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Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 01-01-2020, 11:10 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 2,933
Posted By Sock
Recovery

Hi all
Not been on the forum for a very long time. Bit selfish of me to ask for help i guess. Sorry :/
Not struggling as such, but have a question..

How do you know when you've recovered?
I am in a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-12-2018, 12:00 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,853
Posted By Sock
Sorry i've not been on here much the assault...

Sorry i've not been on here much
the assault anniversary is approaching in a few weeks. things are hard, especially with work. im considering telling my supervisor how things are difficult. but i...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 03-11-2018, 04:37 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,021
Posted By Sock
im not suicidal right now but i sometimes (most...

im not suicidal right now but i sometimes (most of the time) feel like quitting but i think theres still some hope or some fight left in me. i just hate the pain. its stronger around others because i...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 03-11-2018, 04:34 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,021
Posted By Sock
why am i always in pain? even on a good day, the...

why am i always in pain? even on a good day, the pain is in the background. even when im happy, i feel the sad. no one really tells me how to fix myself either. i feel lonely
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 28-10-2018, 05:43 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 5,233
Posted By Sock
What if they apologise?

Straight after assaulting you? Should that make me feel ok about him? Does that mean he didn't mean to? Am i bad person for wanting him to suffer despite the apology?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-10-2018, 10:16 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,853
Posted By Sock
i dont know . nothing makes sense. i want to give...

i dont know . nothing makes sense. i want to give up but that wont be fair on my family. i have a;ll the support i need but i dont know how to help me and they ask what would help. i dont know
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-10-2018, 02:44 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,853
Posted By Sock
why cant someone just fix me

i feel broken, im sick of going to people asking for help and nothing working. i just want to be ok
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 05-10-2018, 08:42 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,021
Posted By Sock
thanks a lot for replying. :) i will try my best...

thanks a lot for replying. :)
i will try my best to answer, my head feels wrong right now though.

I don't have much support other than a counsellor which is mostly for past traumas and GP who i see...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 04-10-2018, 12:48 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,021
Posted By Sock
is this bpd?

been diagnosed with bpd for over a year now but never believed they got it right and wasnt offered treatment either so was easy to ignore.
i was doing fine for a couple of weeks but something...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 12-09-2018, 06:28 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,732
Posted By Sock
Thanks for the reply. I do bottle it up. I think...

Thanks for the reply.

I do bottle it up. I think thats what makes it feel so extreme. Its always been the case. There were times even as a kid when I would have outbursts and hurt someone.
I'm...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-09-2018, 06:59 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,732
Posted By Sock
violent thoughts

I hope im not breaking any rules here -feel free to delete if i am
Might be a strange question.. might delete it myself later - sorry.
Im normally a very calm person (on the outside) , never hurt...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-09-2018, 05:29 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
i dont know if i should say sorry for not...

i dont know if i should say sorry for not replyiing/posting or sorry for posting now...
things havent been great.
my mood is wrong - i feel scared or angry
work is stressful
theres been problems...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-08-2018, 03:49 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
If i didnt sy no or stopped it it must mean i...

If i didnt sy no or stopped it it must mean i must have wanted it. Im disgusting. Ive always been disgusting
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-08-2018, 02:26 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
my head feels wrong. nightmars of my uncle. i...

my head feels wrong. nightmars of my uncle. i feel wrong. i dont seemy counsellor for another week. i dont know how to feel. i feel bad

i didnt wnat it to happen. nonof it. i know its my fault...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-08-2018, 12:01 AM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
Because scared = not brave = bad. Hard to tell...

Because scared = not brave = bad. Hard to tell people bad things. Might not like it.
I feel panicky and scared. Cant sleep. Want to hurt self.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-08-2018, 10:54 AM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
I feel scared. I tried to tell my mum. Not in...

I feel scared.
I tried to tell my mum. Not in words though. Telling anyone im scared feels wrong. I shouldnt feel that way. Theres no reason to be scared. Im terrified. I dont know why.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-08-2018, 08:03 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
I feel invisible. I make myself invisible. It's...

I feel invisible. I make myself invisible. It's good though in a way. Hiding how i feel. Others can sow how they are feeling. Tell others . Make it everyone elses problem. So everyone is now worried...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-08-2018, 03:26 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
The past few days have been ok. I still have...

The past few days have been ok. I still have moments with intense suicidal thoughts but they pass. Im having them right now. I feel pretty alone. Part of me misses him. But i shouldnt i feel angry....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-07-2018, 07:09 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
Thanks its calm for now Been told i dont do...

Thanks its calm for now
Been told i dont do nothing to resolve things between people
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-07-2018, 05:58 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
Thanks jinxie. Means a lot Major arguments...

Thanks jinxie. Means a lot

Major arguments kicking off at home. Im not part of it.. Yet. Its scary. I dont deal well with fights. Im scared
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-07-2018, 01:54 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
Im at my mums for a few weeks. Safer here but not...

Im at my mums for a few weeks. Safer here but not when im completely alone, thats when it gets tough.
Im expecting a call from my gp this week. Im nearly out of medication shes supposed to sort that....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-07-2018, 10:30 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
I think i need to sleep early. I can sense things...

I think i need to sleep early. I can sense things getting worse.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-07-2018, 10:29 PM
Replies: 31
Views: 3,517
Posted By Sock
I feel angry. I don't know why i feel angry. I...

I feel angry. I don't know why i feel angry. I just do. I cant do anything with the anger. It just stays in me.
I got an email from a safety officer at uni suggesting i see the uni counselling...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 24-07-2018, 10:23 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 5,136
Posted By Sock
Thanks. Sort of makes sense what youre...

Thanks. Sort of makes sense what youre saying.

Ive been talking about blame with my therapist. Its hard. Its all hard. Talking about it is hard. Thinking about it is too. My thoughts make no sense,...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 22-07-2018, 02:40 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 5,136
Posted By Sock
how do you know you're not overreacting?

Iv'e possibly asked this question in the past, so apologies. I do still struggle with it and thought its best to ask than think about it.

some of the things that happened post-abuse arent a 'big...
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