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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-02-2013, 11:28 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 467
Posted By frizzly
Walking a fine line between dead and alive *trigger*

This isn't how life is supposed to be. I'm not even living. I have no life. I spend my waking moments wanting to cut, to scratch, to burn, to die. My sleep is broken and full of nightmares.. I can't...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 11-02-2013, 10:19 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 715
Posted By frizzly
Thanks guys Tig I'm in Australia... The...

Thanks guys
Tig I'm in Australia... The policewoman who has been dealing with it all has been really nice but haven't been offered any other supports. I have my counsellor who is on holidays at the...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 07-02-2013, 03:57 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 715
Posted By frizzly
attraction to destructive relationships, save me

i was sexually abused in 2011 i never really dealt with it and it haunts me every single day, breaks me open again and again. i always get myself in these positions, being vulnerable to men and then...
Forum: General Chat 07-02-2013, 03:43 AM
Replies: 72
Views: 2,549
Posted By frizzly
i have 10 tattoos and about to get another one...

i have 10 tattoos and about to get another one tomorrow
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-03-2012, 01:08 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 649
Posted By frizzly
Sorry to post again. Just struggling lots. They...

Sorry to post again. Just struggling lots. They just keep drugging me to make sure I'm safe but I'm so tired of fighting tired of losing. Tired of being here. I wanna go home and die. Please someone...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-03-2012, 05:59 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 316
Posted By frizzly
Just wanted to say I'm thinking of you and here...

Just wanted to say I'm thinking of you and here if you wanna talk. I don't have many words x
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-03-2012, 04:49 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 754
Posted By frizzly
Just wanted to say I'm thinking of u and in the...

Just wanted to say I'm thinking of u and in the exact same position. I just got admitted this morning.... Pls feel free to pm me
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-03-2012, 03:58 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 649
Posted By frizzly
In hosp. At least I can hide here. I feel stupid....

In hosp. At least I can hide here. I feel stupid. I feel unsafe. I want to die. I want this to stop. I need a miracle. I don't want things to be like this. It's not fair on those around me. I feel so...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-03-2012, 05:52 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 649
Posted By frizzly
Thankyou. I'm being admitted to hosp tomorrow....

Thankyou. I'm being admitted to hosp tomorrow. I'm scared and angry at myself. But I didnt get a choice. I either agreed or got sectioned. I hate this so much
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2012, 07:01 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 649
Posted By frizzly
Thanks guys. I messed up with sh. I'll be ok. I...

Thanks guys. I messed up with sh. I'll be ok. I had a horrible night last night. OD and was in hosp. I didn't really mean it I just didn't think. I just don't know what to do I feel so pathetic and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-03-2012, 08:15 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 649
Posted By frizzly
What now :(

I dont know why I'm writing this. I don't really have any words. I just need a hug or a slap in the face or something to make me feel something different. Things just feel shit at the moment and I...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 19-12-2011, 12:57 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 489
Posted By frizzly
reflection

I see a girl who used to be whole but got shattered into amillion little pieces and wanted to disappear. She couldn’t see any point ingoing on and didn’t have the energy to put all the broken pieces...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 02-12-2011, 02:55 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 662
Posted By frizzly
well im here. its hard but i guess itll help....

well im here. its hard but i guess itll help....
Forum: Eating Issues Support 29-11-2011, 11:07 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 452
Posted By frizzly
hang in there. i know its hard but you can do it....

hang in there. i know its hard but you can do it. i used to find it easier to have it in small amounts rather than all at once... you could try that? *hugs*
feel free to pm me
Forum: Eating Issues Support 29-11-2011, 12:21 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 662
Posted By frizzly
thankyou everyone <3

thankyou everyone <3
Forum: Eating Issues Support 28-11-2011, 11:45 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 662
Posted By frizzly
Thanks guys. I'm going in on Thursday. I'm scared...

Thanks guys. I'm going in on Thursday. I'm scared but hopeful. I wanna be free from ED. But I dunno it's hard. But I guess it would be anyways. I'll give it a go.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 25-11-2011, 12:34 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 662
Posted By frizzly
inpatient referral :/

im being referred to an inpatient ED unit tht is 4 hours away from home. my eating and thoughts have slid massively lately and i cant control it. but im scared that im not "sick" enough for inpatient...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-11-2011, 09:15 AM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,170
Posted By frizzly
Going home Monday. Feeling better but anxiety...

Going home Monday. Feeling better but anxiety really high. Hoping that it settles down soon.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-11-2011, 09:07 AM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,170
Posted By frizzly
sorry about that. i ended up going back to the...

sorry about that. i ended up going back to the hospital and sleeping there...
i guess i have to take things a little slower and give myself time. i was soooo triggered at home it was scary and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-11-2011, 12:29 PM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,170
Posted By frizzly
hate this and not coping

hate this and not coping
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-11-2011, 12:28 PM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,170
Posted By frizzly
im still in hosp. have apt on wed :/

im still in hosp. have apt on wed :/
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-11-2011, 01:12 PM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,170
Posted By frizzly
they havent called abck and i don wanna bother...

they havent called abck and i don wanna bother them. im home on leave tonight and its been really hard i feel like ive failed myself :( its shitttt. i hate myself so much. i just dont know what to do
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-10-2011, 01:01 PM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,170
Posted By frizzly
Talking hurts. I didnt trust her. Can't do...

Talking hurts. I didnt trust her. Can't do it
Home next week ;). Pittty dad took my pills :( I had a good Collection. I dunno what to do or say anymore. So I'm better off doing nothing and saying...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-10-2011, 12:17 AM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,170
Posted By frizzly
apt with CASA today. am beyond terrified i dont...

apt with CASA today. am beyond terrified i dont know what to do. i want to stay in bed and ignore the world but they wont let me. so atm im sitting on my floor in tears hoping theyll forget about me...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-10-2011, 05:31 AM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,170
Posted By frizzly
but its scary. what am i meant to say to them?...

but its scary. what am i meant to say to them? uhhh so i was too weak to stop him i couldnt fucking do anything i froze and its my fault and i hate myself so so so so much for it. there is a small...
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