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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-01-2012, 10:24 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 302
Posted By still hurting
I'm sorry your struggling right now, I know how...

I'm sorry your struggling right now, I know how hard it is. I'm sure you'd love to hear something more concrete, but all I can say is to remind you how strong you were to stop in the first place, and...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-01-2012, 10:17 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 338
Posted By still hurting
long term effect, dependency

For years when things went wrong in my life, when I was upset or just overwhelmed, when I had feelings too strong to handle, I had something to turn to. I had friends to turn to, and a supportive...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-09-2011, 05:00 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 390
Posted By still hurting
so sick of scars, everything fell apart.

it's been 1 year and 9 months since i last cut, in that time i graduated college moved twice and have had 3 amazing jobs. in june i moved across the country for this dream job amazing opportunity, i...
Forum: Veterans Board 07-07-2011, 01:45 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 339
Posted By still hurting
i did a horrible thing, i am a terrible person

So i just move 1,300miles from home to start a new job and a new life. I'm so excited, it was definitely time, my job's amazing and i'm so excited to live somewhere hot and sunny, both great things...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-06-2011, 04:37 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 312
Posted By still hurting
i wish i could forget

i'm about 1.5 years sh free, i just moved across the country to a new city for an amazing new job and to start my new life and career. it's so exciting, i miss home and my friends a lot but it was...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-01-2011, 06:15 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 309
Posted By still hurting
6 year anniversary

exactly 6 years ago i cut myself for the first time, since then its been 5 years of fighting now i've finally made 1 year free. i started after being stuck in my house alone with my parents in a...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-01-2011, 06:02 AM
Replies: 1,192
Views: 32,022
Posted By still hurting
bitch!

bitch!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-01-2011, 06:00 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 298
Posted By still hurting
sudden urges after 1yr free

december 2010 completes my 1 year sh free. i'm still covered in scars, i look at them everyday and will for the rest of my life. but i don't feel the urge to cut or even really think about cutting...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 20-12-2010, 06:04 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 380
Posted By still hurting
1 year

i finally made it 1 year, not like i've been telling people for ages, but for real honestly i haven't cut in a year. it was hard, it took a long long time, but my life is better without cutting....
Forum: General Support and Advice 02-11-2010, 01:49 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 522
Posted By still hurting
i know he didn't actually date rape me, it's more...

i know he didn't actually date rape me, it's more that i just feel like he used me that same way. we'll still be friends, we've known each other too long and care too much to loose our friendship,...
Forum: General Support and Advice 02-11-2010, 06:19 AM
Replies: 2,836
Views: 96,649
Posted By still hurting
i'm sorry i used you. you matter more than that...

i'm sorry i used you. you matter more than that to me.
Forum: General Support and Advice 02-11-2010, 05:56 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 522
Posted By still hurting
he made me the other woman

a couple weeks ago, i ended up in a situation where my best friend encouraged me to get really drunk, he was really drunk himself and used his relationship with me and knowledge of my life/weaknesses...
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-10-2010, 05:16 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 420
Posted By still hurting
drunken actions

last night was a friend's birthday, a bunch of us met up at a bar, drank a lot and spent a **** ton of money. around midnight when we left the bar my friend tim kinda invited himself and my friend...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-09-2010, 06:13 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 394
Posted By still hurting
it's fall and i think about cutting

it's fall, it's starting to get cold out,
when it's cold my fingers freeze, then get icy.
i pull down my sleeves,
i feel my icy fingers on my forearm like a cool blade
and i think about cutting,
i...
Forum: General Support and Advice 28-07-2010, 02:14 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 394
Posted By still hurting
my coworker is killing my soul

one of the women i work with, hellen, is the most depressing person i've ever dealt with. she's had a horrible life including a badly failed marriage, an alcoholic mother, a heroine addict sister, a...
Forum: Veterans Board 27-06-2010, 02:14 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 704
Posted By still hurting
too young to take care of my mom

a few months ago my mom lost her job, it's a long story but basically she got fired and totally didn't deserve it and now, seeing as she's 63, is essentially retired.

in may i graduated university...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 06:27 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 385
Posted By still hurting
i guess i just wish that people could understand...

i guess i just wish that people could understand that no matter how long i've gone without cutting, once in awhile it'll take all my energy to resist and i can't do that and be social at the same...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 03:12 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 405
Posted By still hurting
i just wish other people could understand

for 4 months in college i lived with these two girls, lisa and sarah we were all sort of friends and in the same classes but never really close. lisa, like me was a cutter. i'm pretty sure everyone...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 02:53 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 313
Posted By still hurting
realizations about family fights, communication, and cuttin

when my family fights what happens is one person gets annoyed or pissed off about something, usually something tiny like a tone of voice the felt they were spoken to in, the other person picks up on...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 02:35 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 385
Posted By still hurting
needing to be alone

i haven't cut in 8 months, and i am fairly confident that if i really want to i can live the rest of my life without ever cutting again. i sometimes miss it and occasionally get triggered, but for...
Forum: General Support and Advice 19-04-2010, 05:00 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 467
Posted By still hurting
why be mean?

i was walking to class this morning, i was a little late so i was hurrying but it's a 3 block walk so really no big deal. this women with a carful of people called out to me and asked to talk to me,...
Forum: General Chat 19-04-2010, 04:49 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 675
Posted By still hurting
i was 5 years old. i lived in boston but my...

i was 5 years old. i lived in boston but my family and i were driving from denver to pheonix on vacation. i think this was the first big news story i really payed attention to/ knew about. i...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-01-2010, 03:25 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 695
Posted By still hurting
cutting, it's like taking a bath

i love to take nice relaxing baths occasionally, not often, but once in a while slipping back and soaking in warm water just feels perfect. sometimes i'm in places or situations where i'd love be...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-01-2010, 03:12 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 819
Posted By still hurting
i go to school 5 hours from home and i was still...

i go to school 5 hours from home and i was still really close with people from home and cutting a lot when i started out freshman year. most universities have free or discounted counseling available,...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-01-2010, 01:49 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 479
Posted By still hurting
I'm a costume designer, right now i'm working on...

I'm a costume designer, right now i'm working on my final thesis project before i graduate, it's the first time i've ever been the real designer on a show, not just an assistant, it's a shakespeare...
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