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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-09-2013, 08:51 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 444
Posted By Elphiero
Wow. This is awesome. Thanks so much for posting...

Wow. This is awesome. Thanks so much for posting this!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-09-2013, 08:44 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 405
Posted By Elphiero
My fiancé is a great help, but he doesn't get it...

My fiancé is a great help, but he doesn't get it sometimes and it's hard to get the point across so I just shut down and don't even try and fake that I'm okay.

I've taken up archery and it's a...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-09-2013, 01:21 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 405
Posted By Elphiero
Now I can't stop.

Earlier this week I relapsed after a year and a half and now I find I can't stop. I've cut twice since then and no amount of willpower is helping. I kind of don't want to stop, but I know the...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-09-2013, 05:44 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 416
Posted By Elphiero
A year and a half gone.

I couldn't take it anymore. I don't even regret it... How screwed up is that? Yeah, worthless.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-09-2013, 06:47 PM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 171,183
Posted By Elphiero
When my friend found out that I used to her...

When my friend found out that I used to her response "THAT makes you truly crazy" and telling me I need to grow up.


Gee, thanks.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-09-2013, 06:42 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 412
Posted By Elphiero
I don't really know the details, I'm at work and...

I don't really know the details, I'm at work and will find out exactly what she said after work, but she's always on my case about growing up and being more positive. I don't feel like I act like a...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-09-2013, 04:36 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 412
Posted By Elphiero
Yeah, apparently I'm a screw up

I'm apparently a screw up to my friend and she doesn't even have the balls to tell me in person. She thinks I need to change, I'm not good enough the way I am. She told my fiancé all this and he told...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-09-2013, 09:12 PM
Replies: 19
Views: 804
Posted By Elphiero
You can't just "stop" it's a struggle....

You can't just "stop" it's a struggle. A daily battle with yourself just like any other addiction.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-09-2013, 09:08 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 831
Posted By Elphiero
I'm 25 and I've been told I'm too old still be...

I'm 25 and I've been told I'm too old still be struggling with it. I haven't cut in about a year and a half, but it's a constant struggle for me, even though I'm not a teen anymore. People can be so...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-09-2013, 05:43 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 463
Posted By Elphiero
One of my major ones is doing something outside...

One of my major ones is doing something outside my very small comfort zone and sky diving definitely falls in to that. I don't try new things because it might trigger an attack.

Once they set a...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-09-2013, 07:42 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 463
Posted By Elphiero
Panic attack triggers - no one gets it.

I obviously have issues with panic attacks, but no one in my life seems to really understand.

Today my friend who is also one of my bosses tells me that as an "team building" event for my office...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-09-2013, 04:38 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 585
Posted By Elphiero
I don't have insurance :( And yeah, that's good...

I don't have insurance :(

And yeah, that's good advice about my friend. My fiancé thinks I should do that too. I just have hesitations since I've only got one true friend left.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-09-2013, 05:31 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 585
Posted By Elphiero
My support at the moment is kind of non-existant....

My support at the moment is kind of non-existant. I've been considering professional support, but I don't think I can afford it.

I tried to explain to my friend how I feel about being treated like a...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-09-2013, 05:37 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 585
Posted By Elphiero
My strength is slowly leaving.

I'm not strong. Not anymore, at least.

Its been a year and 9 months since I last cut. I've been holding on pretty well, but I don't know how much longer I can.

Most days, I just want to scream....
Forum: Fun and Distractions 20-08-2013, 03:00 AM
Replies: 343
Views: 54,862
Posted By Elphiero
Pete's Dragon

Pete's Dragon
Forum: Fun and Distractions 14-08-2013, 04:28 AM
Replies: 4,380
Views: 227,483
Posted By Elphiero
My bedspread... turquoise is one of my favorite...

My bedspread... turquoise is one of my favorite colors ever!

Lime Green
Forum: Fun and Distractions 14-08-2013, 04:26 AM
Replies: 176
Views: 3,958
Posted By Elphiero
DontLookUp I type for a living :D (also typed...

DontLookUp

I type for a living :D (also typed all this whith my eyes closed!)
Forum: Fun and Distractions 14-08-2013, 04:24 AM
Replies: 343
Views: 54,862
Posted By Elphiero
Monstro

Monstro
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 02-03-2012, 02:35 AM
Replies: 67
Views: 1,968
Posted By Elphiero
I wrote a post about it on my blog today... Its...

I wrote a post about it on my blog today... Its personal and if you chose to read it, it might be triggering... but its just about my struggles and my story....
Forum: Fun and Distractions 26-02-2012, 07:46 AM
Replies: 4,380
Views: 227,483
Posted By Elphiero
my Nightmare Before Christmas blanket :) teal?

my Nightmare Before Christmas blanket :)

teal?
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-02-2012, 07:41 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 321
Posted By Elphiero
Its been almost 7 months since I quit cold turkey...

Its been almost 7 months since I quit cold turkey :) Its tough, but it feels great to be able to say that! You're awesome for doing what you're doing!! I wish you all the best.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-02-2012, 07:34 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 273
Posted By Elphiero
Its hard to cope right now.

I'm finding it really hard to cope today. I haven't cut in almost 7 months and I don't want to ruin that streak, but I'm overly anxious.

I auditioned to get in to a musical theatre workshop class...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 26-02-2012, 06:51 AM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,781
Posted By Elphiero
oh! Huge Disney nerd here!! I'm obsessed with...

oh! Huge Disney nerd here!!

I'm obsessed with the music from Tangled. Its brilliant. Princess and the Frog I saw an ungodly amount of times in the theatre and I'm in love with it. The Pixars make me...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-02-2012, 04:31 AM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 171,183
Posted By Elphiero
The ones I've gotten that I hate: "You're...

The ones I've gotten that I hate:

"You're too smart to do that to yourself"
I'm smart, yes, but that has nothing to do with it!

"Why? Its not like your life sucks that bad"
Okay, so I am kind of...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 18-02-2012, 08:39 AM
Replies: 12,272
Views: 250,909
Posted By Elphiero
Ninjaaa! (and my av is from the NBC show Smash!)

Ninjaaa! (and my av is from the NBC show Smash!)
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