an event in Germany, Spiel Essen, and I've been so excited for it, and so terrified my anxiety will make it a horrible experience. That, and that I'm not getting the place in a mental health...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-09-2017, 04:16 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,781
Posted By Rilic
I had a huge anxiety attack, and ended up going...

I had a huge anxiety attack, and ended up going to cmht to see if my cpn was there. He saw me and realised the state I was in, I told him about my thoughts and my panic attacks, and he made calls...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-09-2017, 10:22 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,781
Posted By Rilic
*TRIGGER WARNING* want to self harm badly

*trigger, specific talk*

I've been doing really well for a while, but the urges to self harm have been growing stronger, and I know from the last few years of experience, the longer I leave, the...
Forum: General Support and Advice 30-08-2017, 02:33 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 874
Posted By Rilic
I would say.. sometimes reminding them of their...

I would say..
sometimes reminding them of their attitude, that's it's rude or inappropriate, in the sense that "what have I done to you?"
Asking them why are they being like that to you, what did I...
Forum: General Support and Advice 30-08-2017, 02:28 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 806
Posted By Rilic
When I've felt this way, I've written on paper...

When I've felt this way, I've written on paper what I have going on, not how I feel about it, just what I have, and stuck it up around my flat. It's not much help, but it does help to have it up when...
Forum: General Support and Advice 30-08-2017, 02:23 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 975
Posted By Rilic
Thank you. I'm gonna try talk to my doctor when I...

Thank you.
I'm gonna try talk to my doctor when I can get an appointment. But in the meantime I've got a medical bracelet I've put focal seizure on it with autism and anxiety. Whether or not that's...
Forum: General Support and Advice 23-08-2017, 08:59 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 975
Posted By Rilic
Partial seizures

Does anyone know about partial seizures?

It's been brought up before, but then because of my mental health problems they say it might be dissociation and no one really knows.

Sometimes I'm aware...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-06-2017, 04:22 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 2,068
Posted By Rilic
I feel about done with my cpn. He brought up...

I feel about done with my cpn.
He brought up moving out AGAIN, when he knows it upsets. He will keep saying "you'll have to move out eventually".. which I KNOW, but I need help to be okay to live on...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-06-2017, 11:51 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 2,068
Posted By Rilic
Staff realistically wont do checks that often....

Staff realistically wont do checks that often. They know if I'm bad, it's gonna be bad all night, and they try plans, but they also know they're probably gonna wake up in the morning to find I've...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-06-2017, 11:44 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 2,068
Posted By Rilic
Crisis team, whenever I've called, they just...

Crisis team, whenever I've called, they just recommend distraction methods, which is useless because I wouldn't be calling if I hadn't tried those already and they weren't working. there was a time I...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 04-06-2017, 03:39 AM
Replies: 16
Views: 2,068
Posted By Rilic
First, thank you for responding again. it really...

First, thank you for responding again. it really helps to have somewhere to talk things out. And I see you have this positive steps approach, which I can't see myself right now, but I keep reading it...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 03-06-2017, 02:32 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 2,068
Posted By Rilic
I don't think that's an ability. It just happens...

I don't think that's an ability. It just happens there haven't been any pressures, and I don't know how to handle when they're stuck on me like the other day. Last night was bad. Key worker was on...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 02-06-2017, 08:46 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 2,068
Posted By Rilic
I spoke to my key worker here. She said it looks...

I spoke to my key worker here. She said it looks like cpn is thinking of discharging me.
And he had said that during our meeting.
She told me services are changing, there's less funding, the one I'm...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 02-06-2017, 04:13 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 2,068
Posted By Rilic
He advised I write things down before me session,...

He advised I write things down before me session, and he offered me a life home afterwards, so I wouldn't have to go out and catch a bus.

Not a lot has changed in the last six or so years. I don't...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 02-06-2017, 03:58 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 2,851
Posted By Rilic
It reminds of being in hospital, a lady there was...

It reminds of being in hospital, a lady there was wandering around saying someone's trying to read her thoughts through the tv. And I remember thinking, if that was happening to me, I wouldn't tell...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 01-06-2017, 04:02 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 2,068
Posted By Rilic
Finally saw CPN

He gave me a letter, an appointment to see a therapist in a week. and told me he's referred me three times, finally getting seen, though. And I started getting upset then.
I told him I was nervous...
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