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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice Yesterday, 05:50 PM
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Posted By chinahorse
Thanks for the support. I went to work and...

Thanks for the support.

I went to work and worked all day with an horrific migraine. Its finally subsided now. And I'm on the way home.

I have to keep going because there is no other option.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-09-2020, 06:58 PM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,400
Posted By chinahorse
I dont know, Im struggling so much and I feel so...

I dont know, Im struggling so much and I feel so ridiculously overwhelmed and alone.

I feel abandoned by MH services. And that no one cares if I die. Which I know is logically not true but it hurts....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-09-2020, 04:45 PM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,400
Posted By chinahorse
I feel like Im drowning in life. Crumbling apart....

I feel like Im drowning in life. Crumbling apart. Im trying so hard but Im struggling so much.
Forum: General Chat 21-09-2020, 03:55 PM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
My work all over. Say one thing and do another....

My work all over. Say one thing and do another.

I couldn't nap :-(
Forum: General Chat 21-09-2020, 02:42 PM
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Posted By chinahorse
The entire RoE is due to be submitted in final...

The entire RoE is due to be submitted in final mid october. So if I want any chance for the tutor to review any of it I need to get it done soon. But its made up of written tasks- which I did ages...
Forum: General Chat 21-09-2020, 02:34 PM
Replies: 83,603
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Posted By chinahorse
Its here and installed! Thankfully it fit in the...

Its here and installed! Thankfully it fit in the gap and isnt as deep as a washing machine so could shove it back further to get the water draw out around the radiator. My friend helped me lift it up...
Forum: General Chat 21-09-2020, 11:59 AM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Ah thats a point, didn't think of that. Doesnt...

Ah thats a point, didn't think of that.

Doesnt seem like a lot to me. Im back doing 40 paid hours a week and 12.5 hour days out the house working my ass off so am used to being extremely busy, this...
Forum: General Chat 21-09-2020, 11:50 AM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Surely they will call your mobile anyway? Hows...

Surely they will call your mobile anyway?

Hows it going Tamo?

Hey Lindsay, Ive had a lazy morning and stayed in bed until half8! And have now stripped the bed, done and hung up 2 loads of laundry...
Forum: General Chat 21-09-2020, 10:28 AM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Morning to you all. Miss ya!

Morning to you all. Miss ya!
Forum: General Chat 06-09-2020, 04:10 PM
Replies: 119
Views: 4,624
Posted By chinahorse
So exciting!!

So exciting!!
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-09-2020, 11:54 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,400
Posted By chinahorse
Nope. You have to be referred to them. And I dont...

Nope. You have to be referred to them. And I dont feel ad bad as actual crisis. Just very much like I'm drowning. I dont think their involvement would be helpful with work and stuff. I'd see it as...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-09-2020, 08:33 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,400
Posted By chinahorse
What team? New cpn hasnt contacted me since...

What team? New cpn hasnt contacted me since before I started work. And the therapy guy isnt offering any support. It's just in the assessment stage.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-09-2020, 09:12 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,400
Posted By chinahorse
I walked out in front of a bus. It had to do an...

I walked out in front of a bus. It had to do an emergency stop. I said sorry I wasnt looking but I was.

I just want to give up. Theres no hope for my life ever being tolerable.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-09-2020, 06:54 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,400
Posted By chinahorse
Thank you so much for asking. You dont know how...

Thank you so much for asking. You dont know how much that means right now <3

Thing are intense and overwhelming and unmanageable. I can cope by cutting a lot and purging a lot and just keeping...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-08-2020, 07:01 PM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,400
Posted By chinahorse
Hi. Things are rough mostly. Work is physically...

Hi.
Things are rough mostly.
Work is physically demanding and exhausting.
Mental health is poor.
I'm isolating on purpose because people are hard.
I'm pulled in different directions and hugely...
Forum: General Chat 12-08-2020, 09:11 PM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Dogs are good yep.

Dogs are good yep.
Forum: General Chat 12-08-2020, 08:55 PM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Dogs barking is such an annoying sound. He is a...

Dogs barking is such an annoying sound.

He is a strange cat. But then I am a strange person so we fit together well :-P
Forum: General Chat 12-08-2020, 08:42 PM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Nah not yet at any rate! We did some super...

Nah not yet at any rate! We did some super energetic play and then food so should settle a bit. And he is watching the thunder and lightning like its TV.
Forum: General Chat 12-08-2020, 08:25 PM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
First day back at work. I was in decon...

First day back at work. I was in decon (decontamination and sterilising of instruments), which is all done by pressure and steam and wow. Made the 33 degrees outside feel pleasantly...
Forum: General Chat 09-08-2020, 03:35 PM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Hahaha we talk about weather and food a lot!!

Hahaha we talk about weather and food a lot!!
Forum: General Chat 09-08-2020, 12:20 PM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Eek!! That's way too hot. Its 17 here now. Dont...

Eek!! That's way too hot.

Its 17 here now. Dont think we will get any hotter. Its lovely.

I have0 motivation to go to town. Already done load of jobs in the house.
Forum: General Chat 09-08-2020, 10:18 AM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Better than 6am I suppose? Its 16 degrees here....

Better than 6am I suppose?

Its 16 degrees here. I've had to put a zip up hoodie on over my pj dress.
Forum: General Chat 09-08-2020, 10:12 AM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Morning. My cat let me sleep in for a whole hour...

Morning. My cat let me sleep in for a whole hour and a half. Which sounds glorious until I tell you that still means I've been up since 7.30am.

No sign of hot weather yet!
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-08-2020, 05:00 PM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,400
Posted By chinahorse
Done my coping mechanisms now what?

Overwhelmed. Stressed. And badly need and want to burn again. But I cant today for reasons.

I do not think theres a way forward or a life for me.

Theres so much pressure.

I keep arranging to...
Forum: General Chat 07-08-2020, 10:38 AM
Replies: 83,603
Views: 1,269,746
Posted By chinahorse
Ice lollies are a must today! Erm collectmeds,...

Ice lollies are a must today!

Erm collectmeds, cmht appt, dressing appt, collect a parcel and get milk is the outthe house stuff.
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