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Forum: General Support and Advice 25-03-2008, 07:41 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 884
Posted By black feather
Thanks guys. I'm ok now i guess. I just miss my...

Thanks guys. I'm ok now i guess. I just miss my dad now. Guess i will never truly accept that one moment he was there and the next he was just gone.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-03-2008, 01:54 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 569
Posted By black feather
thanks katey-lou, i appreciate the support

thanks katey-lou, i appreciate the support
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-03-2008, 01:11 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 569
Posted By black feather
ok, if i can just stop crying. guess everything...

ok, if i can just stop crying. guess everything will look better after i had a good night sleep.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-03-2008, 12:37 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 569
Posted By black feather
I plucked all my courage together and got the...

I plucked all my courage together and got the pills from the doctor again.

In a way i feel dissapointed cause i wanted to be off it, but i guess i was more ok when i was on them. Anyway, that is...
Forum: General Support and Advice 19-03-2008, 09:00 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 884
Posted By black feather
simple question

is it possible to only start grieving after a few years? my dad died about 5 years ago and i was always so busy looking after my mom and pleasing people that it only started hurting really bad now,...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-03-2008, 07:15 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 569
Posted By black feather
i haven't slept well, i feel like crying for...

i haven't slept well, i feel like crying for nothing. i am hanging on by a thread. my nerves are finished. my boyfriend thinks i should go back to the doctor and get more sleeping pills, but i don't...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-03-2008, 02:31 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 569
Posted By black feather
thanks, i wish i knew what to say, i just feel...

thanks,

i wish i knew what to say, i just feel so trapped and hopeless. sorry, but thanks everyone.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-03-2008, 01:07 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 569
Posted By black feather
thanks you guys, i am still feeling very low, i...

thanks you guys, i am still feeling very low, i wish i could tell you why, but to be honest, i don't really know. I just feel so cornered, useless, and like there is no point anymore.

It feels...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-03-2008, 09:13 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 569
Posted By black feather
don't want to anymore

I feel extremely low today. Today is one of those days that you feel, why bother?

I don't want to die, that much i know, but i don't want to live either. I spent most of the night thinking and...
Forum: Veterans Board 06-03-2008, 01:32 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,831,641
Posted By black feather
*starts checking in* is there still a corner...

*starts checking in* is there still a corner somewhere? I brought my own pillows and blankets....i just need a small space to cry in
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-03-2008, 10:02 AM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,311
Posted By black feather
absolutely amazing, thanks for sharing. gave me...

absolutely amazing, thanks for sharing. gave me the chills. It is just so sad that i can relate to everything shown and knows what it feels like...i just hope i get saved just like she did.

thanks...
Forum: General Support and Advice 03-03-2008, 11:26 AM
Replies: 1,431
Views: 80,623
Posted By black feather
dad, i'm sorry bout everything, i only wanted to...

dad, i'm sorry bout everything, i only wanted to make you proud, now i only want to survive.

i hope you loved me, you were my everything.

i will love you forever, look after Hestia.
Forum: General Support and Advice 03-03-2008, 11:24 AM
Replies: 1,431
Views: 80,623
Posted By black feather
sis, i'm sorry for not protecting you as i should...

sis, i'm sorry for not protecting you as i should have. i'm sorry for not playing with you more, i miss you. forgive me. sorry for turning out to be a failure and not what you looked up to.
sorry
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-02-2008, 07:27 AM
Replies: 190
Views: 7,250
Posted By black feather
I remember where i was, what i felt, what i...

I remember where i was, what i felt, what i thought. The previous night i spoke to someone about my past for the first time...that was 27 Feb 2007, It was like reliving everything again. I got no...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-02-2008, 03:58 PM
Replies: 53
Views: 40,344
Posted By black feather
my favourite quote. i hid it cause it might...

my favourite quote. i hid it cause it might trigger.
don't know who wrote it tho.

i'll draw you a picture
i'll draw it with a twist

i'll draw it with a razor
i'll draw it on my wrist

if i do...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-02-2008, 10:35 AM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,467
Posted By black feather
1. why do you self-injure - to breathe 2. have...

1. why do you self-injure - to breathe
2. have you ever been hospitalized for self injury - no
3. what are some reactions you get from people - that i must grow up
4. what are some reactions you have...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-02-2008, 03:26 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 347
Posted By black feather
me again

i'm sorry...me again...

I am feeling just so low. The world keep slowing down and everything just keeps happening in slow motion. I wish everybody would just leave me alone.

Everybody keeps...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 21-02-2008, 07:01 AM
Replies: 364
Views: 9,316
Posted By black feather
[ ] I like skinny jeans [x] Music is life. [x] I...

[ ] I like skinny jeans
[x] Music is life.
[x] I write/wrote poetry/song lyrics.
[] My hair covers part of my face
[] I wear band shirts
[] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[] I wear/wore converse
[] I...
Forum: General Chat 14-02-2008, 12:41 PM
Replies: 1,222
Views: 52,472
Posted By black feather
I feel like i want to say something. I have been...

I feel like i want to say something. I have been following the thread for the last couple of days and altho i didn't reply at first i just want to get something of my heart.

I'm sure everyone is...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-01-2008, 01:48 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 746
Posted By black feather
i wanna help too!!! I mailed you too

i wanna help too!!! I mailed you too
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-01-2008, 12:39 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 695
Posted By black feather
I am struggling to stop too, but here is 5 that...

I am struggling to stop too, but here is 5 that makes me motivated

Won't have to wear long sleeved clothes all the time
won't have to carry blades around all the time for just in case
no need to be...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 29-01-2008, 08:08 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 682
Posted By black feather
Just a question

I am just wonderring, have anyone ever lost your voice from purging?

I had a bad couple of days and now i lost my voice, did this happen to anyone else before?
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-01-2008, 10:22 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 1,310
Posted By black feather
Hunni, you don't want to turn down this road....

Hunni, you don't want to turn down this road. Everyday is a struggle, it makes everything worse, cause then you not only have to deal with everything that already is going on, but you have to deal...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 04-01-2008, 08:13 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 759
Posted By black feather
I'm sorry you feel bad now. I know what you are...

I'm sorry you feel bad now. I know what you are going thru. I feel the same way. The rush of it all ... but please try to stay safe. It is not worth it hunni.

Your bf is upset cause he cares about...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-01-2008, 07:33 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 642
Posted By black feather
I'm sorry you had a bad new years eve. I had a...

I'm sorry you had a bad new years eve. I had a good New Years eve, but a very crap New Years day. My mom was with me for a three week visit and we spend alot of time with lots of family. I don't...
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