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Forum: Veterans Board 22-11-2021, 03:52 PM
Replies: 23
Views: 8,372
Posted By SilentBoy
I wasn't a member back then, just a browser. But...

I wasn't a member back then, just a browser. But I remember it.
I miss those days. Tbh I miss the "busy" days of RYL in general. I walked away from RYL a few years back, and when I can back it was...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-11-2021, 03:46 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 2,986
Posted By SilentBoy
Thank you both. Arguably it's not been all that...

Thank you both.

Arguably it's not been all that healthy for me. Ignoring how I feel has made it worse in ways. I'm tired of fighting the urges. For years I've been getting by with the knowledge...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-11-2021, 02:06 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 2,986
Posted By SilentBoy
Do the thoughts ever stop?

I have been self harm free, in that I havent harmed, for quite some time now, about 6 years, maybe a little more, I'm honestly not sure.

But I wouldn't describe myself as "free". I think I can...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-06-2020, 09:43 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 4,035
Posted By SilentBoy
Thank you for your kind words. They offered me...

Thank you for your kind words.

They offered me CBT.

I can't stop thinking about my thinking. I can't stop thinking about cutting. I can't stop thinking about how much I want a diagnosis, just so I...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 10-06-2020, 03:37 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 4,035
Posted By SilentBoy
enough is enough

enough is enough
i have suffered for too long and put anything and everything ahead of my health for too long
waiting on the phone for a self referral, i should have done this a long time ago

i...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 03-03-2020, 05:17 PM
Replies: 24
Views: 13,379
Posted By SilentBoy
I have disabled my adblocker on RYL and the...

I have disabled my adblocker on RYL and the images still don't load
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-03-2020, 05:16 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 8,417
Posted By SilentBoy
The Scars of The Past

Itís always interesting to see other peoples scars, and how they make me feel like I should have put more effort into self harm.

OK so you donít know what they went through in comparison to...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 20-01-2020, 07:37 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,655
Posted By SilentBoy
Rewind back to chapter 24

It's been almost 4 years since I was on meds, and just like that I've travelled back in mind time and I'm back on the meds.

It doesn't matter how hard you try to adult, it'll chip away for ad long...
Forum: General Support and Advice 11-01-2020, 04:00 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,751
Posted By SilentBoy
Deliberately not looking after hygiene

If poor hygiene or generally not looking after your hygiene is a sign of depression, what does it mean if you are aware that you're not looking after your hygiene as best you should be but you just...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-09-2019, 06:33 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 1,949
Posted By SilentBoy
The Male Time of the Month

I think that to say every man has his own time of the month would be fair. When you boil down the biology, the female menstrual cycle is caused by a change in hormones, as such, a man can have his...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 30-08-2019, 10:04 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,163
Posted By SilentBoy
It did. But it also kinda worries me how much...

It did. But it also kinda worries me how much more I could add to the list, I just didn't have time.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-08-2019, 10:03 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 3,114
Posted By SilentBoy
Still pretty angry. But at the same time I kind...

Still pretty angry. But at the same time I kind of want to read the letters that I haven't yet read.
Forum: Veterans Board 30-08-2019, 10:01 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 8,431
Posted By SilentBoy
I think it's an option worth exploring, getting a...

I think it's an option worth exploring, getting a babysitter. We don't live far from the town center so we'd be able to go out while still being close enough to hope to not worry about being too far...
Forum: Veterans Board 26-08-2019, 02:47 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 8,431
Posted By SilentBoy
Struggling with a baby, life, and being an adult

Back in December my partner and I welcomed our baby girl to the world.

7 months down the line and I am really struggling. I have no idea if anything I do is the right thing to do. My partner feels...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-08-2019, 02:30 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 3,565
Posted By SilentBoy
It's personal preference really. What you feel...

It's personal preference really. What you feel most comfortable with.

Personally I am grateful for the fact that I can show my scars in public without caring who sees them, however I used to cover...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-08-2019, 09:33 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 3,114
Posted By SilentBoy
I found them in my flat. I took over the lease...

I found them in my flat. I took over the lease from my dad and they were in an envelope of papers and other junk I found when sorting through his stuff.

I did manage to do something other than...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 24-08-2019, 09:27 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,163
Posted By SilentBoy
Contents It scares me

It scares me how angry I get over nothing.

It scares me how I see all the negatives long before even one positive.

It scares me that one day you might realise that Iím really not that good a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-04-2019, 09:25 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 3,114
Posted By SilentBoy
The sins of the father, and the mother.

Today there came in to my possession certain letters of interest. Letters written by my mother to my father pertaining to their failing matrimony. In addition, several pages written by my father to...
Forum: General Chat 19-12-2017, 07:39 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,114
Posted By SilentBoy
I'm back.

Older member, went away. Long time lurker in the background. I was going to try and get a dark Knight / nights watch reference in here but I couldn't think of one.

So yeah. Hi.

Live long and shh.
Forum: General Support and Advice 15-08-2013, 03:14 AM
Replies: 2,259
Views: 45,745
Posted By SilentBoy
Well done Marie, that's awesome. With the...

Well done Marie, that's awesome.

With the exception of a few minor slip ups I'm 6 months free. I'm now entering uncharted territory.
Forum: General Chat 14-08-2013, 07:30 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 651
Posted By SilentBoy
Thank you

Thank you
Forum: General Chat 14-08-2013, 10:15 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 651
Posted By SilentBoy
Yeah not bad thanks. And yeah, it's been about 5...

Yeah not bad thanks. And yeah, it's been about 5 months give or take
Forum: General Chat 14-08-2013, 03:23 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 651
Posted By SilentBoy
Hey peeps :-) wasn't expecting such a warm...

Hey peeps :-) wasn't expecting such a warm welcome haha
Forum: General Chat 13-08-2013, 07:28 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 651
Posted By SilentBoy
Hello I'm back

Yeah... What the title says. I've kinda missed this place haha.
Forum: Fun and Distractions 14-05-2013, 07:36 PM
Replies: 8,609
Views: 414,121
Posted By SilentBoy
I'm not a perfect person There's many things I...

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've...
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